Chapter 133: The End
"Okay."
This word was the last answer given by Sonin.
For a long time, it became a nightmarish existence.
What did he say? He seemed to smile, and then said, "Okay, I can afford to play." ”
Soning didn't linger any longer, and pushed Fu Chengjin out of the private room.
She didn't look back, nor did she look at him again.
Little by little, his heart sank, and the wind outside blew in through the cracks in the window, cold and damp.
Once or twice......
It turns out that no matter how many times, I won't choose him.
Sheng Fang curled up in the narrow sofa, huddled into a ball, he hugged himself tightly, and the grievances that had been withheld for so many days burst out in an instant.
A low whimper came from the dimly lit room, like a little beast that had only been wounded and had no one to care about, dull and painful and powerless to wail.
—
Soning took Fu Chengjin back to his residence and simply made some porridge for him.
The two were silent for a long time before she slowly spoke, "I apologize for today's incident." ”
Fu Chengjin stirred the spoon of the porridge and paused, he actually didn't take it to heart, not to mention that Sheng Fang didn't treat him well, even if it was, it was reasonable.
"He's just provoking you with words, and he doesn't feel sorry for me."
Soning sat across from him, his head hanging low, "I know. She exhaled, "He's a bit radical sometimes, but he won't embarrass you for someone with inconvenient legs." ”
"If you understand, why did you call that number?"
"Just in case." Her head hung lower when she said this.
Fu Chengjin shook his head, "Ning Ning, you want to stop the loss in time for him, I'm afraid that if you really do something to me, he won't be able to pick it up and run away, right?" ”
Soning looked at him in shock, pulled the corners of his lips, and subconsciously denied it, "No." ”
He didn't forcibly argue with her, lowered his head and took a sip of porridge, and said lightly: "You denied it because you felt that you should put me first, but you didn't do it." ”
Soning: ......
Fu Chengjin can see her clearly no matter what aspect he says, and every sentence can block her heart.
was poked, and she was somewhat embarrassed and guilty.
"I'm sorry."
He waved his hand, "You're doing a good job, you should put him first." ”
Soning couldn't take it, and he could deliberately ignore the past.
Fu Chengjin didn't say anything more, he drank the porridge in small sips and chewed on Si Swenwen.
After dinner, he washed up briefly, Sonin watched him get into bed, and was ready to leave, she reached out and tucked his quilt, and said a few words when leaving.
"Call me anytime you have something, and I'll bring breakfast tomorrow morning."
After she finished speaking, she walked to the door and turned off the light, and was about to exit the bedroom when she heard Fu Chengjin say something in the dark.
"Ning Ning, go back, go back to him."
"I can't go back." Sonin clenched the fingers of the handle tightly, and said after a few seconds, "Don't pick me up in the future." ”
After she finished speaking, she walked away.
A moment later the sound of her closing the door in the living room was heard, and the room was plunged into darkness.
Fu Chengjin's gaze was stunned in the direction of the door.
She cut off the back road, drawing the line between the bloom and the bloom, as if all for this moment to say this sentence, "Don't drive me away again, for I have nowhere to go." ”
He thought for a moment, turned over and fumbled for his phone, and made a call to go out.
But there was no answer.
He glanced at the time, maybe he had already slept, he edited a text message and sent it, [Sheng Fang, I want to talk to you about Soning. 】
He sent it, and in just a few seconds, there was a reply.
[It has nothing to do with me].
Fu Chengjin looked at these words, simple and cold, without emotion.
He hesitated for a moment, then simply dialed the phone again, and the mechanical girl in the microphone came......
He's been blocked.
Fu Chengjin silently hung up the phone and put the phone back in its place.
He closed his eyes, distraught.
Sonin now stubbornly believes that because she caused him to be the miserable person he is today, she must do something to make up for the guilt she felt about him. And the happier she is, the more she blames herself for what happened to him, and she has to be under the abyss with him to get a little redemption.
It doesn't matter if he goes or not, the point is that if she knows the truth of the matter, it can't be treated as if it didn't happen. If she doesn't do something, sooner or later she will be overwhelmed by guilt and negative emotions.
She is in full bloom of love, there is no doubt about that.
Soning used the most drastic method he could think of to cut off the entanglement with him, not because of his unforgettable old feelings for Fu Chengjin, but just to give Sheng Fang a fair.
She can accompany him in the abyss without regrets, but she must let bloom a piece of light.
As for herself.
"It's okay, it's all a small thing."
—
Soning arrived at the unit early the next morning and took out the application form to go to Beishi from the bottom of the drawer.
Originally, she had never considered getting involved in this kind of thing, she knew her shortcomings, and her business ability was okay, but she couldn't get along with people or anything, let alone be a leader.
But the current situation suggests that this is a good time.
Leaving S City for a period of time is undoubtedly the best choice for Sheng Fang and her. Love Net
He was still a little surprised when he filled out the list and handed it to Director Zhang, mainly because he didn't expect her to agree to go, after all, he didn't even travel out of the city.
But on the other hand, he felt very relieved, "Suo'er, people have to go to high places, that's right." ”
"Yes, Zhang."
He couldn't help but ask again, "Mr. Sheng agrees?" ”
Soning didn't want to talk about it again, so he could only nod stubbornly, "Agreed." ”
"Yes, there is a big picture!" After he finished speaking, he scanned the application form, "Prepare well, you have to leave after the assessment." ”
"Hmm."
Sonin finished speaking and exited the office.
After thinking about this matter carefully, how should it be better to talk to Fu Chengjin? He is clearly on his way now, will he be able to leave for two years?
But if you don't bring him with you, then all this seems to be meaningless.
It wasn't until I went to his house in the afternoon that Soning mentioned this stubble to him, and she didn't say anything else, only that this training was the training of reserve cadres in the institute, and she would be promoted after she came back.
Fu Chengjin listened quietly, "Are you afraid of blooming entanglement?" ”
Sonin shook his head.
He won't be entangled anymore, she had already said everything that day, his proud and unbeatable character, it is impossible to entangle him anymore.
It's better that she is trying to escape.
She changed the subject, "I know you have something to do now, if you really can't let it go, I can not go to North City, it's okay." We ......"
Before she finished speaking, Fu Chengjin spit out lightly, "Yes." ”
He replied too neatly, which surprised Sonin a little, "Is it okay?" ”
Fu Chengjin nodded, "No." ”
—
Soning's trip to Beishi was decided, and a few days later, he passed an assessment, and the rest waited until July to leave.
She originally planned to tell everyone, after all, two years is not a long time.
After thinking about it, I forgot it.
There is no need to make the teacher move, especially Zhou Zhiyi's big belly, and it is not good for her to cry and cry when the time comes.
The only thing is to go back to the house, although she is not welcome, but if she does not come back for two years, you may think that she died outside.
Of course, it's mainly to see grandma.
She said that she might not be able to come back to see her in the short term, and Meng Wan didn't have any idea about this time, so she told her to eat well.
And Suo Mingjie and Xu Qin didn't care about the news of her imminent departure.
She knew it would be like this, and she was used to it, so she put an envelope she had with her on the table and left.
Zhao San went there, that is, he sent some food and drink to the children. Now that the shelter is running well, there's nothing to worry about.
After staying for a while, he left.
The rest of the time, in addition to commuting normally, that is, slowly starting to clean up the house, she has few things, and she takes away what she can take with her, and throws away what she can't.
It was the end of June, and it was close to the day of departure.
She thought, it's not too much to look at him from afar, right?
Not excessive.
She hadn't seen Sheng Fang since that time, and when she heard that his real estate project had been successfully bid, he shone at the bidding meeting.
It's a very good start.
Pretty good.
Everything is moving in a better direction.
She waited for a long time in the corner of his house, and the rain stopped and fell and stopped until it was getting brighter.
She didn't wait either.
The sun rises in the east, the glow is ten thousand ways, and the shining Soning is in a trance.
She subconsciously raised her hand to cover her eyes, and a silver glow on the ring finger of her right hand pierced into her eyes, stabbing out her tears.
No one came to deliver it on the day Sonin left, so she pushed Fu Chengjin all the way into the airport.
When I got to the boarding gate, I heard a sound in my ears, "Xiao Suo!" ”
She subconsciously looked back, and there was a crowd behind her, but none of them were what she thought. The eldest young master with a cigarette in his mouth and an expression that is always hanging.
"It's too late to change your mind." Fu Chengjin spoke in a deep voice.
Soning came back to his senses and pulled his lips, "Let's go." ”
She put her hands back on the handlebars of her wheelchair and walked away, never looking back.
—
When Sheng Fang came out of the conference room, it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon, and after a few days of continuous rotation, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and he went to the office while telling his assistant to prepare the contract.
When he walked to the door, the front desk handed him a courier bag.
He took it into the room, glanced at the sender as it was empty, pulled open the sealing tape, reached out and touched it, and pulled out a note.
The note was clean and there was nothing.
Whose prank?
As he was thinking, he turned the file bag upside down, and something fell out of it and rolled under the glass window next to it.
It happened to be in that ray of sunshine.
The ring lay there quietly, glowing with a cold silver glow......
It's like a full stop, announcing the end to him.