Regarding these, Qing Xiran's cognition is more rational and indifferent than Xu You.

Xu You took the mobile phone and rubbed his aching heart, indeed, if there is a chance to enter the safe zone, who wants to stay on the ground full of radiation?

If Qing Xiran took refuge in him, on the day the safe zone opened, he would also personally send Qing Xiran and her child into the safe zone.

He is willing to stay alone on the ground, experience the baptism of radiation every day, and bathe in blood with mutated animals until the last moment, and also hopes that Qing Xiran can live well in the safe zone.

Peace and smoothness, eternal health, no sickness, no bad people, respected and loved.

This is how he loves Qing Xiran.

Then there is no need for her to know his love, it only adds to the hesitation of parting.

The atmosphere was a little uncomfortable, especially Xu You's silence, which gave Qing Xiran an indescribable sense of pain.

She twisted her eyebrows slightly, lowered her head and rubbed her eyebrows, and after thinking for a while, she asked:

"Let's go back to what we just talked about, Chief Xu is looking for talents in mental arithmetic right now, right?"

"Didn't you already know?"

"I wonder if Chief Xu has learned about the abacus team stationed in the garrison?"

"Aren't you from the abacus team?"

Xu You in the office, not knowing what she was trying to express, he got up from his chair, turned around with his mobile phone and leaned against the edge of the table, sideways slapped a cigarette from the cigarette case, and put the cigarette holder in his mouth.

When the other hand was looking for a lighter on the desktop, he heard Qing Xiran on the phone, and said faintly:

"Sir Xu, you also know that I entered the garrison at the age of 8, according to the normal age of the garrison recruitment, is this age too young? Do you know how many pens I have to scrap every week since I was 8 years old? ”

In the office where the light was dim a little, Xu You's hand holding the lighter was stunned, and there was no light.

Qing Xiran said again:

"A basket, a room of waste manuscript paper a month, 24 hours a day, 8 hours of sleep, an hour of physical training, and the rest of the time, we are calculating every day, a lot, non-stop calculating, calculating, calculating... At that time, I was only 8 years old. ”

"Don't talk about it......"

In the darkness, Xu You lowered his eyes, lit the lighter, and put the flame into his cigarette.

In his ears, Qing Xiran seemed to have opened a chatterbox, and continued:

"What cartoon? What serial? What idol soap opera? What's it like to watch a movie? Do you have someone you like? Do you have someone you hate? You always praise the sunrise and sunset, what do you say about the sunset and the lonely bird flying together, what kind of romantic poetry of autumn water and the sky together, what are we doing? Calculate, calculate, calculate forever. ”

After a pause, Qing Xiran's cold voice was suddenly stained with a touch of sadness,

"Do you know what I was doing when my mom died? I'm calculating, what am I doing when my dad marries a mistress? I'm still calculating......"

"Enough, don't talk about it!"

Xu You shouted violently, "bang", crushed the lighter in his hand, his eyebrows were cold and cold, and he turned around and walked towards the door.

"I'll come to you now, immediately!"

He couldn't listen to it anymore, he had never heard Qing Xiran say these words, never.

Any idea how he's feeling right now? It was fucking painful, just as painful as it was when I heard the news of her death.

"No, I'm not trying to win the sympathy of Chief Xu, I'm just telling Chief Xu one thing, now the society is following the example of the mental arithmetic team and searching for children with mental arithmetic talent everywhere, what do you think they are for?"

On the other end of the phone, Qing Xiran smiled softly, as if she didn't care at all about the fact that she had been cultivated like a robot since she was a child.

I only heard Qing Xiran being extremely rational, using a female voice like a machine, and said word by word:

"In general, it's just like Chief Xu, looking for computing power, but their ambitions are greater, adults are not easy to control, and there are too many distractions, so they start cultivating from children, and their goal is many years later."

"They have a crush on the kid next to you?"

Xu You's steps were fast, and he was almost at his car as soon as he spoke.

"Yes, you said that what happened to me now, and this is what happened to me, so Sir Xu, why do you think I am so desperate to defend? I'm protecting my daughter. ”

"Your daughter?"

Let's adopt... Xu You wanted to laugh a little, when she was with him, she was still a chick, where did she come from such a big daughter.

If this child is seven or eight years old, then Qing Xiran was born at the age of thirteen or fourteen? Five or six years old can't be right.

It doesn't matter, her daughter is her daughter, no matter which horn she picked up, Xu You also recognizes it.

"Yes, my daughter, I don't want her to be like me in the future, and on the day I die, she is still doing the calculations."

Qing Xiran spoke a little slowly, her eyes passed through the end of the corridor, and she looked out the window.

There was some fine snow tonight, and Xiangcheng, located in the south, had never snowed in this month, not even in the whole winter.

Her voice was cold and clear, but because of her words, Xu You's eyes turned red.

He opened the door and sat in the car, his throat clogging up like a ball of cotton.

In the past, he was only born with strict logic, as a singing and dancing team in a literary team, his brain was very good, but he didn't understand interpersonal relationships, and sometimes he was even like a robot, which was not cute at all.

But she didn't expect that she had been educated as a robot since she was a child, and if no one taught her to love, she wouldn't love.

She would never give for anyone, and she had never done anything for Xu You, so no matter what Xu You thought, she couldn't have imagined that she would go to great lengths to pull a big defensive circle around herself, just for a child she adopted.

"I'm sorry."

Xu You was on the phone, sorry for his previous carelessness, and for all the annoyance he had for her when he met her a few years ago.

"No, you don't."

Qing Xiran took a deep breath, she felt that her words today were really a little too much.

So he looked at his watch and said:

"It's time for my daughter to go to bed, don't talk about it."

The sound fell softly, like fine snow, from the air and fell on the front of Xuyou's car.

She's going to be busy with hers, in Xiangcheng.

He was sitting in the car, outside Xiangcheng.

On a snowy night, Xu You put his hands on the steering wheel, lowered his head, leaned his face on the steering wheel, and said softly to the blackened mobile phone screen, an iron-blooded man, rarely fragile:

"I love you......"

The mobile phone rang at this time.

Xu You didn't want to answer it, and when the call was about to end, he just looked at the four words [Commander-in-Chief] on the screen and picked it up.

It was Mu Fengliang, the supreme commander-in-chief of Xiangcheng, who called.