That night, he was obviously very excited, but he was constricting.

Yes, although I decided to let it go, he restrained himself.

I shook my head and shook it as I said, "No, Hua Ming, is your head the same as mine." It's like there's buzzing in my head, and I can't calm down..."

Before I could finish speaking, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed me while saying, "I have a way, you take it easy-"

Underneath him, his hands that seemed to be electrified, touching...

With a white mist in my head, I suddenly clamped his hand, completely out of control, and called out his name:

"Hua Ming—"

Eventually, I passed out.

At that moment, it was as if a brilliant firework exploded in my mind, illuminating the darkest part of my heart.

It is not a normal and reasonable union between a man and a woman, and we do not have the kind of relationship that is finally substantial.

But, I know that from now on, I am his, and he is mine.

In the second half of my sophomore year, the strings of time were plucked very quickly.

The dormitory sisters all said that after I returned to school in the second half of the semester, the whole portrait was changed.

Compared with my freshman year, compared to the past year or so, my whole person is much brighter, and I rarely see me frowning and gloomy, bowing my head and walking alone.

Moreover, the whole person also began to be a little silly from time to time.

They said: I am more flesh and blood, more like a normal girl, as if there is light.

Yes, since the second day of the Lunar New Year, Hua Ming and I returned to Luoyang together, and the whole person was a little different.

Happier than ever.

More motivated than ever to learn.

What I do is starting to get organized.

My goal is focused, pure. There's only one thing at the moment: it's to catch up with him.

Thinking of the trip to Mount Tai, Hua Ming once asked me under the rising red sun: Have you ever thought about what the meaning of life is?

Yes, I said at the time, I want to live under the sun forever.

Now I want to be a little more greedy, put a string attached, and be with him.

Missing is a very beautiful thing, although I can't see it every day, but at that time, I knew that the warm current surging in my heart is called love.

At that time, I was only a sophomore. However, I have already touched love.

Work harder, in order to be worthy of him, in order to grasp this friendship, I have to take every step in the next step.

Throughout the second half of my sophomore year, I was like a ** who didn't want to stop, more like a happy hummingbird, constantly rotating and migrating between classrooms, libraries, study rooms and dormitories on campus.

I started to study the prestigious Li Yongle Mathematics Postgraduate Entrance Examination Red Book in advance, and bought a thick postgraduate English intensive reading of 300 articles in advance.

I began to dissect Ma Zheshu line by line in advance. The Marxist dialectic, the mutual change of qualities, the law of negation of negation, the theory of contradiction, the whole system was quickly absorbed in my mind.

In the past, I used to read books very quickly, and my digestion was not slow. And the human brain is an amazing thing, it will constantly upgrade under high-intensity long-term training.

The Summer Mathematical Modeling Contest is one. In the second half of my sophomore year, I began to study these books intensively after class, and my mind was enlightened again compared to the summer vacation.

Sometimes when I look up, I find Fu Huazheng, in the seat next to me. I don't know how long he has been sitting, and I don't know how many people have looked at him, I am a little afraid of what others will say, but more of the guilt and guilt in my heart.

He would also be suspicious and asked me several times: "Liu Zijun, I have found you snickering alone several times, can you tell me that this kind of textbook is not a novel, what can be in it?" Can I still make you laugh? ”

I quickly restrained my expression, shook my head and said it was nothing, but something funny suddenly came to mind.

"So you're driving a car? Don't pay attention enough to read? ”

I hastened to argue, "Who said that!" If you're in a good mood, it's actually good for memory. ”

What are you laughing at? It's a secret of mine alone.

No, it's the secret of me and Huaming. Love is something that makes people intoxicated.

Hua Zheng's text messages are always sent in the evening or on weekends. The moment I picked up my phone, I held my breath and was cautious.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, Hua Ming and I went back to the suite of Molybdenum Dulihao.

It wasn't until the sixth day of the first lunar month that I sent him out of the hotel.

In those nights, we all kept our agreement: we only held hands, slept on one side of the bed, and couldn't be too intimate.

But, I always wake up in his arms at dawn. In those days, I dreamed of eating in my dreams, and it was all sweet. Dreaming that exams are no longer in a hurry, dreaming that the big water can always be passed safely, all dreams seem to be fulfilled.

Until the fifth night of the Lunar New Year, before resting, Hua Ming stored his mobile phone number in my mobile phone.

"I'll try not to bother you, if you encounter any emergency, you can press this."

His expression was a little solemn when he saved, and when he looked up, he happened to catch my puzzled eyes, and suddenly smiled and diverted the topic, he said: "Liu Zijun, the idea of making the mobile phone old was actually the stupid brother I prompted at that time. It's just that at that time, I didn't know that the new school girl Hua Zheng was talking about turned out to be you. ”

I was surprised: "Done, old? What do you mean, isn't this the old phone he said he didn't use? ”

That night, after I finished saving my phone number in a daze, he handed it to me and said with a smile: "My eyes are so big, I don't mind scaring you again, it's worth 6 figures." ”

I scared my phone off the carpet.

"I know, I've never given you anything valuable, but I understand you, I gave myself to you, and you have to work hard for me at school."

I nodded happily inwardly, but I couldn't help but look at the old phone over and over again, and there was no hint of jealousy in his smiling dark eyes.

At that moment, I pretended to be annoyed and said, "Fu Huaming, aren't you, aren't you afraid that I will be moved by Hua Zheng?" ”

He shook his head, got up and hugged me, and said with a smile: "Don't be afraid, even if you will be moved, it will be too late." ”

When I think of that handsome face that will also be joking, my whole person will smirk until the corners of my mouth are sour.

Since the breakup on the sixth day of the first month, nearly six months have passed, from the winter wind to the summer heat, but I have not seen Hua Ming again, nor have I received a call from him. Several times I tried to press that phone number, but in the end I didn't dare to disturb him.

Still, my heart was happy.

He's such a person, he never bothers me when I'm concentrating.

But if I'm in danger, or when I'm hopeless and helpless, he always comes to me.

He was afraid to disturb me. And I will never let him be distracted by me at work.