He looked at my angry eyes, shook his head and said slowly:

"Liu Zijun, in my impression, this is the first time I have seen you angry... Don't say no right away, don't think about anything, and don't feel inferior. In fact, when I was in junior high school, sitting behind you, facing the patches on your clothes every day, I probably guessed that it was not easy for you to go to school, and later, when I knew that you had been dependent on your grandmother, I also understood why you brought pickles and rice every day...

You can come to college, it is really much better than I imagined, and in the future, you should cherish the opportunity. In fact, you don't have to save so much, in college, you can earn money by studying hard. As far as I know, domestic colleges and universities have set up 8,000 national scholarships and 5,000 inspirational scholarships for college students, and the school has also set up additional bonuses of various categories.

For the sake of the fact that we have been together and have studied together, you should first owe the boy who left the school back then, and an old classmate who knows you well, and when you have the ability to return it in the future, you can even come to repay me the interest, I will not refuse. ”

He said slowly sentence by sentence, I was stunned, but the hand that I wanted to withdraw was tightly held by his white hand, and the pile of money in the palm of his hand was gradually soaked in my sweat with the temperature of his palm. My eyes were blurred by distant memories.

The textbooks he gave me, the cylindrical refills he gave me, one by one, seemed to appear in front of my eyes...

I opened my mouth slightly, refusal, but I couldn't say anything.

He covered my five fingers and asked me to hold the scroll, and after confirming that I was holding it, he withdrew his own hand, stood up straight, and nodded: "If I were you at the moment, in this situation, I would definitely not say anything to refuse, and take it to do what you should do in college." ”

"Liu Zijun, you must use your skills to finish this university well."

All my thoughts of resistance were lightly shattered by his few words.

The heart, which was humble but resolutely resisted just now, suddenly began to waver.

Although he is mature and proud, he is still the same boy he was at the beginning.

So warm.

I held the roll of money he pressed in the palm of my hand, and it was heavy and heavy in the palm of my hand.

"Well, thank you Hua Ming, I will work hard, and it won't be long before I will definitely pay you off..."

I put the roll of money in my bedside pocket and looked up into his dark eyes, where he nodded lightly at me.

Hua Ming turned around and left the bedside, Hua Zheng just finished boiling water and pushed the door in, and sat straight on the stool in front of the bed.

Hua Ming patted Hua Zheng's shoulder sitting in front of the hospital bed, looked at me and said:

"I've been delayed for some time, there are some things that require me to fly back to Beijing for a few days, and when I come back, I will find a time when you are not in class, and ask you how our junior high school teachers are doing..."

My tone was trembling and solemn: "Okay, I'll wait for you." ”

Fu Huaming nodded, picked up the black windbreaker on the bedside hanger, and walked out of the ward.

I remember that he finally looked at Hua Zheng and me, who were sitting on the edge of the bed, in front of the door, and seemed to be silent at the door for a long time before leaving.

Hua Zheng prophesied next to me and stopped, and finally couldn't help but ask:

"What are you talking to my brother about when I'm away? is worthy of being a classmate when he was a child, and he would have said so many things..."

I smiled warmly: "He asked me to study hard and earn scholarships, and there are many ways to earn money through studying, so I don't have to worry about paying tuition and living expenses." ”。

As if embarrassed, he quickly explained to me:

"Zijun, I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to tell the eldest brother, I went home on the first night of the new year, the eldest brother happened to be there, I chatted with him, casually mentioned the new elementary school sister, I heard the words that aunt said that day, and what I saw, and told the eldest brother. I just couldn't figure it out at the time, there are still mothers in the world who are indifferent to their daughters... I rarely tell my eldest brother anything else about you, and really, I didn't even mention your name..."

On the day of the orientation, he heard what my mother said to me, and Fu Huazheng had a rough idea of my situation.

He was surprised not only by the relationship between our mother and daughter, but also by the advice not to call, and by the request not to go home during the Chinese New Year.

For him, who had no worries about food and clothing, he was a little uncomfortable and incomprehensible at that time, he wanted to help this newly enrolled schoolgirl, and he was always eager to try, but he was afraid that I would be sensitive or inferior, afraid that I would have the illusion that he was giving at will, and afraid that I would mistakenly think that he was showing his superiority of being rich.

Then he told me in detail how I got into the hospital three days ago.

He was originally waiting for me downstairs in the girls' dormitory to tell me how to go to the school computer room for free, but suddenly he heard Tian Tian chirping and calling out to his aunt that Zijun in their dormitory had fainted, how to go to the infirmary? At that time, he rushed forward regardless of it, causing some girls in the dormitory building to scream again and again.

He came into our dorm that day and saw my desk and saw the chili sauce bottle on my desk.

"Listen to Tiantian's accusation, have you eaten steamed buns dipped in chili sauce for two weeks? How can you keep eating that, you should have a hard time..."

After saying this, Hua Zheng took out a campus card.

This card is the first time he charged 5,000 yuan, more than a year has passed, his home is in Luoyang City, his aunt and uncle are living in the school family building, the number of times he eats in the school cafeteria is only a handful, he handed it to me:

"Liu Zijun, when I heard my aunt say that I only left you 300 yuan for living expenses, I was thinking at that time, how can this be maintained? You should use this meal card first, it was handled when I first came, I hardly eat in the school cafeteria, and it has lost its meaning in my hands. ”

"Hua Zheng, you're really nice, but you really don't need to..." I smiled and pushed the card away.

He doesn't know about my cheating, and if he does, I'll have to find a crack drill.

I wasn't very good at deceiving people, so I started to lie to him seriously.

I looked at him at the time, I didn't even blink my eyes, I said: "Fu Huazheng, see that you are such a good friend, I don't hide it from you, I actually have a very rich grandmother, who secretly hid a small treasury for me when she died, so that I deliberately wanted to hide it from my mother and the aunt who loves money like life, this amount is not small, at least the living expenses of the university are not a problem." ”

I don't have any grandmother's wealth, but I tell this lie as if it were the truth.

He looked at me, as if trying to discern something, and finally silently withdrew his head, put away the card and wallet, and sat quietly in front of the hospital bed, looking at my hanging bottle.

After I refused, he said very little, stayed there silently, and did not leave.

I asked him, "Don't you have a class today?"