I've always thought of crying as a sign of cowardice, but I've cried more than once since I came back.

I didn't feel it before, and I hated people who wept, just because my love didn't reach the depths.

This time I entered the Shuanglong Cave, and in just a few days, I experienced too many things.

It is no exaggeration to say that I have experienced it all over again, from birth to death, and from death to life.

To be honest, before entering the Double Dragon Cave, I already had a premonition that I might not be able to get out alive.

But now I'm out.

It's just that what comes out is just a walking corpse, and the soul has long been lost.

In 25 years, I have never been so homesick and missed my parents as I did at this moment. It is like a child who has been frustrated and bullied outside, crying and shouting to go home to seek comfort and shelter from his parents.

That's how I am now......

Xiao Ya inside the door seemed to notice that I was standing outside, and she was about to close the door when she suddenly pulled the door open and poked out a small head.

"Ah...... You are Brother Tianyan......"

Seeing me standing outside the door, Xiaoya was obviously surprised.

After the accident, my face was suddenly full of surprise, and I jumped out and threw myself into my arms at once, and the joy was overflowing.

"Brother, you're finally back, I want to kill you!"

I secretly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and reached out to take the girl into my arms.

However, I still underestimated my injury, and the little girl crashed into my arms, and I immediately stumbled on my feet.

Although he could barely stabilize his body, his chest and abdomen were filled with rivers and seas, and the pain was unbearable.

"Brother Tianyan, what's wrong with you? With such an ugly face, is it sick? ”

Xiaoya noticed that something was wrong and left my embrace, her little face full of worry.

"It's okay......"

I could barely squeeze out a smile, I had already changed my clothes when I was in Heavenly Mountain.

"How can it be okay, Brother Tianyan, you have a wound on your forehead and a wound on your face...... Did you fall down the mountain? ”

I was stunned, reached out and touched my face and forehead, and sure enough, there were wounds, but in fact, these were skin wounds.

But in the eyes of the little girl, it is different.

"Xiaoya, aren't you going to close the door? Why did you run out all of a sudden, who's coming? At this time, the mother in the big house heard the movement and asked.

"Auntie, it's Brother Tianyan who is back, he's injured......"

I wanted to stop Xiaoya, but it was too late.

"What? Tianyan: He's hurt? Serious or not? ”

There was a rush of footsteps in the house, and my mother rushed out of it, and when she saw my appearance, she was stunned, and then scolded anxiously: ", why is it so badly injured?" ”

My mother's concern was a little special, he thought I had fallen down while walking at night, and cursed loudly into the distance, and the content of the scolding was a little vicious.

Then he took out a broom from behind the door and slapped it on the floor behind me.

People who don't know the truth must think that my mom is crazy, but in fact it is not.

She is scolding ghosts, fighting ghosts, rural people are superstitious, thinking that falling down while walking at night is because there are dirty things following.

I was a little speechless, but my heart was even more moved.

"Stinky woman, what are you crazy about in the middle of the night? Sleeping in the neighbor's house across the fence, I thought we were fighting. There was a dissatisfied shouting from my father in the house.

"Dad, hurry up and see your son, what kind of injury has become of the poor people!"

My mother threw down the broom and pulled me and Xiaoya into the house, and at the same time slammed the door shut and bolted it.

"What's wrong?"

My father was watching TV in the hall at this time, and when he saw me coming back, he was stunned for a moment, and then he glared at my mother and said, "Manly man, a little injury is nothing, why are you reacting so much?" ”

As he spoke, he glared at me again and reprimanded, "A few days ago, Heavenly Mountain was closed, what happened?" You only go down the mountain after dark, and you don't bring a flashlight, can you not fall? It's such a big person, and I don't want your mother to worry about it......"

In the face of my father's reprimand, I didn't dare to answer.

It may be that after returning home and seeing my loved ones, my mood was completely relaxed, and my eyelids were particularly heavy at this moment, and I only felt the sky turn dim for a while.

Dad was still talking, but my head was buzzing and I couldn't hear it clearly.

In fact, when I came out of the Shuanglong Cave, I always relied on a willpower to support myself and not let myself fall asleep.

Now, I finally couldn't hold it anymore, and I was groggy, my eyes closed, and I lost consciousness completely.

……

I slept very soundly, and when I regained consciousness, I heard crying around me.

When I opened my eyes, I found myself lying on the bed, my mother sitting next to me, weeping and crying while wrapping me in a medicine and bandages, and her face was full of haggardness.

"Mom, I'm fine, I just fell, just rest for a few days, you don't have to worry!"

I spoke, and suddenly I went home with some regret.

My mother stopped her tears, glared at me fiercely, and said in a stern voice, "What happened?" Don't try to hide it from me, my mother has been practicing medicine with your father for decades, and I can still see what kind of injuries you have suffered. ”

"It's really fine......

"Is something wrong with Xiaomei?"

I have to say that a woman's mind is very sharp, regardless of age, she guessed at once that something might have happened to Jingmei.

Seeing that I didn't answer, my mother suddenly sighed, and said with a lonely expression: "I knew that something must have happened, otherwise those people would not suddenly close the mountain, and you would not have been so seriously injured, before Xiaoya also said that she cried when she saw you at the door......"

"You kid, you have been stubborn since you were a child, and when you make a mistake and are beaten by me, you also secretly hide in the corner and cry, and never show it in front of us."

"Xiaomei is a good wife, although my mother doesn't know what happened to you, but no matter what happens, you must not let down others, and don't dislike discrimination because of their identity...... Although you are my child, since you have embarked on this path and married someone else, you will be responsible to the end. ”

"Speaking of which, Xiaomei is also very pitiful......"

"Okay, let's not talk about it, you have a good rest first. I boiled Chinese medicine, and I will bring it in for you later, so that I am not allowed to pour it out secretly as I was when I was a child. ”

"Your dad went to the clinic to get the medicine, saying that you are weak and will hang a few bottles of medicine for you."

After my mother finished speaking, she left the room.

Looking at her back, I was silent for a while, looking down at the straps wrapped around my body, and my feelings were even more complicated.

"Jingmei...... Is she okay? Were they taken down by the Yang Patrol Judge? ”

After a while, my mother brought a bowl of Chinese medicine.

I drank the medicine in front of her, and then my father came back from the clinic, entered the room without saying a word, and then gave me a needle and a potion, and left.

I saw that the wall clock on the wall was almost three o'clock in the morning, and shouted to my father: "Dad, it's late, you and your mother won't come over later, sleep for a while, I'll unplug the potion myself." ”

"Hmm!" Dad answered and closed the door.

In the dead of night, the sound of the dropping potion could be heard.

I struggled to get up from my bed, leaning against my pillow, and surveying my room.

There were still a lot of red things in the room, and the dresser was empty, and nothing was placed.

Mandarin duck quilt, phoenix pillow ......

The large room seemed very empty.

Just like my mood at the moment, empty.

Recalling the scenes I experienced in the Double Dragon Cave, I fell into a long silence.

The people of Daomen and the people of Yin Si once called Jingmei Princess Baiyue, what kind of identity did she have before her death?

The most important thing is that the secret of the two-headed dragon is still not clear.

And Yin Si's people took Jingmei away for this reason.

What makes me even more puzzled is that before the soul of the Daomen Heavenly Master left my body, he said that I am one of the Lao clan, one of the nine clans, and I have an inextricable relationship with Jingmei.

Could it be that our Lao clan is not an ordinary clan? Have you ever had an unknown, even glorious past?

But why haven't I ever heard it from the older generation?

And the old man...... Is he really a member of the Daomen?

At the beginning, my so-called birth and death, borrowing my life to be reborn, and even coming back to marry Jingmei, all of this was his means?

If so, what is his purpose?

In order to resurrect the Daomen Heavenly Master?

Or is it to seek the secrets carried by the two-headed dragon?

Under the big tree, when I met that mysterious little dragon, why couldn't I feel its might?

Even when I saw it, there was a sense of intimacy.

Since the Heavenly Master's soul left, I thought I knew my origins.

At the end of the day, I was still me, but when I met the little silver dragon, I was a little confused.

There seems to be some secrets hidden in me.

Is this Jingmei's means?

"Mountain Keeper ......"

I muttered to myself and laughed at myself: "I can't even protect my wife, what kind of mountain keeper are you?" ”

"And the mountain whip, that thing didn't belong to me in the first place, and if you lose it, you lose it...... It's just Jingmei and the old man......"

"Where the hell is he, old man?"

I gritted my teeth, but I couldn't help it, and I had completely cut ties with him since the last time I got married.

No one knew where he was hiding now, not even the Judge of the Sun Patrol.

But to my relief, I was able to see Jingmei as I wished.

It was brief, but the words she said to me will never be forgotten for the rest of my life.

"Life and death contract, say with Zicheng, hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son!"

No matter what happened to me, and what kind of shocking conspiracy there was, her feelings for me were real.

She said that marrying a chicken and marrying a dog is like a dog, no matter what her identity is or what happens in the future, she will always be the daughter-in-law of my Lao family and my wife of Lao Tianyan.

That's enough!

In fact, I felt guilty about her, because I had suspected that she didn't really like herself, but the Celestial Master who lived in me.

Thinking of that Heavenly Master, I touched my face and said secretly: "I look exactly the same as the Heavenly Master of the Daomen, I wonder if I am met by someone in the Daomen, will I be so frightened that I will kneel down and worship?" ”

"Hey, in the end, it's still my own low strength......"

I clenched my fists and secretly swore that I must make myself strong, whether Jingmei is at the end of the world or at the cape, I must bring her back.

Just as I was thinking about it, the door creaked open.

A small head peeked through the crack in the door and looked at me like a thief.

Seeing that little head, I was angry and funny, and scolded: "You don't sleep well in the middle of the night, why did you come to my room?" If you let your aunt see it, you should be scolded again. ”

Xiao Ya crept in from outside the door, closed the door with her backhand, and grinned: "I'm worried about you, Brother Tianyan, you can't sleep." ”

"I'm fine, are you relieved now? Hurry back to bed, I have to go to school tomorrow. ”

I drove Xiaoya out of the room, and most of the gloomy emotions disappeared......