Lao Cai is obviously not a troubled young man with a disorientation, and as his temporary "guardian", I know this very well.

But this hand made my face flush.

Although now I am a person who does not care about the outside world's opinion.

But...... Who can stand such fun?

I pulled Lao Cai out of the "encirclement" and hurried away as if I had escaped.

After finally "escaping" for a distance, I stopped, shook off the hand he was still holding me, and glared at him with disgust.

Lao Cai smiled, took out one to light for me, and said, "Fun, isn't it?" ”

Playful?

I really want to have fun with you, uncle.

I said to Lao Cai: "It's almost enough, and it's not too embarrassing." ”

Lao Cai spit out a smoke ring and looked at me and said, "What's there to be ashamed of?" What is the difference between living without doing things and salted fish? ”

Well, I'm really helpless about Lao Cai.

At this time, the mobile phone in her pocket rang, it was Deng Qian calling, and she told me on the phone that she had arrived and asked me where I was.

I told her I was nearby and asked her to wait for me at the door for two minutes.

Then I threw away half of the cigarette in the cigarette stick, and after cleaning it up, Lao Cai and I walked in the direction of the hot pot restaurant.

In fact, the hot pot restaurant I talked to Deng Qian about was indeed not far away, and Lao Cai and I arrived there in about two minutes.

Although Kunming is like spring all year round, even in winter, it is not too cold, but the temperature at night is still only a few degrees.

I saw Deng Qian from a distance, she was wearing a black down jacket, a schoolbag on her back, and a gray-and-white striped scarf around her neck.

It was a little cold, and her face was a little red from the cold.

Lao Cai and I walked over to her, and I said to her, "Sister, it's so cold, why don't you go in and wait for us?" ”

Deng Qian seemed to be stunned for a moment when she saw Lao Cai also there, but she immediately recovered and said with a smile: "It's okay to leave my brother, it's not cold." ”

I quickly beckoned her in, and when I sat down, the waiter brought the menu.

Because they are all from the same place, there are no different tastes, so the dishes are ordered quickly.

The food was not served yet, so we chatted for a while.

Deng Qian still loves to laugh as always, she joked to me: "Brother Li, I saw you still with a scruffy beard last time, I thought you were going to take the route of a mature uncle." Why did you clean up so much this time? ”

I smiled sheepishly.

Lao Cai joked to Deng Qian next to him: "Sister, do you think you are as handsome as you were before you left your brother, or are you so handsome now?" ”

Deng Qian glanced at me a little shyly, and said with a smile: "I think Brother Li is handsome." ”

After finishing speaking, he blushed as always.

I was even more embarrassed on the sidelines, things seemed to be going in a direction I didn't want to see.

Lao Cai continued: "What about me? ”

After speaking, he didn't forget to tidy up his red head angrily.

Deng Qian smiled, and then said: "Fat brother looks very energetic like this." ”

Lao Cai looked at her speechlessly, and said sadly: "Sister, you should say handsome, not spiritual." ”

It made Deng Qian and I laugh.

It's really right to bring Lao Cai here, if I were alone, I really don't know what to talk about with Deng Qian. Now at least the atmosphere is less awkward.

"Why are you still carrying a schoolbag, girl?"

I looked at the schoolbag on the seat next to Deng Qian and asked her.

Deng Qian smiled sweetly and said slyly: "Secret." ”

At this time, the dishes were served one after another, because it was a little late, everyone

They were all a little hungry, so I beckoned Deng Qian to start eating.

This time is not like last time, this time Deng Qian eats very slowly, chatting while eating, there is Lao Cai, the happy fruit, and the banquet is full of laughter.

As time goes by, Deng Qian no longer looks like the introverted little girl she saw when she first met in her freshman year of high school, and she occasionally makes some jokes.

Of course, most of them are joking with Lao Cai.

For example, she said to Lao Cai: "Fat brother, shouldn't you date your girlfriend on a day like today?" You don't have a girlfriend yet, do you? ”

said and looked at Lao Cai with an unbelievable look.

When Lao Cai heard this, he looked at me with an ambiguous look and said, "What is a girlfriend?" I don't really have that, but I have a boyfriend. ”

After that, there was a tendency to lean over my shoulder again.

I really don't know how Lao Cai said such things without blushing and without a heartbeat, could it be that Lao Cai is a very hidden old glass, and he is finally going to attack me on this night of hormonal explosion?

Hey...... I want to kill him!

I quickly removed Lao Cai's head and said to him with a disgusted face: "If you do this again, you will lose me, my mother won't let me play with fools." ”

Lao Cai didn't care, and laughed.

Deng Qian on the opposite side also laughed and trembled.

It's been a long time since I've been so relaxed, chatting with Lao Cai and Deng Qian, I also have a tendency to be infected by them.

After laughing, Lao Cai said to Deng Qian: "What about you, sister? Didn't you have a boyfriend? ”

Deng Qian shook her head and said, "I'm still in school now, and I don't want to fall in love." ”

Lao Cai Wenyan gave her a thumbs up, and said in a loud voice: "Yes, yes, a beautiful girl like you, every time she thinks that she will marry an ordinary man in the future, your fat brother's heart hurts like a needle prick." ”

Lao Cai didn't mean anything else, he continued: "So, if you have a boy you like in the future, you must tell your fat brother first, your fat brother will try the details of that kid, but if there is anything that is not worthy of you, your fat brother will not agree." ”

After speaking, he raised his wine glass, touched it with Deng Qian, drank it all, and said: "Remember sister, your fat brother will be your brother from today onwards, if you have any trouble, just look for me, I will take you away from my brother to beat him to death." ”

He also pulled my sleeve and asked me, "Xiaoli, do you have any opinions?" ”

Uncle, do I still have a chance to express my opinion?

I glanced at Lao Cai and said, "I met Deng Qian earlier than you, what do you think I can say." ”

I have to say that Deng Qian is indeed very beautiful.

And it's not that kind of simple beauty, she also gives people the feeling of a little girl next door. After people come into contact, they unconsciously protect her as a sister.

Unlike the protective desire that comes from love, this is a more special feeling.

Deng Qian picked up the drink in her hand and took a sip, and said with a sweet smile: "Okay fat brother, if you are looking for a girlfriend in the future, let me check it too." ”

It's also strange to say, Deng Qian said on the phone that she wanted to meet my girlfriend, and she emphasized it more than once, but now she doesn't even ask, and the words I prepared in advance have never had a chance to say.

Forget it, it's okay not to ask.

I know that a lie will be exposed one day, and I know that a lie often needs more lies to fill in after it is spoken.

Life with lies is tiring.

It's also wonderful to have someone to confide in secrets.

However, I am probably used to hiding the secrets in my heart.

At first, I hid the secret that I could hunt ghosts, then I hid the secret that I didn't live to be twenty years old, and now, the secret I have hidden

It's been a lot.

Once a person is accustomed to self-digestion, he no longer has the urge to pour out his emotions to others.

So it doesn't seem very tiring for me to live with secrets.

On the contrary, after getting used to hiding myself, under the long-term self-deception, I seem to have lived a life that I am willing to show to outsiders.

It is very troublesome to overturn your life in the eyes of others.

That's it, keep deceiving until you deceive yourself, then life will be like that.

…………

It's not that I didn't think about telling Deng Qian everything, telling her Song Mink's identity, and telling her that Song Mink is dead.......

But this is too difficult for me, and the relationship between me and Song Mink has never even known to Lao Cai. Maybe in Lao Cai's heart, I am crazy to find the Sanqing Destiny, and the biggest reason is my grandfather.

Lao Cai is actually right, but only I know that in my heart, Song Mink is as important as my grandfather.

I still remember the dream I had after Song Mink died.

It was a very strange experience, ordinary people may have had, but it was by no means that profound.

In the decades of my dreams, I recall every minute and every second so clearly.

It's like a real experience.

So Song Mink is my relative to me, just like my grandfather, and that is the result of the sublimation of love.

I don't know why Deng Qian repeatedly emphasized that she wanted to see my girlfriend before she came, but she didn't mention it at this time.

Looking at her and Lao Cai chatting happily and smiling sweetly, I suddenly realized, isn't this good?

So I was relieved!

Picked up the glass and touched a glass with them, then went on eating.

Today is Christmas Eve, and the business of the hot pot restaurant is very good, not only the store is full of people, but even there are many couples waiting in line outside.

On this night when the hormones of young boys and girls exploded collectively, the store also put on songs to set the scene.

is a familiar song - Zheng Yuan's "Tolerance".

I still remember when it snowed in my freshman year of high school, this song was also played in the school's loudspeaker.

It was you who told me that winter love is the best

Because love can make people warm

……

Injuries are not just touching the scene, sometimes it can be a sentence, a name, or a song.......

Yes, in the familiar song, the figure of Song Mink faintly appeared, wearing a white down jacket, bouncing in the snow.

I looked at the couples around me, and when the song sounded, they all looked at each other with affection, and when they were tired of watching, they looked at each other and smiled. In the eyes of the smile, there is a kind of thing called love.

There is no need to hide it, I envy them.

In this Western festival that has been forcibly given the definition of "love".

They have all found an excuse to vent their love unscrupulously.

I controlled my expression, but I couldn't stop the ...... of youth.

Lao Cai put down his chopsticks and glanced at the couples around him, suddenly patted me on the shoulder, and said, "Xiaoli, I want to fall in love now." ”

Deng Qian laughed out loud when she heard this, and said to Lao Cai: "Fat brother, don't you like to leave your brother?" ”

Lao Cai didn't care, he winked at Deng Qian, and said with a smile: "Yes, I like you to leave my brother, what about you sister?" Do you like your brother? ”

My grip on something slammed, and suddenly I felt as if the air around me had frozen.

I didn't look at Deng Qian's expression, so I quickly pinched Lao Cai's waist secretly, and said to him with a straight face: "I can't stop your mouth when I eat, what are you talking nonsense?" ”