Chapter 144: Before I Get Married, How About Reliving Old Dreams?
After Sheng Fang finished roaring, he turned around and went into the house directly, and he didn't bother with the door.
This became an act of acquiescence in Soning's eyes, and she stroked her arm, followed her into the door, and then closed the door.
There was no change in the living room at a glance, and the appearance of almost no furnishings had been touched before, coupled with Sheng Fang's low roar that was almost reprimanded just now, made Soning suddenly feel a little confused.
She watched Sheng Fang walk to the table and pour a glass of water, raised her head and drank most of it, then walked back after putting it down.
He swept over the unusually obvious red and purple mark on her arm, and his tone was not good, "What are you doing today?" ”
Soning lowered his head and bit his lip: "I didn't threaten you when I said it." ”
Sheng Fang snorted coldly, "Is it my fault?" ”
"Nope."
Sheng Fang looked at her like that, and suddenly felt a surge in his chest several times, "Come, let me hear what you are going to do with so much effort!" ”
When Soning heard this, he didn't know how to cut in, and it seemed that such a thing was not very easy to open no matter from which angle.
Organized for half a day of language, "Have you eaten?" ”
Blooming: ......
"You ......"
Soning still didn't give him a chance to refute, she pointed to the kitchen, "I didn't eat either, why don't you make a fire?" ”
"......" Sheng Fang was a little puzzled by how she was so routine now, and an adjective that did not match her personality appeared in his mind: no face and no skin.
He has been a little conscious since they met before, how could she still find it before?
He steadied himself and warned in a warning tone: "If you continue to talk such nonsense, let me out immediately." ”
Soning sighed, pursed his lips and said nothing.
Sheng had a hint of other associations in his heart, although he couldn't guess who it was for a while, but someone must have stabbed her about him. And her words and deeds are clearly in ......
"Soning, do I need you to pity me?"
Soning's posture paused, and he held back for a long time: "Can you speak a little arrogantly?" ”
"......" Sheng Fang never expected that he would almost laugh angrily when he got such an answer.
Soning's gaze rested on his wrapped right hand again, and he bent over, "The gauze is black, and if you don't change it, it will be infected." ”
After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked to the living room, opened the cabinet under the TV, glanced around inside, took out a transparent medicine box, and walked to the sofa with ease, pointing to the sofa: "Come and sit." ”
Sheng Fang stood there without moving, his eyes were a little stunned, "Am I unable to communicate with you?" ”
His tone was very bad, as if Suo Ningquan hadn't heard it, "I'll leave when I'm done." ”
The implication is that if you don't deal with it, it will be consumed.
Sheng Fang looked at her with heavy eyes, her demeanor and posture were already sufficient, and if she couldn't achieve her goal, she probably wouldn't leave.
He raised his eyebrows and walked over, sat down on the side of the sofa, and put his hand on the sofa handle, "Hurry up, my girlfriend will come later." ”
Soning: ......
This seems a little unserious.
Sheng Fang also seemed to sense that something was wrong, and he lowered his eyes and coughed lightly.
Soning untied the bandage on the gauze little by little, and carefully bypassed his hand, the wound looked a little serious, about a dozen scars, and I don't know how it was hurt.
Maybe it was because there was no cleaning treatment, and the wound was already a little purulent and swollen, Soning frowned, "Don't want your hand anymore?" ”
After speaking, I took hydrogen peroxide and rinsed it a few times, until there was no blood stain, and then took a cotton swab dipped in the potion to slowly clean up the wound, the redness and swelling and the slight ulceration of the wound were still a little terrifying.
Sheng Fang glanced at it, and his tone didn't care much, "She's timid. ”
Soning sighed, and the strength in his hand unconsciously increased a little, just poking at the bone joint on the back of his hand, and he hissed in pain.
Unhurriedly, she explained in a calm tone: "It's a little dirty inside. ”
……
Sheng Fang looked at her drooping face, and could only see a smooth white forehead and a little eyebrows, which had not changed much compared to before, except for the hair that had grown.
He was silent for a long time, until Sonin began to wrap the gauze before he said slowly, "Sonin, I'm getting engaged." ”
The movement of Sonin's hand paused, which was extremely obvious, but quickly recovered, "It's good, congratulations." ”
Sheng Fang's posture was a little stiff, and the tone of his blurted out was a little higher, "Do you really think so?" ”
Sonin tied the bandage, and when her fingers were withdrawn, they slid over his fingertips, slightly cool, and she met his gaze and looked into his eyes, "Fake." ”
“……”
She steadied herself and curled her lips into a slight smile, "Just kidding." ”
Bloom's expression gradually became gloomy.
Soning's smile paused on his lips like that, as if he had grown there: "You can do it if you like it." ”
After she finished speaking, she put the medicine box away, and then put it back in the cupboard, she didn't turn back, she stood there and said, "I'm leaving, tomorrow is the same time to change your dressing." ”
Sheng Fang turned sideways and was about to speak, but Soning opened his mouth first: "No thanks." ”
After saying that, he turned around, opened the door and left.
Sheng Fang sat there for a long time and didn't come back to his senses, until Chen Huai's phone called, "How is it?" Dude, are you angry? ”
As soon as he heard it, he probably knew what was going on, "If you can't control your mouth, I'll help you sew it up." ”
After speaking, he hung up the phone directly.
Chen Huai reacted after a while, and scolded with a smile, "." ”
In fact, since Soning left three years ago, he and Zheng Xun have almost never mentioned her in front of Sheng Fang, let alone the name, and even the group name of the chat group was quietly changed by them. In the past, all kinds of bells and whistles that he changed for Soning felt particularly heart-wrenching at a glance.
Chen Huaiwei is unhappy, that is inevitable and certain, and even some of his good feelings for Soning have been consumed for a while, but there is nothing else he can do.
I can only watch him slowly come out of his negative state.
Sheng Fang doesn't mention it, but all kinds of things about the past and later of the two have just slowly become the characters they are now.
It's hard to say whether it's good or not, let alone happy or not.
But no matter how much he disguised his denial, they could still detect the intense, intense, and even poignant emotions he had for Sonin from the bits and pieces he accidentally leaked.
Soning's departure was a huge blow to him, and the blow of Qin Jiyue's return was simply fatal.
Chen Huai admitted that he didn't do a good job of letting Soning hit the muzzle of the gun today, but there was no way......
No one but her could pull him out of the abyss.
—
When Soning got home, it was almost twelve o'clock, and Fu Chengjin was waiting for her in the living room.
When I saw that the person was back, I was relieved, and I didn't ask anything, "Have you eaten?" Left for you. ”
Soning nodded and hummed, "I've eaten it." ”
She put down her bag and walked to the sofa, exhausted, she leaned back on the sofa, her eyes looking at the ceiling, and her brain slowly went blank when she saw the pure white color.
Although he had heard from Jin Xiaoshao that Sheng Fang had the possibility of getting married, from his mouth, the difference was still very big, it was the feeling of swishing in his heart.
That feeling almost created an uncontrollable urge that was so strong that she immediately hugged him, didn't care about anything, and fucked!
Sheng Fang asked her, do you really think so?
Fake, she said.
But what do you want her to do? Crying and begging him not to marry someone else?
She shook her head and curled the corners of her lips, "Fu Chengjin, am I too bad?" ”
It's so bad that I don't put all my thoughts on him all the time, and it's so bad that when I see Sheng Fang about to start a new life, I have such a strong desire to destroy.
Fu Chengjin pondered for a moment, and said to her in a hoarse voice: "Then it's even worse, don't wronged yourself again." ”
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The next night, Sonin stayed in his office until half-past nine, and then set off for Sheng Fang's house.
It took about the same time to get there as it was yesterday.
As soon as the eldest young master opened the door, his face was still so lukewarm, anyway, there was no surprise about her arrival.
Opened the door and turned around and walked back to the room, Soning was behind him, and when he closed the door, he looked down to check the contents of his pocket, and when he turned around again, he didn't notice that he hit a soft wall.
She raised her eyes, and her tall figure was in front of her.
She touched her head and muttered quietly, "Stop and don't say a word..."
Sheng Fang looked at her condescendingly, and said not salty or light: "I am willing." ”
Soning: ......
Yes, who made him his home?
After he finished speaking, he walked into the living room on his long legs.
Sonin flashed into the kitchen, found a bowl and poured two dishes from the insulated lunch box onto the plate, which she had borrowed from the kitchen stove earlier.
After packing, she poked her head out of it, "It's still hot, can you eat?" ”
Sheng Fang glanced up at her from the living room sofa, "Do you think I'll eat?" ”
Sonin thought about it, it was the reason why he didn't expect him to eat.
She wrapped the dishes on the two plates in plastic wrap and put them in the refrigerator, and when she came out, she said to him, "Put them in the refrigerator, and heat them in the microwave for a few minutes when you eat." ”
Sheng Fang didn't take a stubble, and moved directly to the same position last night and sat down, putting his arm on the handle of the sofa.
Look sideways to look elsewhere. Reading the Book House
Sonin took out a new bottle of hydrogen peroxide and potion from the pocket he brought, bandages and gauze and everything.
Seeing this, Sheng Fang said, "I have these at home. ”
Soning snorted, "I didn't pay attention to it yesterday, and when I put it back, I found that it had expired for more than two years." ”
Sheng Fang looked away again, looking away.
The atmosphere was a little cold for a short time.
Soning soothed, "Don't be embarrassed. There are forty-five of these, and you can just give the money later. ”
Blooming: ......
He curled his lips into a smile that he hadn't seen in a long time that could be called kind.
Soning untied the gauze and checked the wound first, the redness, swelling and suppuration had been alleviated, although the stitches had been stitched, but the skin and flesh on the back of the hand at the joint showed signs of valgus.
She finished cleaning, leaving the wound exposed to the air for a moment. I still couldn't help but say a word in this gap.
"Don't be angry with yourself."
Sheng Fang let out a slight snort in his nose, with a faint disdain.
Soning looked at his cold eyebrows, and had the urge to reach out and knead his facial muscles, and after realizing this thought, he quickly lowered his head very uncomfortably.
Sheng Fang: "What are you thinking about?" ”
Soning hurriedly waved his hand, "No." ”
After speaking, he took out a box of cigarettes from his bag, bit it to his mouth, and just lowered his head to point it, he noticed the look across his head.
She habitually took the cigarette out of her mouth and handed it to him, "Do you want it?" ”
Blooming: ......
The process is quite skilled.
"Quit it."
"Oh." Soning put the cigarette back to his mouth, lowered his head and lit it, and sighed lightly before he slowly spoke, "I remember that you are quite addicted." ”
Sheng Fang sneered, "You and I can quit, what's the big deal about smoking?" ”
Sonin heard this.
A puff of smoke choked into his lungs.
She was choked and coughed violently, and it took a while for her strength to recover, and her face was red.
Sheng Fang's tone mocked: "I can't smoke, what kind of old smoking gun is loaded?" ”
Soning: ......
Pumping, it is true that it will not be pumped, and it is just a habitual action to relieve stress.
Later, I thought about why she suddenly smoked, because in all her memories, the most vivid and impressive scene was Sheng Fang standing in the sun, with both hands in his pockets, holding a cigarette in his mouth and smoking, and Hang'er Lang should smile at her.
She felt the cigarette as if she could get closer to him, and she took a deep breath...... It seems to be a little closer.
Soning's delusion of obsession borders on a pathology.
But it does relieve a lot of anxiety.
Soning's cigarette finally burned half between her fingers, and she lowered her head to look for an ashtray on the coffee table, only to remember what she had just said, quit.
She took the cigarette into the bathroom and threw the half into the toilet, and when she came out again, she found that Sheng Fang was still looking at her.
"What's wrong?" She subconsciously looked down to see if there was anything abnormal in herself.
Bloom: "Waste." ”
Sonin smiled, unable to refute it.
She walked back to the couch, looked down at the wound and took out the potion to wipe some, "You haven't been back for a long time?" ”
Sheng Fang: "What's the matter with you?" ”
"Just ask."
"That's a lot of questions."
Soning: ......
She couldn't cry or laugh a little, and she felt that in the past few years, the personalities of the two seemed to have changed slightly.
He used to talk a lot, but now he is taciturn, and it is not salty or light to say a few words.
Soning was a little more lively.
is like the classic line in "This Killer Is Not Too Cold" said: I think the deepest love is that after separation, I live myself as you are.
Maybe they have become what they are today for various reasons, but no one realizes that what they have become is the person they are most worried about.
Soning tied up the bandages, went to bring the medicine box again, threw all the expired medicines in the trash can, and put the newly bought ones one by one, and then sent them back.
Sheng Fang leaned back on the sofa, looking at her, every movement and expression in her eyes.
He clenched his fingers and lowered his eyes.
After Sonin took care of this matter, it was time to leave, she put away the garbage bag and looked at Sheng Fang, "Then I'll go back first, tomorrow will be the same time." ”
She dealt with this kind of wound very quickly, and there was enough time for ten or so minutes from coming to walk, and the reason why she said it was just to remind Sheng Fang to avoid really colliding with Xu Peining.
Although I didn't do anything unseemly, it was embarrassing.
After she finished speaking, Sheng Fang sat there without saying a word, anyway, he was used to his ghostly appearance.
She turned and went to the door, and before she could open it, Sheng Fang shouted behind her, and she looked back to see that the people had already gotten up and walked towards her. His expression was gloomy, and he couldn't see what the look was between his eyebrows, but he walked in front of her step by step.
Soning: "There's still something to ......"
Before the word could be spoken, the person had already been pressed directly to the door, his movements were not gentle, and her back was even a little painful from the impact.
Sheng Fang's left arm propped up against the door, trapping her in the little corner, his long legs bent slightly, and he moved closer. Soning was caught in that small gap, and with the tall and tall posture of the eldest young master, a sense of oppression came to his face......
"What, what's wrong?"
Sheng Fang looked down at her, the distance between the two was already very close, and they could feel each other's body temperature rise suddenly through the thin fabric.
"What's wrong with me, you ask?" He curled his lips and lowered slightly, "I warned you not to come, remember?" ”
The strand of hair on his forehead hung down in front of Soning's eyes, and Soning's throat was a little tight, "Under special circumstances, I won't come when your wound is healed." ”
He looked at her with contempt, not seeming to believe it.
Soning: "I promise. ”
Sheng Fang lowered his head and hung down on her shoulders and neck, leaned his chin up, and rubbed her shoulder blades vigorously, with full punishment, and Soning's bones hurt.
She just stood there, not moving, and punished as he punished.
After a few seconds, his voice rang in her ears, "Not coming?" ”
Soning endured the pain in his shoulder blades, and was about to open his mouth, but Sheng Fang approached her earlobe, he stretched out a little tip of his tongue and swept it gently, the color was charming, but his voice was low and calm:
"It's late."
Sonin shuddered, unable to tell if it was because of his tone or because of the tip of his tongue just now.
There was some confusion in her mind, and she couldn't figure out what he was intending to do.
It is full of panic of the unknown...... and a sense of anticipation.
"Since you don't listen, don't blame me." As he spoke, his breath slowly sprayed on Soning's neck, "Soning, your cigarette, there is only one scene I will want." ”
Blooming: "When you go to bed." ”
"......" Soning's mind thumped, and the air in his ears became damp and ambiguous, "You, do you want it or not, or Zhuang Jiao?" ”
Whatever the word, that's what it means.
Sheng Fang chuckled, "Don't you like it?" ”
Soning's train of thought was already a little staggered, "What? ”
"I'm not dignified, I look like a prodigal wreck."
“………………”
"You smoke half a cigarette, that's what you mean, right? You miss the moments with me, and use this to commemorate this little 'secret' between you and me that no one knows, right? ”
Sonin was stunned, and there was not a single word to refute, because she found ......
Himself was debunked.
There is no piece of armor left, and there is not a single inch left.
"You just love me, you just miss me, you have to be me." His voice was too low, and his voice was a little dumb.
"Bloom your ......" It is difficult for Soning to deny that at this moment she will still have a trace of reason, and she will sink or fall to her fate.
"Don't you dare to admit it, why are you so bad?"
“… What do you want me to do? ”
Sheng Fang smiled, nervous and a little ill-intentioned, "Since Fu Chengjin can't satisfy you, I can't help in the face of the old love." ”
Soning: ............
Her heart, the enthusiasm that was driven by the teasing, suddenly froze at this moment, and then slowly froze the cold ice.
"Excuse me, I didn't hear me?"
Sheng Fang moved away from her neck and stood up straight, "Before I get married, how about reliving old dreams?" ”
“……”