I finally understood why Han Xiangzi fell in love with Yancai because of a dream in the Complete Biography of the Eight Immortals, because after waking up, I still couldn't believe that the life in my memory was a dream, I couldn't tell which was a dream and which was reality, because it was too real, including my feelings for Song Mink, in my heart, she did have been a husband and wife with me for decades, we have children, and grandchildren.

From acquaintance and love, to love and acquaintance, and to the final mutual affection, I remember every smile of Song Mink, and I also remember the firewood, rice, oil and salt between her and me, the time in reality is only a short night, but in the dream, the experience between me and her is a lifetime, until finally I am old and want to pass away, it is still Song Mink who is by my side.

She is my lover, my wife is marrying, we have spent a lifetime to prove the love between us, whether it is in a dream or in reality, we are already a whole, and we no longer distinguish between you and me.

I stood up and looked at the little dirt bag, which was buried in Song Mink's clothes, it should be called a mound of clothes, because after the demon died, nothing would be left, she would turn into a little starlight, scattered in the world, and also by my side.

I enlarged the little bag a lot, and found a flat stone in the brook and stood in front of it, and I didn't have to write on it words like 'Tomb of my beloved wife Song Mink,' because I have her in my heart, and Song Mink will live forever in my heart, and I don't need to declare to the world that I love her, because the world is not interested. The pain is my pain, and no one can feel it but me.

I stayed there for a few days, day and night, and the humidity at night in the mountains was very heavy, and I unsurprisingly caught a cold, which was very uncomfortable, but my heart was even more uncomfortable.

I'm leaving, reality doesn't allow me to stay by Song Mink's side all the time, I can't let go of her, I want to accompany her again, but no, my life is not mine alone, I want to take Song Mink and my grandfather's part and start the new life they hope for again. The arrival of a new life does not mean that the past is annihilated, they sacrificed themselves for me, and now I want to live with their expectations as they want them to see.

The feeling of uneasiness grew stronger and stronger, and one of my hearts beat violently, and I walked quickly to the table in the room, stretched out my hand and wiped it on the table, and when I picked up my finger and looked, my heart suddenly sank to the bottom, and a thought that I could not believe poured out wildly.

There is dust ....... Song Mink didn't come home? That's impossible...... It's impossible, Lao Cai won't lie to me, and Song Mink's mobile phone is not fake.

"Song Mink......, Song Mink, where are you, I'm here, come out quickly......."

I ran out the door and shouted loudly around me, and echoes echoed in the empty valley, my voice trembling with fear.

I came to the stream, to the grave of Song Mink's parents, between the two small graves, a small dirt bag protruded, I froze all of a sudden, and took a few steps back in fear, tears were rolling in my eyes, and the scene in front of me suddenly became blurred.

The mobile phone in his pocket rang, it was Song Mink's mobile phone, and the alarm clock at five o'clock in the afternoon was prompted on the screen, and a line of words was displayed on it: Xiaoli, open QQ .......

The uneasy thoughts are still true after all, I opened QQ with trembling hands, there was only one friend on the interface, and there was a paragraph written to me, but there was no text sent:

"Xiaoli, I'm sorry I lied to you, remember when you asked me how old I never told you? Now I'm telling you, I'm one hundred and two years old, hehe...... Aren't you surprised, don't you think I'm old? I tell you, you must not think like this, or I will scratch you to death, in fact, I am only sixteen years old this year, and I am only sixteen years ......old. ”

The text was written to me by Song Mink, and in the blur of tears, I seemed to see Song Mink raising her little hand to me, rude and willful but extremely cute, just like her name.

"Nine-tailed Tmall's hundred-year cultivation can increase one tail, and at the same time increase one life, Xiaoli, I know I will die, there will always be a day, the demon clan should have disappeared, this era has not allowed the existence of demons, but I don't regret it, I know you, do you know, I like you, I like you so much, I have never liked someone so much, I know that you also like me, but you! It's just an elm head, I'm so proactive, take the initiative to go to your house, take the initiative to hug you, take the initiative to bring you to meet my parents, but why are you so stupid? People are girls, can't you take the initiative to speak? ”

My tears could no longer stop falling frantically, my hand holding the phone trembled, I walked to the small earthen bag in the middle of the two graves, and said loudly: "Song Mink, I like you...... I like you so much...... ”

"Xiaoli, then I know why, why do you like me so much, but you have been suppressing yourself and not taking the initiative to say it, I know, you are very bitter in your heart, because you will not live to be twenty years old, so you don't want to bring this pain to me, I understand you, but unfortunately you don't understand me, you know? Even so, it doesn't stop you from liking me, and I like you too. ”

"It's a pity, death is not terrible, the terrible thing is that I didn't hear you say you love me in the end, do you remember that night when I was injured, you carried me to run crazy outside the school? At that time, I felt so happy, so safe, your back, let me feel that I have to rely on for the first time in so many years, when I was in the hotel, in fact, I woke up early the next day, but I enjoyed the feeling of being held in your arms, I didn't wake you up, I just wanted to be hugged by you for a while, very warm. ”

Song Mink's figure seemed to appear in front of me, and in the endless darkness, it seemed that because of her, there was a dawn, and I wanted to hug her, but as soon as I stretched out my hand, Song Mink turned into a little starlight again.

I couldn't hold back any longer, as if my heart had been pricked by a needle, and I went to the side of the little dirt bag and lay down, holding it tightly with open arms. The mouth roared, I don't know how many tears flowed, and I didn't know what I was shouting in my mouth, but in the end, my voice had become hoarse, and the tears were still flowing, but I couldn't shout.

The sun had set, the sky had darkened unconsciously, and I seemed to hear Song Mink calling me.

"Xiaoli, Xiaoli......."

When I opened my eyes, the girl with the high ponytail was not beside me, only a small dirt bag standing quietly beside me.

The tears have dried up, and my face is stained with a layer of mud, I took out my mobile phone, and wanted to see what Song Mink left for me, but I didn't dare, the girl I didn't have time to say that I loved her left the last words, and after reading it, it was gone, that was the last sustenance she left me, I didn't want her to go, I didn't want her to leave me like this.

The light on my phone in the dark shone on my face, and I couldn't help but want to hear her.

"Xiaoli, having said so much, in fact, I don't know if you can see these words, my heart hurts when I woke up that day and knew that you were dead. I also blame myself, because our nine-tailed lynx clan has a special induction, and has an inexplicable premonition of death, and I have that premonition after setting off with you that day, I know that I will die, and I can't escape it, I thought that my death must be because of saving you, so I died without regrets....... ”

I finally knew why Song Mink behaved so strangely that night, she had a premonition of her own death, so she was afraid, she told me to wait for that catastrophe and go home with her, but at that time I only had my grandfather's safety in mind, and I didn't notice her abnormality at all.

“…… But how could you die? If my death is not exchanged for you to live, then I am really unwilling, your grandfather comforted me and said that he would definitely save you back, but unfortunately I have little time to do, and I can't see you wake up....... ”

"Xiaoli, live well, your life is my greatest wish, you are my calamity, but I am willing to do this calamity. Don't feel sad for me, don't feel guilty, your future is long, long, if you really feel sorry for me, come and see me once a year, although I won't know, but I feel happy at the thought that you will come to see me...... You don't speak? If you don't speak, I'll say yes, and when you meet the girl you like in the future, you don't come, and you just need to know that if you're happy, I'll be happy. ”

"Xiaoli, it's so cold, I miss the feeling of being held in your arms ......."

This is the end of a paragraph, there is not a single punctuation mark at the end of the text, and the end is very hurried.

The tears had dried up, and one blow after another made me completely numb, I lay down next to the small dirt bag, clicked on the unsent messages on Song Mink's mobile phone, and then buried my mobile phone in the dirt beside me, and used Song Mink's mobile phone to look at the previous chat history between me and her.

I can't believe that Song Mink would leave me like this, and in the text of the QQ chat interface, I can clearly imagine the playfulness on her face when she teased me.

The light of the phone was so bright that my eyes hurt so much that I simply closed my eyes, hugged the red flip phone tightly in my arms, and fell into a deep sleep.

Still in a dream, I dreamed that I fell in love with Song Mink, we spent three years of college together, and we stepped out of the society together to start looking for a job, and then two years later we got married, Lao Cai was the best man, because the relationship between the three of us was very good, Song Mink didn't have any girlfriends, so Lao Cai changed his clothes and became a bridesmaid, watching Lao Cai dance with his thighs exposed, the fat on his body trembled and Song Mink and I couldn't stand up straight, we gave tea to my parents, and my mother happily took out a red envelope from her arms, Song Mink showed two little tiger teeth, and called out sweetly to Dad, Mom .......

I went back to her home with Song Mink, kowtowed to her parents here, and stayed for a while before going back.

Time flies quickly, in a blink of an eye, I and Song Mink have a child, as I thought, we have more than one child, there are three so many, for which I was fined more than 10,000 yuan for the super birth, but I was very happy, looking at the three children in front of me sweetly called my father, I happily responded.