Chapter 150: You Don't Understand
Some things, some people, it seems that their appearance is to cater to the plot, to make the plot fuller, and not to put the protagonist in an embarrassing situation.
For example, the taxi that came at the right time after chatting with Deng Qian, and the ......
After Deng Qian left, Lao Cai who appeared next to me at the right time.
I don't know where Lao Cai came from, or even when he was standing next to me.
As I stood in the wind and watched the taxi gradually disappear from sight, a lot of mixed emotions welled up in my heart.
Then, Lao Cai's words rang in my ears.
"Do you think Deng Qian's sister is beautiful?"
Lao Cai patted me on the shoulder and asked me such an inexplicable question.
Deng Qian is beautiful, there is no doubt about it.
So I nodded blankly.
Lao Cai smiled when he saw me like this, and said, "Then do you see that she likes you?" ”
I didn't answer Lao Cai's question, but took out a cigarette and lit it, took a hard puff, let the tearing sensation roll in my throat, and looked at the dark night sky in a daze.
Can't I see it? Even Lao Cai can see it, how can I not see it.
In fact, I have felt that Deng Qian likes me for a long time.
It's just that I don't want to admit it, or rather, I don't dare to admit it.
There are too many reasons, too many involvement.
That's why I say that there are a lot of mixed emotions in my heart.
The world is simple, either black or white.
But the human heart is complicated......
I don't dare to say that I haven't been moved by Deng Qian at all, let alone that my feelings for Deng Qian are really pure, brother and sister feelings without any impurities.
I can't say such hypocritical words.
Why do I always say to Deng Qian that I am the one who has a girlfriend? Because that's the day I'm afraid of.
I felt Deng Qian's friendship, so I was afraid that one day when she stood in front of me and said to me that she liked me, I would be overwhelmed.
I'm even more afraid that she will be kind to me and try to enter my heart like she did today.
Because, I'm afraid that one day I will forget Song Mink and forget the girl who died for me.
I'm scared, I'm scared.
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I took three or two puffs of a cigarette and threw the cigarette butt on the road.
Then, lowering my head and instantly recovering my inexplicable expression, I glanced at Lao Cai and said, "Where did you see that she likes me?" Don't make this kind of joke. ”
Lao Cai pretended to sigh and said, "Alas, I don't know if you're really stupid or pretending to be stupid." But from what I've observed, you're really stupid. ”
Saying that, Lao Cai pointed to my scarf, and then said, "Don't I like you?" So what is this that you tell me? ”
"Just a scarf, that means she likes me?"
I smiled, I didn't know why I had to look at Lao Cai.
"A scarf? That's it? ”
Lao Cai glared at me, and then said in a weird manner: "Brother Li, the weather is cold, pay attention to keeping warm." ”
As he spoke, he squinted at me, his upper lip curled slightly, and he spit out the word "cut".
Okay, it turned out that Lao Cai heard what Deng Qian said, so I said that this kid had a stomachache at that time. It turned out to be a blind mandarin duck spectrum, which gave me a chance.
But I can't figure it out, why does Lao Cai care so much about my life's events? Why don't you care about himself
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I smiled and said to Lao Cai: "Okay, even this can only mean that I have a good relationship with Deng Qian, and it is normal for friends to care about each other." ”
I really didn't want to talk about this with Lao Cai anymore, so I told him that it was also very late at night, so let's go back to sleep.
But Lao Cai didn't seem to plan to let me go, he snorted, pointed to the apple in my arms, and said, "Then tell me, what is this?" ”
"Isn't that obvious? An apple! ”
I looked at Lao Cai with some amusement and said to him, "What's the matter? What do you see in this apple again? ”
"Is it just Apple? Xiaoli, did you tell me that this is just an apple? This uncle's is obviously called love, you told me yourself. ”
Lao Cai may think that I really can't see that Deng Qian likes me, he said to me with some hatred: "Why do you analyze others so well, and when it's your turn, you're confused like this?" ”
"You can't see it, do you, then I'll tell you, I can see it. I can see that Deng Qian's sister likes you, she is beautiful and gentle, you are chasing her, what are you afraid of? ”
Lao Cai said to me excitedly.
I shook my head and said, "You don't understand! ”
"I don't understand?"
Lao Cai looked at me suspiciously and said, "What's the matter?" Do you think my sister is not worthy of you? ”
Lao Cai really doesn't understand, but I don't blame him.
I think Lao Cai is the person who knows me best, maybe he has accompanied me along the way and accompanied me through all the changes that have happened in the past few years.
Many times, I feel like Lao Cai can understand my heart's thoughts.
But this time, he really didn't understand me.
I know that this is because I still have secrets that I haven't told Lao Cai.
I don't know how to talk to Lao Cai about Song Mink, and I don't want to talk to him.
Maybe it's because my personality is like this, I'm used to hiding secrets, and I'm used to digesting pain alone.
I shook my head at Lao Cai and said, "It's not a question of whether I'm worthy or not, if I really say that, I think I'm not worthy of her." ”
Lao Cai sighed and said to me, "Alas, you are just too cowardly. I think you liked Xie Min at the beginning, but now that Deng Qian is such a good girl in front of you, you still hesitate. Do you dare to say that you don't like her at all? ”
Yes, I don't dare to say that I don't like her at all, just like I just said, I don't even dare to say that my friendship with Deng Qian is really not mixed with a little bit of male and female affection.
But.......
Forget it, let's talk about it later!
I waved my hand at Lao Cai and said, "Let's go, go back." ”
After speaking, I took the lead in the direction of the school, and even though Lao Cai called me from behind, I didn't slow down.
Back in the alley leading to the school, Lao Cai chattered in my ear, but I didn't want to pay attention to him, so I took out a cigarette and lit it alone.
At this time, it was already more than eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, and the sound of boiling could still be heard in the snack street next to it, but it was also relatively weak.
Lao Cai also took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth, and after taking a puff, he began to speak bitterly to me again.
The central idea of the content is probably that a good girl like Deng Qian will be someone else's in the future if she doesn't seize the opportunity, and so on.
I gently exhaled a puff of smoke rings, and suddenly realized how difficult the choice was.
If Deng Qian didn't like me, wouldn't I have these troubles?
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Just when I was stunned, a group of people came up to me.
I subconsciously looked up and found that a few of them were more familiar, and they turned out to be the ones I met on the playground on the day of school.
The reason why I remember them is purely because on the day of admission, the little man who looked and had a lewd fight among them taunted us.
In addition to the four of them, there were eight men and six women.
Those men look more social, their hair is dyed green, and two of them actually have nose studs on the bridge of their noses, which is quite unusual, except in the TV series, it is the first time I have seen someone with nose studs in reality. Seriously, I really don't know what looks good about this thing, don't I think it's stupid?
The other six women were also wearing heavy makeup, and each of them was carrying a beer bottle in their hands, giggling and pouring wine into the mouths of the people next to them. In the words of the teacher, there is no such thing as a student.
But looking at their shoulders and backs, they don't seem to be students.
A group of several people walked in our direction, didn't look at us, chatted to themselves, and I heard some of the content, as if they were beating someone and showing off their achievements.
The little man said to one of the tall men with a nose stud: "Brother Tao, that kid actually dares to rob a woman with you, this time it is a small lesson for him, if you dare to beat Tongtong's sister-in-law's idea, we will directly abolish him next time." ”
The tall man who was called Brother Tao by the little man smiled coldly and said, "After this time, if that kid dares to ignore current affairs, I will ask him to live in bed for the rest of his life." ”
After finishing speaking, he raised the beer bottle in his hand and said, "Come and drink one, it's hard work tonight, brothers." ”
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A group of people passed by us giggling and didn't look at me and Lao Cai.
But just after they passed us, a thin man who was left behind suddenly looked back at me and Lao Cai.
Then he looked us up and down a few times.
I'm looking at him too, and I always feel as if I've seen this person somewhere, and it's a little familiar, but I can't remember anything.
But just as I was pondering, the thin man suddenly screamed, and he shouted excitedly to the group of people who were slightly ahead of me: "Brother Tao, I found those two boys, the two bastards who scolded me that night." ”
A group of people stopped, then walked towards me and Lao Cai, and surrounded us in the middle.
The tall man glanced at me and Lao Cai, and said to the thin man, "Mouse, are you sure it's them?" ”
The thin man nodded heavily, pointed at me and Lao Cai and said, "Yes, it's them, I remember these two boys very clearly, I have been looking for them for a few months, and I will never admit my mistake." ”
After finishing speaking, he walked up to me and Lao Cai proudly, pointed at us and said viciously: "Boy, aren't you very good at scolding? Try scolding Lao Tzu again, come on! But I met you, how do you want to die? ”
I finally remembered that on the night I just arrived in Kunming, Lao Cai and I were also drinking at a barbecue restaurant in this alley, and then we both drank too much and shouted and screamed unscrupulously. That night a skinny man opened the window and scolded us for a long time.
This skinny man is that skinny man.
Lao Cai was still quite scared when he saw so many people coming around, but he glanced at me, and then he came to confidence, and his waist straightened up.
There is a saying that dogs fight people... No, it seems to scold Lao Cai to say this, it should be said that the fox is fake and the tiger is mighty.
I saw Lao Cai take a look at me and then raise his head suddenly, revealing the arrogant expression of the dog-legged man next to the big man in the movie, and said, "What's wrong?" Is it really wilted? ”
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