Chapter 35: I'm Sorry, I Broke My Promise
Lu Ziyun's already red eyes gradually became moist, and he took a deep look at Zhan Jiu's room before turning around and returning to his room.
That night, Lu Ziyun had nightmares again.
In the dream, the mother was lying on the operating table, her face full of tears, and she resolutely asked the doctor to keep her small.
The scene suffocated and painful for a moment.
After that, his mother held his hand with great strength, and her eyes were full of reluctance and affection.
He cried out, hoping that she would survive and be with them as before.
My mother shed tears and said weakly: "She is your only sister, and as a brother, you have to help your mother take care of her." ”
He shouted hysterically: "Mom, you said that you want to grow up with us, how can you not want us for her?" ”
There was helplessness and distress in my mother's eyes: "I'm sorry, I broke my promise." ”
He shook his head, in great pain, and wanted to die instead of his mother: "Mom, I don't want my sister anymore, I just want you, Mom, don't go, don't leave us, okay." ”
"Silly child, don't blame yourself, my sister is a relative left to you by my mother, and it is the continuation of my life, remember, my mother loves my sister and loves you, forever."
After that, he watched his mother's eyes gradually fade, and just like that, he left him.
"Mom!"
Suddenly, Lu Ziyun woke up, and his pillow was full of tears.
At this moment, the pain spread to his entire heart, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, so he could only swallow his throat in various ways, however, this pain of life and death still disturbed his heart, making him unable to breathe.
He held his forehead with one hand, and the dream gradually became clear, and he could never forget that his mother obviously wanted to survive, but in the end she couldn't resist the cruelty of fate, and left with regret, that desperate look.
Tears fell one by one, and he regretted: "Mom, I'm sorry ......"
At the beginning, it was he who cried and asked for a sister.
It was he who caused his mother to die in childbirth.
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Restaurant.
Lu Yuqing went to the group early in the morning, Lu Beishen took a lot of courses, and went out with him.
In the end, there were only three people left on the table: Lu Ziyun, Zhan Jiu, and Su Hua.
Zhan Jiu carefully observed his brother's expression, after experiencing last night's incident, his brother was still cold and indifferent to her.
Su Hua noticed Xiao Jiu's eyes, bit his lip lightly, and said with concern: "Brother Ziyun, your eyes are so swollen and you have dark circles, didn't you sleep well last night?" ”
Lu Ziyun shook his head: "It's okay." ”
Su Hua nodded, a little uneasy, and moved his milk in front of him: "Drink more milk, the dark circles under your eyes will be gone, I won't drink it, I'll give it to you." ”
Lu Ziyun looked back at her at this time, and noticed that she was wearing a very old skirt, and the little girl, who was originally very quiet and well-behaved, suddenly gave him the feeling of a little beggar.
He subconsciously looked at Zhan Jiu, she was wearing a blue-and-white skirt, somewhat similar to the one that stained Su's painting.
Obviously there are two little girls who are about the same, one is a glamorous princess, and the other is like a little servant.
He frowned and whispered, "Su Hua, don't leave when I come back from school." ”
"Are you going somewhere?" Su Hua asked in a low voice.
Lu Ziyun said: "Accompany me to buy clothes." ”
After hearing this, Su Hua showed a gentle smile: "Okay." ”
She looked at Zhan Jiu again and asked gently, "Xiao Jiu, do you want to go with us?" ”
Zhan Jiu didn't know why, Su Hua was obviously kind, but she felt a little uncomfortable when she heard it, and she couldn't find the reason, so she felt like she was isolated.
Su Hua warmly invited again: "Xiao Jiu, come with us." ”