"I'm sorry...... It's Mom's fault...... Sorry ......"

In the cramped and quiet space, only Mu Shihuan couldn't cry at this moment, speaking intermittently, and every word seemed to be wrapped in strong self-blame and pain.

Her tears were pouring down, her eyes were red, and her shoulders were shaking.

Just one glance makes people unbearable to look at.

"Mom." Xiao Chen's eyes also turned red.

"I'm sorry," Mu Shihuan held his face with trembling hands, his forehead against his, and only this sentence was repeated over and over again, "I'm sorry, it's my mother's fault, it's my mother's fault......"

"It's my mother who lost you, my mother didn't look for you, it's all my fault, I'm sorry......"

The words choked.

Emotions, as if they had finally collapsed completely.

Shi Tingzhou sat beside her, she didn't understand at first, but now she understands at once.

His sister seems to have let go of the past and looks like she is okay, but the truth is that she is only superficially good, making people feel that her past is really in the past.

But how is that possible?

He should have seen it, he should have thought of it that time in the hot spring hotel.

If you really let go, how can you still cry after meeting Li Jingyan, and your emotions will be out of control?

She's still running away.

Otherwise......

Shi Tingzhou's eyes fell on the little guy in her arms.

Tonight things were too shocking and sudden, he didn't react, and it wasn't until now that he remembered that Shi Huan had never mentioned that she and Li Jingyan had children.

And Li Jingyan said that he got the child back, and Shi Huan said that she lost the child.

But in the nearly two years since she came back to Pingcheng, she didn't mention it or look for it.

How could this be a reaction to letting go?

It's clear that I can't let go and can't face it, so I run away again and again.

Thinking of this, Shi Tingzhou's chest was clogged, very stuffy, and the air seemed to have become much thinner.

Suddenly, he thought of another thing-

This little guy looks thin and small, like four or five years old, but her father checked Shi Huan's affairs, and four or five years ago, she and Li Jingyan had no children at all.

So when she gave birth to this child...... It's still that small.

Bastard!

Shi Tingzhou's handsome face suddenly sank to the bottom, and he was depressed.

If Li Jingyan was in front of him, he would definitely abolish him.

Exercise.

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, Shi Tingzhou almost couldn't control his temper, and he caught a glimpse of Shi Huan crying silently out of the corner of his eye.

In an instant, the anger turned into a deep distress.

I feel very uncomfortable.

Sensing something again, he raised his eyes and met Jiang Wen of the co-pilot.

Jiang Wen stretched out his hand, holding a clean handkerchief in his hand.

He always had the habit of carrying a handkerchief with him.

Shi Tingzhou looked at him.

Jiang Wen's eyes signaled.

Shi Tingzhou restrained, took the handkerchief, and subconsciously softened his voice and coaxed: "Sister, don't cry, okay?" ”

However, Mu Shihuan did not answer.

Her whole person seemed to be immersed in her own world, and she could never get out again.

Seeing this, Shi Tingzhou's chest was blocked a little more, and if he wanted to say anything, he saw that the little guy raised his hand with some difficulty, politely took the handkerchief in his hand, and whispered thank you, he wanted to help Mu Shihuan wipe it.

"Mom doesn't cry," Xiaochen was hugged very tightly by her, so tight that it was a little uncomfortable, but he didn't make a sound, just tried to help her wipe her tears, "Xiaochen helps mom wipe it, mom don't cry." ”

His voice was a little small, and when he said the end, he gradually cried.

When Mu Shihuan realized it later, through the hazy mist, she realized that her child's eyes were also very red, but he looked at it

herself, who only has herself in her eyes, has been wiping her tears.

"Mommy......" she heard him scream again.

From the first time I saw her, she seemed to ...... None of them responded to him.

A strong sour feeling poured out and surrounded her, trying to respond to him, but tears fell more and more.

And that thin little hand had been trying to wipe her hard.

"Mom doesn't cry." He said.

He had been comforting her.

But he is so young, it should be her who comforts him, their mother and son have been separated for so many years since they were born, and after the reunion, it has always been her child who comforts her and accompanies her.

"Don't cry," she shook her head, trying to hold back her tears, grabbed his hand and put it to her lips and kissed it, "Mom doesn't cry, don't cry, I'm sorry......"

In his sight, his eyes seemed to turn red a little because of her response.

She also saw tears.

For a moment, she panicked and blamed herself.

It's not that I haven't been in contact with children, there was Xiaoxing at the beginning, and there were children in the Shi family, and it was also handy to take care of Xiaoxing at that time, but at this moment, Mu Shihuan actually felt at a loss.

Suddenly she didn't know how to take care of her children, how to get along, how to ......

"Little minister......" recalled that Li Jingyan called his name, and she tentatively called it, but she didn't know which minister it was.

Xiao Chen seemed to know what she was hesitating about.

"Mother," he said clearly with an effort to raise a smile not to worry her, "it is the minister of the king, and Daddy said that the daimyo is taken by the mother." ”

But what he didn't say was that in fact, he overheard his father and Uncle Tang Yu mentioning his name, and his father wanted to name him Li Mushi, he secretly asked Aunt Li Yan, and the aunt told him that his mother's surname was Shi.

"Xiao Chen......" Mu Shihuan's throat was very blocked.

Her eyelashes trembled, and she held back her handkerchief and carefully took the handkerchief to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Mommy won't lose you again." She said, her voice trembling.

Xiao Chen nodded emphatically: "Yes." ”

Seeing his well-behaved appearance, Mu Shihuan couldn't help but kiss his forehead again and hugged him into his arms, hoping not to be separated again.

Shi Tingzhou, who witnessed this scene from beginning to end, felt more and more uncomfortable in his heart.

felt sorry for his sister, and suddenly felt sorry for her and Brother Wen.

With the appearance of the child tonight, how will she and Brother Wen develop in the future?

In his selfish heart, he is 10,000 unwilling to entangle Li Jingyan again, but with the existence of children......

Subconsciously, he looked up at Jiang Wen.

Sensing his gaze, Jiang Wen shook his head at him slightly.

Neither of them spoke again.

Not long after, the old mansion of the Shi family arrived.

The car stopped steadily, Jiang Wen took the lead in getting out of the car and opened the car door for Mu Shihuan.

Shi Tingzhou approached, and his mood was complicated.

"I'm not going in, I'll call me if there's something." Jiang Wen whispered to him, "Take her in, it's cold outside, don't catch a cold." ”

He patted Shi Tingzhou on the shoulder, didn't wait for him to speak, and wanted to go back to the co-pilot and leave.

But when he turned around, he still couldn't help but look at Mu Shihuan.

It's a pity that she didn't look at him.

Her eyes never left the child in her arms, and she was afraid that the child would disappear in the blink of an eye, which was a dream.

Jiang Wen retracted his gaze, got into the car and told the driver to send him away.

Mu Shihuan still didn't notice.

Shi Tingzhou saw it in his eyes, and he couldn't say anything, so he could only take her home with his arms around Mu Shihuan's shoulders.

The old house of the Shi family was brightly lit.

When Shi Tingzhou called back before, only Shi Zongping and his wife were at home, and the two were shocked, but they didn't tell others first, and Mrs. Shi couldn't hide it.

At this time, all three of them were waiting in the living room.

Mrs. Shi heard the sound for the first time, and stood up nervously, waiting to see that Shi Huan really had a child

When the son came in, she couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in for a while.

How did a child of this age come out?

Obviously, when I first checked, I found that Shi Huan and Li Jingyan had no children.

How......

Although she was full of doubts, she also knew that now was not the time to investigate to the end, especially when she saw Shi Huan's red and swollen eyes, she was immediately distressed.

"Shi Huan." She hurried over, took her hand and tried to say something, but she couldn't say anything.

His gaze subconsciously fell on the little guy.

Mu Shihuan noticed, tried his best to calm his emotions and said, "Auntie, he is a minister, my ...... Child. ”

Crying for too long, her voice was visibly hoarse.

"Little minister, call uncle ......"

"It's called Grandma Uncle," Mrs. Shi squatted down and said before her, "Xiao Chen is the child of our Shi family, so he will be called Grandma Uncle." ”

"Grandma and uncle." The minister shouted crisply.

Mrs. Shi immediately laughed.

"Good." She couldn't help but touch the minister's head and kiss it.

Shi Zongping also approached at this time, coaxing and saying, "Xiaochen, I'm your uncle and grandfather." ”

"Uncle, grandpa."

Shi Zongping was so happy, thinking of something, he turned around and said, "That's your great-grandmother, go and say hello to your great-grandmother." ”

Xiao Chen nodded, temporarily let go of Mu Shihuan's hand, walked up to Mrs. Shi with steps, and shouted politely: "Hello Grandma Zeng." ”

Old Madam Shi sighed in her heart, but she didn't show it.

"Well, have you had dinner?" She asked, taking the minister's hand.

Xiao Chen nodded: "I have eaten." ”

"Tired or not?"

The minister shook his head again.

Very well-behaved and polite.

Although he looks thin and small, he can see that he is still well taught.

Old Madam Shi nodded, looked up at Mu Shihuan who was approaching, and said, "Take the child upstairs to rest, and I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”

When Mu Shihuan heard this, the tip of his nose was pantothenic.

"Yes, Grandma."

Mrs. Shi followed and said: "The children's room has been cleaned up, but the things are still missing, tomorrow my aunt will buy it in person, and let the minister sleep with you tonight." ”

She thought that the mother and son had been separated for so long, and Shi Huan would definitely be reluctant to part with him again.

"Thank you, aunt." Mu Shihuan's emotions that he couldn't hold back seemed to be on the verge of collapsing again.

Mrs. Shi couldn't bear it, and her mood was also affected, so she asked Shi Tingzhou to accompany Shi Huan upstairs.

Shi Tingzhou faded away from his usual cynicism and nodded silently.

When Mu Shihuan was sent back to the room, he always had a lot to say in his heart, but looking at her appearance, he still swallowed it back and only said, "Don't cry anymore, rest well." ”

Mu Shihuan's nose was pantothenic and nodded.

Shi Tingzhou left with mixed feelings.

Xiao Chen's luggage was also sent together, and when only the mother and son were left, Mu Shihuan felt that some emotions seemed to be more uncontrollable.

But she was afraid of scaring the minister.

Restrained, in a nervous and helpless situation, she squatted down and held Xiao Chen's hand and said expectantly, "Mom can help you take a bath, okay?" After taking a shower, sleep comfortably, and your mother will accompany you. ”

Xiao Chen shook his head and said, "Mom, I'm a boy, boys have to bathe by themselves, and I've grown up, I can do it myself." ”

Mu Shihuan listened, only to feel sad and sad.

She never bathed her children and did not fulfill her responsibilities as a mother......

"It's okay, can mom help you?" With a mist in her eyes, she looked at her son.

The minister hesitated.

"Mom's ......"

Mu Shihuan only thought he was shy.

Until she saw ......