Chapter 221: Madness

Qiu Ruoshui felt that she was really about to lose her acquaintance with Ji Feiyan.

Since she was a child, Ji Feiyan has been much more well-behaved and sensible than ordinary girls, as long as she is asked to do something, she has never failed.

This made Qiu Ruoshui even more determined to train her to be her successor.

But now, she has become stubborn, selfish, and terrible, and it is impossible for people to associate with the spotless saint she was before.

Qiu Ruoshui frowned and asked again, "Don't you have the slightest responsibility for the Medicine King Palace in your heart?" As a saint, if you give up these disciples like this, don't you think how disappointed they are? ”

Ji Feiyan is even more unmoved now.

It seems that after the words were spoken, he was even more fearless, and replied: "I know that I am not worthy of the position of this holy woman, so Master can just take it back." ”

Qiu Ruoshui was unprepared for such words to her.

She had thought of countless ways to punish her before, but she never thought of giving up Ji Feiyan completely.

But I didn't expect that now Ji Feiyan gave up on himself first.

Qiu Ruoshui looked at Ji Feiyan with a determined face, and could see that she was not even impulsive, but had already had this idea.

She was not only disappointed in Ji Feiyan this time, but more disappointed in herself, and she didn't see that she had high hopes for such a person.

In the past ten years, it seems to be a bubble, and it has not even left any memory for Ji Feiyan.

Qiu Ruoshui sneered and said, "It seems that you have been prepared for this a long time ago." ”

Ji Feiyan knew that she couldn't take back what she said this time, but she still didn't regret it, and even had a more relaxed feeling.

Maybe it's the emotions that have been pent up for so long that finally come out this time, and the pleasure of directly expressing the words she hasn't said is incomparable.

She took a deep breath, straightened her back visibly to the naked eye, and continued, "In the past time, I have all finished according to Master's expectations for me, so this time, I want to do what I want. ”

Qiu Ruoshui saw her so relieved, and she couldn't help but have a trace of doubt about herself in her heart.

Did the expectations and teachings that were once given to her just become pressure, causing her to go in the opposite direction step by step?

Qiu Ruoshui was confused, not knowing if she had really done something wrong.

But she still couldn't help but say, "But, is it really worth it?" ”

She has never experienced love, but her master, the palace masters of all generations, has come over like this, and without the cultivation of men, they are all living well.

What Ji Feiyan has experienced now is something she has never perceived.

It's just that she doesn't see the so-called happiness, only endless pain, and the dark future ahead.

She didn't know what kind of means Ji Feiyan wanted to use to turn Chu Hengyu into hers, but Qiu Ruoshui understood that such an approach would not make things better, but would only get worse.

Even if she is not a master, but just an elder, watching Ji Feiyan step by step into the wrong place, and not repenting, Qiu Ruoshui can't help but remind her a little more.

But Ji Feiyan didn't think it was advice, just revenge for everything she just said.

She frowned, she had been looking forward to it before, hoping that she could also get the blessing of her elders.

But now there is no blessing, only warning, such a gap makes Ji Feiyan, who was already very excited, fall into a state of madness more and more.

She replied very seriously: "It's worth it, as long as I can keep him with me, everything I do is worth it!" ”

Qiu Ruoshui only felt very tired in her heart, and she didn't even know what decision she should make about the current situation.

She knew that it was impossible for Ji Feiyan to go back with her again, and she was no longer a qualified saint of the Medicine King Palace.

But the relationship of more than ten years is not to say that you can give up, Ji Feiyan is not only a saint for her, a successor, but also her child.

Now watching the child fall into the abyss little by little, she doesn't know what to do, disappointment, pain, confusion, all weigh on her, making her breathless.

In the end, Qiu Ruoshui only left one sentence before leaving, and said, "From today onwards, the Medicine King Palace has nothing to do with you." ”

After saying that, he turned around and left without looking back.

Ji Feiyan looked at the back that gradually disappeared in front of his eyes, and slowly squatted against the palace wall.

The scenes and sentences of Fang Cai are still hovering in her mind.

Those words were indeed words that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time, and even if she said them, she did not regret it.

But seeing that Fang Cai Qiu Ruoshui had aged in an instant, she couldn't bear it and felt guilty.

In fact, it seems that these meanings and emotions can be expressed in a more gentle tone, but she chose the most extreme approach.

It was not her intention to disappoint Qiu Ruoshui and suffer, she only had endless gratitude in her heart for the people who taught her since childhood, but even in the end, there was only one apology to say.

Ji Feiyan sat alone on the edge of the palace wall and thought about it for a long time.

She knew that she really couldn't go back this time, the Medicine King Palace, the Holy Maiden, all these things that had accompanied her day and night had all turned into clouds of smoke at this moment, drifting away with the wind.

She raised her eyes to look at the clouds fluttering on the palace wall, and she couldn't tell whether she was more sad, relieved, or frightening, crazy.

I only heard Ji Feiyan laugh wildly for a long time, as if he was laughing at his past step-by-step life, laughing at his unknown past, and laughing at his ridiculous and excessive words.

She shouted silently to the sky: "In this world, no one understands, no one understands my heart, but I know that you will definitely see my efforts and know my heart, right?" ”

But laughing and laughing, it turned into sobbing, and even if I raised my head, the tears couldn't stop flowing down my cheeks.

Those past can't really pass away with the wind drifting around, but they are washed into the deepest part of my heart by tears and buried.

And in the days shortly after Qiu Ruoshui left, all her words came true.

The rivers and lakes know very well about the saintess of the Medicine King Palace, but at this time, the current palace master publicly stated that this saint has been abolished for various reasons.

Since then, Ji Feiyan has really had nothing to do with the Medicine King Palace.

Everything she had no longer existed, only Chu Hengyu, who had not woken up yet, was tightly held in her hands.

Ji Feiyan didn't dare to let go, she only knew that this was the only thing she could get in the end, she gave up a switch, and she absolutely couldn't let anyone take it away from her hands.

Even if it's Chu Hengyu himself, it's not good!