044, I feel too aggrieved

Momiji came over to take a look, and when he saw that the things in Ruyi's hand were gone, he laughed at her: "Did I say it?" Don't admit it yet! Just your three-legged cat's kung fu, and you still draw dragons! ”

Ruyi was ashamed and annoyed: "You! You are not allowed to talk nonsense. This is in the Queen Mother's Palace, let's. We can't mess around. ”

Momiji smiled, and when she saw Ruyi like this, she wanted to tease her even more: "You painted it yourself, and you don't allow others to say it?" You should take it to the Queen Mother, show the emperor, you say this is a golden dragon, with a beard and claws, do you think the emperor and the Queen Mother laugh at you? ”

Ruyi's face flushed, and he was so anxious that he ran around the table after Hongye: "Don't talk nonsense!" ”

Green Sleeves sat next to him, and laughed unconsciously: "Little master, run, run, I'm going to catch it!" ”

They haven't made such a fuss.,These days Ruyi has been frowning because of the things that Qian Chang is in.,Red leaves think of a way to regain Ruyi's trust.,So I thought about a few people laughing and making trouble together.,Later, I'll show weakness to Ruyi.,Play the emotional card.,She's soft-hearted.,It's definitely very easy to get it done.。

Ruyi was tired of chasing, holding on to the table and panting, Hongye couldn't run anymore, the two of them were making noise across the table, and while they were talking, Aunt Shenyun suddenly came in from outside, staring at the two and laughing: "I heard the excitement of the little lord here from afar, it seems that the relationship between the little lord and the girls is very good." ”

Ruyi hurriedly stood up, and Momiji also reached out to pull the green sleeves up from the ground.

"Auntie." Ruyi called her embarrassedly, "I'm an unruly one, let my aunt see the joke." ”

Aunt Shenyun smiled kindly and shook her head slightly: "It's okay for the little master to laugh for a while, what are you doing when you're young and always lifeless?" The little lord is like this, and the emperor can rest assured, the knots in his heart will always be untied one day. ”

The smile on Ruyi's face slowly converged, and she remembered that Qian was always there, always heavy and difficult to let go.

But she also knows that she can't be immersed in grief forever, she needs to be stronger and more determined, and in the future, she will walk on her own in the future, and she will no longer be hesitant and afraid, and at that time, she will be able to stand up.

Aunt Shenyun stopped talking when she saw Ruyi, and continued: "It's just that after all, this is a place where the Queen Mother rests on weekdays, the Queen Mother likes to be quiet, since the emperor ascended the throne, no one else has come to live in Yongshou Palace, and the little lord is the first grace, although it is said that there is a task in the body, but it is still the first one." ”

Ruyi was stunned for a moment: "Me?" ”

Aunt Shenyun walked to the inner room and sat down with Ruyi in her arms: "There has always been no junior who can speak around the Queen Mother, even if the Queen Mother comes, it is the same as sitting and walking slightly, and occasionally accompanying the Queen Mother to eat, so the slave maid specially came to inform the little master, please don't feel flustered and afraid, here in the Queen Mother, there is no summons, you don't always have to go to the Queen Mother to serve on weekdays, and someone will send it to the little master for a meal or something, and the two girls usually don't move around, just take care of the little master, And the important task of the little master is to repair the embroidery as soon as possible. ”

Ruyi nodded gratefully: "Thank you aunt for mentioning it, I am relieved a lot, if it weren't for my aunt, I'm afraid I would have to bump into the queen mother several times to understand the queen mother's intentions." ”

After Shenyun finished speaking, he lowered his eyes and gave Ruyi a blessing, and then asked people to carry the incense burner in, put one in the small room where he slept, and put the side of Ruyi's embroidery as well, and then led the people to retreat.

Hongye ran out to see, and saw that whether it was a palace maid or eunuch outside, there was no work to do, and she didn't walk around casually outside, so she couldn't help but be stunned, and came back and said with Ruyi: "The Queen Mother has really strict rules here, we made such a fuss just now, presumably it was heard by the palace maid outside, so I went to find Aunt Shenyun, and my aunt was kind and reminded us of this." ”

Ruyi also bowed her head, and patted her heart in fear: "The Queen Mother likes to be quiet, let's not make too much trouble in the future." After speaking, Ruyi glanced at Hongye with disgust, "It's you, always come to provoke me!" ”

Hongye stuck out his tongue, and took the opportunity to step forward to support Ruyi and get up and go to the embroidery side: "It's me who is wrong, I'll compensate you, you have a lot of adults, and the small master has a small master, don't be like me, I will definitely be obedient in the future." ”

Ruyi still looked at her suspiciously: "You said the same thing earlier, but you always only think about persuading me to climb up, and you haven't stood firm under your feet, where are you going?" ”

Hongye asked her to sit down in front of the embroidery, pinched her shoulders and said: "I'm just a palace maid from the knitting bureau, unlike you, at least there are people in the family who study, and I can always teach you some truths, you used to be stuffy like a gourd, if I don't be strong in the knitting bureau, our days will be impossible to live!" Am I not afraid that you will suffer, that you will always think about others and ignore yourself? Yes, I do have a lot of wrong ideas, but Ruyi, I came out of that place of hard work, if you didn't make the little master to call the people of the inner house to think of me, those aunts and grandmothers would eat me alive sooner or later! I know what I said makes you feel sad, sad, if you don't get angry, you can slap me a few times, after the beating, you lose your anger, and then believe my words, anyway. Anyway, I'm used to being beaten. ”

Momiji said and said, and really reminded him of his own sadness.

In this palace, the more lowly people gather, the more disgusting and dirty they are.

In the knitting bureau, a small square world is a world.

In it, they can behave indiscriminately and be domineering, whether a little palace maid is having a good time, who cares? Who cares? Even if she really kills someone, the news can't get out of Sizhiku, and the hardships she endured are all true.

If it weren't for her strong temperament, she would have died a long time ago under the means of those old women!

She also has revenge to avenge, and she also has things she wants to achieve.

Momiji's eyes were a little red, and he knelt straight to Ruyi's feet.

Ruyi stretched out his hand to pull her, and said anxiously: "Look at you, talk well, talk well, what are you doing kneeling like this?" Hurry up! ”

Momiji pouted: "If you think I have any bad intentions, just kick me out, it's a big deal that I'll go back to the knitting bureau and die with those old witches!" ”

The more she talked, the more outrageous it became, if her opinion couldn't pull her, she simply let go and said: "Fang just said that he wanted to listen to me, but in a blink of an eye, he had a big idea, I let you get up, you can't get up, what's the difference from before?" Then you kneel! I'm not pulling you anymore! ”

Hongye's heart is full of thoughts, it is true that she has been wronged, but she has long stopped taking these grievances too seriously, she is a person with inflated ambitions, and she is convinced that sooner or later she will return all the suffering she has suffered thousands of times and thousands of times, and when the viciousness in a person's heart is far greater than the compassion for their own suffering, this person has no so-called compassion.

Everything in her mouth becomes a sharp blade to achieve her goals.

Obviously, Ruyi doesn't understand this.

She turned sideways and ignored the red leaves, but the red leaves got up along the water, and broke into tears and pulled Ruyi with a smile: "Then let's talk about it, let's be good in the future, since you don't beat me yourself, and you are not allowed to be angry with me again, you also have to promise me, let's let go of the things that are always there, and take your own path first, how about it?" ”

Ruyi was pulled by the red leaves a few times, and turned back helplessly, and after a long sound, he raised his eyes and sighed very lightly: "I know, red leaves." ”

After saying this, Ruyi also cheered up, and asked Momiji to bring in the handkerchief outside, and she had to carefully proofread the stitches.

Seeing that Ruyi was about to start working seriously, Momiji said that he would take the green sleeves to see if there was anything to eat.

The surroundings were quiet, and Ruyi also calmed down, preparing to start repairing from the purple clouds.

She carefully compared the purple silk thread with the silk thread on the embroidery, and found the silk thread that was almost invisible in color difference, and then began to skillfully thread the needle.

The incense burner sent by Aunt Shenyun has the effect of clearing the mind and calming the qi, Ruyi feels that it is easy to concentrate, and his brain is very clear, and he does not feel sleepy at all.

Opposite her was the window, and the one that opened was facing the embroidered surface, and the light was very good, so she didn't have to worry about her hands pricking because she couldn't see.

The Queen Mother doesn't know how to heat here, the charcoal basin is obviously behind the screen, but it is just as warm and sunny here.

The distracting thoughts in Ruyi's mind were quickly cleared, she was very cautious when she started, a few needles had to be sharpened for a long time, and after sitting for a while, she felt that her shoulder hurt, pinned the needle to the corner, and stood up to look at this huge embroidery.

Even in the green kiln, I'm afraid it takes ten embroidery girls to make such a high-quality product.

She's just a little girl who learned the fur from her mother, but fortunately she just repaired some details and corners, and if it was worn out a little more, she probably wouldn't dare to let the queen go.

Ruyi looked a little distracted, the stitch kung fu on it reminded her of her mother, when she followed her mother to learn the famous embroidery of the green kiln, her mother was the best embroiderer in the embroidery room!

It's a pity that there is always so much malice in this world for no reason.

After her mother hurt her eyes, the embroidered things were not as good as before, Ruyi knew that her mother was very bitter and painful, she had seen her mother quietly wipe her tears, but her mother would never say anything to blame and resentment in front of her.

My mother always said that when people live in the world, they must always have good hearts and good thoughts.

They are all honest people, their mothers are, and they are always there.

But kindness and kindness will always be something to be used and trampled on.

No one can tell her how to keep this kindness when she can't help herself and is in pain on the edge of the cliff.

Ruyi's vision was a little blurred, and he muttered, "Mother. . . ”

Her voice was soft, like a hint of catkins in spring, and in a moment it swept into the sky and disappeared.

Because he was thinking about things, when he was hugged from behind, Ruyi was so frightened that he kicked his legs and screamed.

She struggled in a panic, and turned her face sideways to see who was playing prank on her, but she crashed into a pair of deep eyes, Ruyi was stunned, recognized who it was, and the struggle gradually eased down.

"It's me." Jingchen was kicked twice by her, this little girl, her strength is really not small.

He was still very satisfied with her vigilant response.

I haven't seen each other in days.

She's even thinner.

Didn't eat properly?

Jingchen turned her over and hugged her to look closely.

Probably because his eyes were too hot, he didn't dare to raise his face as he wished, and his ears were so red that he was dripping blood, so he could only push Jingchen with a little strength: "Your Majesty." ”

Jingchen didn't feel anything wrong at all, he was still watching, and after watching it, he asked again: "Don't you eat these days?" How can you do it when you're so thin? ”

Ruyi couldn't push him, so he could only frown and say that his arm hurt a little.

Jingchen came back to his senses and let go a little.

Ruyi breathed a sigh of relief, and the flush on her face slowly subsided, and she glanced out the door, but fortunately no one saw it, otherwise.

Ruyi took a step back and saluted Jingchen dignifiedly: "The concubine asks the emperor for peace." ”

Jingchen pulled her again, looked at the embroidery behind her, and still frowned: "Such a big pair, when are you going to embroider?" After speaking, he looked around the room and said, "No one helped you?" You're alone? ”

Ruyi raised his eyes and looked at Jingchen's series of movements, I don't know why, and suddenly the tip of his nose was a little pantothenic.

She and the emperor haven't seen each other for a while.

Jingchen dragged her away that day, and Ruyi didn't blame him.

She knew that Jingchen wanted to protect her, and she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to bear that kind of situation.

She listened to Qianchang talk about the rest of the matter, Jingchen found the imperial doctor, and inspected it inside and out, but because there was no suspicion, Jingchen wanted to help again, but there was no way.

Ruyi knew that the emperor was already very good to her, and she cared very much and dedicated.

He is the emperor, in fact, he doesn't have to do it at all, but he still did that, this is to make her feel a little better in her heart.

Later, Jingchen never came to the West Courtyard again, let alone sent anything to her, Ruyi thought that if the emperor forgot about her, it would not matter, she had received the emperor's little love, and she was already very content.

Now that he suddenly appeared in front of him, he was not as alienated as he thought, but he was very concerned about her appearance.

Ruyi knew that Jingchen didn't forget her, he just had to 'forget' her temporarily because he had too much body to help himself.

I have endured all the sadness and grievances of so many days.

The emperor said, 'Why are you so thin, haven't you eaten well'?

A sentence of 'such a big picture, no one will help you'?

provoked all the grievances in my heart, and I couldn't stop it.

People are like this, when they are alone, they can endure everything and boil anything, but once they have a reliance and the softness of their hearts are touched, they can't bear anything.

Jingchen turned his gaze around, saw nothing, and when he fell back to Ruyi's face, he saw Ruyi turn sideways and wipe his tears.

His heart tightened, and his voice softened a little: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Ruyi blinked, was dragged by Jingchen and couldn't move, her red eyes crashed into his eyes like a rabbit, she was still laughing, her voice was soft and choked: "The concubine is fine, it's in the eyes. . . It's in the dust. This window is open. ”

She said she was going to close the window.

Jingchen pursed his lips and hugged her very lightly, but very tightly, into his arms.

He didn't say anything, just patted Ruyi's back, and gently kissed her side cheek, feeling Ruyi slowly relax in his arms, and trembling slightly, knowing that she had been working too hard and tired alone these days, and when she was finally able to have something to rely on, he whispered in her ear: "I'm late." ”

Ruyi's whimper was very soft, she was gritting her teeth and enduring it, she had no position to blame Jingchen for anything, she just tugged on Jingchen's sleeve.

Jingchen felt sorry for her, hugged her for a while, and was about to coax again, when Li Shuanglin's untimely urging voice came from outside: "Emperor, Emperor!" This.. We've been out for too long, the Queen Mother is going to be unhappy, Your Majesty. ”

Jingchen snorted in annoyance.

Ruyi woke up suddenly, hurriedly raised his face, moved away slightly, sniffled, and wiped away his tears: "Your Majesty. . . Is the emperor here to greet the Queen Mother? The concubine should be damned, delaying the emperor, the emperor should go quickly, don't let the queen mother wait for a long time. ”

Jingchen stared at the tail of her eyes, looking uncomfortable, gritted his teeth, and simply took Ruyi's hand and went outside together.

As soon as he went out, he was stopped by Aunt Shenyun.

Shen Yunfu saluted and blocked the steps: "It is already very inappropriate for the emperor to insist on coming, now the queen mother and the emperor have something to say, and Li Promise has not been summoned, and the emperor should not take Li Promise over." ”

Jingchen frowned: "Auntie insists on stopping me?" ”

Shenyun blessed his body, standing still.

Ruyi was frightened by this battle, and hurriedly pulled Jingchen's finger: "Your Majesty? ”

She didn't know why Jingchen suddenly became angry, and after a long time, Jingchen finally calmed down a little and let go of Ruyi's hand.

He turned around and glanced at Ruyi deeply: "You are here with the queen mother, I am free, and I will come to see you again." ”

After speaking, Jingchen crossed Aunt Shenyun and walked forward.

Ruyi looked at Jingchen's back in a daze, and then saluted slowly, but his eyes never took his eyes off.

It was still Aunt Shenyun who stretched out her hand and pulled Ruyi up: "Little master. . . ”

Ruyi's eyes were still a little red, she held Aunt Shenyun's hand, and whispered, "Your Majesty, why is he? ”

Aunt Shenyun lowered her eyes, supported Ruyi and walked back, and when she entered the house, Aunt Shenyun said: "The emperor has never had what he wanted, since he was a child, the emperor has not lacked anything, everything. . . The queen mother and the first emperor arranged it for him, and the little lord was the first one, and the emperor himself asked for it. ”

Ruyi's heart twitched.

Jingchen's loneliness is engraved into his bones, and Ruyi can feel it.

"Because I haven't wanted anything, it's a sparse and ordinary thing to lose or regain."

Aunt Shenyun's voice was very soft, and it fell in Ruyi's ears: "I don't know, the little master has ever had something he wanted, that thing is different from what others give after all, and he must be more cared for, but the little master understands that it is the emperor." ”

This kind of love.

It shouldn't be what the emperor should have.

So the Queen Mother wants to stop it.

Jingchen's displeasure was also because of the Queen Mother's excessive resistance.

His joys, sorrows, and sorrows are all framed in a grid, and they cannot be exceeded.

He is the lord of the world, but he cannot do what he wants.

Jingchen felt that he was too aggrieved.