Li Jingyan......

That face grew clearer and clearer in my mind.

Past, Present......

Even including the undercover period, it is extremely clear, and the clarity seems to be close at hand.

The picture is full of him, and they are all memories related to him.

The coldness in the past, the bad bullying in the future, the-for-tat disgust in the past, and the ......

Frame by frame, scene by scene.

In the end, the picture is frozen in the rare warmth between her and him before being sent away.

He kissed her, and she temporarily dropped all response......

The tip of my heart seemed to sting.

Mu Shihuan's eyelashes blinked, her face seemed to be a little wet, and her fingers were raised a little stiffly, only to realize that she had shed tears.

She cried.

I can't tell why I'm crying, but I just can't help it.

Drop by drop, it slipped from the corners of her eyes and completely wet her cheeks.

Mu Shihuan's expression became more and more trance-like, and in this trance, Li Jingyan's face was always clear.

Unconsciously, her fingers clenched little by little.

I didn't want to admit it, but I had to admit that at this moment, it turned out that she missed him.

Thinking of him by his side.

Would like to.

The eyes became more and more blurred, and there was a voice in his heart reminding him that the situation was wrong, and Mu Shihuan knew it, but it seemed that he couldn't control it, so he could only let himself be drowned.

Gradually, the tears became more and more.

She wanted to wipe it off, but the more she wiped it, the more she wiped it, and I don't know how long it took, she finally stopped.

Snorting, Mu Shihuan lay down slowly, her loose fingers clutched the pillow, her face buried in it, she closed her eyes tightly, tried to shake off the picture in her mind, and tried to fall asleep.

Strive to ...... Don't think about him anymore.

The bedroom was quiet, except for her unsettled breathing.

In the end, Mu Shihuan bit his lip and tried his best to restrain himself.

I don't know how long it took, maybe restraint worked, or maybe it was some other reason, she finally fell asleep.

It's just that I didn't sleep well at all.

She had nightmares.

Mu Shihuan knew very well that she was having a nightmare, and she also knew that the way to get out was to wake up in time, but no matter how hard she tried in the dream, she was still helpless.

I can only watch myself surrounded by nightmares, even devoured.

There was the cry of a baby in her dream, the sound of gunfire between her and him, and the bloodied body of him he he had dreamed of some time ago......

Too much, all of which she can't bear.

That feeling of powerlessness filled her body, and she wanted to shake it off, to wake up.

"Miss Mu, Miss Mu?"

As her heart raced, she heard someone calling for herself.

Who is it?

"Miss Mu?"

One after another.

Mu Shihuan finally opened her eyes, the fog in front of her dissipated, and she finally saw the person who called her.

It's Gao Jia.

Not the one she had dreamed of.

Mu Shihuan opened his eyes, his thinking was dull, and he was still in a trance.

Suddenly, a warm towel wiped her face.

It was Gao Jia who was helping her wipe her face and wipe away the tears on her face.

Mu Shihuan's eyelashes blinked stiffly, seeing Gao Jia's worry, struggling, she wanted to sit up.

"Miss Mu, I'll help you." Gao Jia quickly held her up.

"Thank you." Mu Shihuan's voice was very hoarse.

Gao Jia couldn't hide her words, she was worried about her situation: "Miss Mu, are you having a nightmare?" ”

Mu Shihuan opened his mouth.

After a while, she admitted, "Hmm. Gao Jia. ”

"Miss Mu?"

"Can you help me get the high one in?"

Gao Jia nodded subconsciously: "Okay." ”

After thinking of something, she pulled the quilt up for Mu Shihuan again.

After a while, Gao Yi came in.

"Miss Mu, what are you looking for me?" Gao Yi opened his mouth respectfully, he could no longer call her wife in front of her, for fear of irritating her.

Mu Shihuan seemed to hear his voice after a long time before coming back to his senses.

"Freshman year of high school."

"Yes."

Mu Shihuan's lips moved, but after screaming, her throat seemed to be blocked.

The first year of high school did not urge, and waited quietly.

Long.

Mu Shihuan turned her head to look in the direction of the balcony, as if she had mustered up all the courage she had left, and she finally couldn't help but ask in a low voice, "How is he?" ”

He naturally meant Li Jingyan.

Gao Yi was stunned.

This is the second time she has taken the initiative to mention Mr. Li in so long, and Gao Yi thought of her pregnancy today.

Even......

Can be a high tangled.

For a long time, no one spoke.

Mu Shihuan finally realized something.

"Can't tell me," said the inquiring tone, but affirmatively, "he told you not to let me know the situation in the country, his, smoke, and businessmen, right?" ”

She had already guessed.

Gao Yi wanted to speak and stopped: "Miss Mu......"

The heart seemed to be clenched tightly, it was very painful and stuffy.

Mu Shihuan felt that his breathing seemed to be difficult, and everything in front of him gradually became blurred again, but the face in his mind was still clear, including him in his dream.

She heard her own hoarse voice: "Isn't it, he also said that I don't need to tell him any news?" ”

She couldn't feel it herself, but Gao Jia, who was closest to her, keenly heard a trace of trill, even if she tried her best to restrain it.

Gao Jia was anxious, and hurriedly glanced at Gao Yi.

Can be a ......

"Miss Mu......"

"Forget it." Mu Shihuan interrupted him loudly, not knowing whether to convince him or himself, "I'm fine, I'm not...... I'm not looking for him, I'm not trying to know about him, I don't want to know. ”

She hinted to herself in her heart over and over again that she didn't want to, she didn't want to know anything about Li Jingyan at all.

What can you do if you know?

She and his heart knot have never been untied, even if she now has a child with him in her belly.

"You get out." She spoke again.

The words were said to the first year of high school.

Gao Yi sighed in his heart, but he couldn't help it.

"Yes, Miss Mu, if you have something to call me, I'll be outside." He said.

This time, Mu Shihuan did not answer.

No one noticed that one of her hands that had fallen under the quilt was quietly clenched into a fist.

Soon, the first year of high school left, and the bedroom was quiet again.

Gao Jia looked at Mu Shihuan and became more and more worried.

"Miss Mu......"

"I want to drink water."

Gao Jia was excited: "Okay, you wait a minute. ”

She quickly poured a glass of boiled water at the right temperature and handed it to her.

Mu Shihuan took it and drank it in small sips, very calmly.

She drank a lot.

After drinking, her eyes blinked, and her voice lowered: "Gao Jia, can you ...... Stay with me. ”

How could Gao Jia refuse?

"Absolutely!" She responded, "Miss Mu, can I talk to you for a while?" Or do you just rest now? ”

Mu Shihuan lowered his eyes: "I want to watch a movie, just here." ”

There's everything in this villa, and there's a home theater too.

"Okay." Hearing this, Gao Jia hurriedly found a tablet.

Mu Shihuan casually said the name of a literary film

word, Gao Jia searched and then handed it to her.

The floor lamp next to it renders a warm halo light, and everything seems to be just right.

However, although Mu Shihuan's eyes fell on the screen, her heart was not there, and she didn't know what she was thinking, but there was a voice telling her to find something to do.

But she also understands that she can't sleep without sleeping, and even if she doesn't want to, the baby in her belly needs to rest.

Baby......

Mu Shihuan was in a trance, and then his eyes fell to his lower abdomen.

"Suddenly I don't want to watch it again, I want to sleep." She handed the tablet back to Gao Jia and said apologetically, "I'm sorry. ”

It's too late for Gao Jia to be happy, as long as she is willing to sleep.

"Miss Mu, I'm sorry for what you said." She took the tablet and withdrew from the movie screen and put it on the bedside table, and then carefully helped her lie down, "You sleep, I will accompany you on the sofa." ”

"Thank you."

"Miss Mu, you're welcome."

Gao Jia helped her lie down, thinking that she had a nightmare before, so she turned the floor lamp and saw her close her eyes, and then returned to the sofa.

Her movements were very light the whole time.

Mu Shihuan was originally lying flat, but slowly, she turned over, and her eyes were always closed.

She tried not to think about anything, tried to relax herself, listened to the doctor's advice and tried to keep her body and mind happy.

But......

She still thought of Li Jingyan.

She couldn't help but think, couldn't help complaining, why could he be so ruthless?

Sending her here, she could understand that he wanted to deal with Yu Linshang alone and not let her be in danger, she could understand, after all, she also went to him with a similar idea that night.

But why...... He can decisively cut off all contact.

Don't let her know anything.

Suffocating in his chest, unconscious, Mu Shihuan bit his lip tightly.

But she seems to understand that she has no position and no reason to complain about his cruelty, isn't she the same?

When she broke her leg before, she also told Gao Yi not to let him know, not to tell him anything.

What is the difference between himself and him?

But even so, Mu Shihuan found that he still couldn't understand.

Her fingers clenched the pillow, tightly, and she never let go.

This night, Mu Shihuan slept very unsteadily.

……

Outside the door.

Gao Yi was sitting in the small living room, sitting on the sofa, his mobile phone vibrate, and it was Gao Jia who sent WeChat.

"Cousin, can't you really contact Mr. Li? Did Miss Mu really not tell him about such a big thing as being pregnant? Miss Mu had a nightmare before you came in, and I seemed to hear her shouting Mr. Li's name. ”

"Miss Mu is very fragile now, even if Mr. Li can't be by her side, it's okay to say a word, Miss Mu can take the initiative to ask Mr. Li about the situation, which means that she cares about Mr. Li, maybe she just wants to tell Mr. Li about her pregnancy."

A long strip of words.

Gao Yi's eyebrows were furrowed after reading it, and his heart became more and more entangled.

How did he not know?

can go from refusing to tell Mr. Li any situation and not wanting to know Mr. Li's news, to taking the initiative to mention Mr. Li, even if it is just because of pregnancy, at least it proves that Mrs. Li has Mr. Li in her heart.

But......

Gao Yi thought of Mr. Li's instructions and determination before he came.

But after thinking about it, he thought of the doctor's words that Gao Jia said after he came back, as well as the advice of the family doctor a month ago.

And the situation of this month's wife......

Gao Yi hesitated.

Perhaps, he should contact Mr. Li and tell Mr. Li about the situation here, otherwise Mrs. ......

Finally, the first year of high school made a decision.

He called the sophomore to stay here, and he walked back to his room and dialed Mr. Li's phone......