Chapter 300: Because I Can't Let You Go
Seeing her staring at the bed, Li Jingyan knew what she meant, and took the initiative to say: "You sleep on the bed, I sleep on the sofa outside, and I won't touch you." ”
Mu Shihuan turned around when he heard this.
"Change places." She was going to look at him without smiling.
Li Jingyan's face remained unchanged: "Impossible." ”
"Really?"
"Mu Shihuan, we haven't officially divorced yet, we are still husband and wife, we just live in the same room, not in the same bed." Restraining the dullness of his chest, he reminded him vigorously.
His voice was very light, but Mu Shihuan clearly felt his incompatibleness and strength.
Suddenly, she remembered, how could she forget, wasn't he just a strong person?
If you want it, you don't care about it......
The smile on her lips faded a little, and she didn't say another word.
Silence spreads, and the atmosphere becomes eerie.
Li Jingyan took the initiative to speak: "Do you want to rest first, or go out to eat?" ”
"Rest," Mu Shihuan said lightly, turned to the bedroom, and said again before closing the door, "I hope you don't disturb me." ”
"Wait."
Li Jingyan stopped her, and then took out the spare sheets she brought from the suitcase and changed them to the bed for her.
Mu Shihuan stood in place, watching his unfamiliar and clumsy movements, with no expression on his face, and his emotions did not fluctuate in the slightest.
The high-ranking Li Jingyan would do this kind of thing, can she look at him differently because of this?
However, suddenly she remembered that it was still in Beicheng, she awkwardly didn't want to sleep on the sheets outside, and this man specially asked people to buy new ones, which was because he still laughed at her hypocrisy, saying that he didn't know where to come from.
Then...... She glared at him, then ......
"Alright."
The man's deep voice suddenly pulled her thoughts back.
And he stood before him.
"Not going out?" Uncontrollable, she sneered at him.
Li Jingyan took a deep look at her and turned to leave.
There was a "bang" and the door was slammed shut.
watched quietly in place for a while, and finally, Li Jingyan sat down on the sofa.
Inside the house.
Mu Shihuan did not lie on the bed, but walked to the balcony and lay on the recliner.
Looking up, she could see the blue sky when she opened her eyes, and the clouds turned to be leisurely and quiet.
Mu Shihuan looked at it expressionlessly for a long time, and finally closed his eyes.
But she couldn't sleep.
Sometimes the bits and pieces of Beicheng flashed in his mind, sometimes he crossed his face, and finally it was fixed on the night she stabbed him with a knife.
Scold.
She couldn't stop sneering in her heart.
Over and over again, she forced herself not to think about it again, and slowly, her emotions calmed down.
She lay down for more than an hour, and finally her stomach protested so hard that she got up and left the bedroom.
Li Jingyan heard the sound for the first time and looked at her.
There were no words, and he understood what she meant.
"Let's get out." He said.
Mu Shihuan raised his feet and left, and he walked beside her, and he would not leave him half a step no matter what.
Mu Shihuan was annoyed, but she knew very well in her heart that she was not only annoyed by him, but also hated that she was easily affected by him today and lost her calmness.
It shouldn't be like this.
In the end, she blamed everything on the man again.
Li Jingyan looked at her sideways, and knew what she was thinking at a glance.
"It's a day to relax, it's a day to hate me and reject me, so why bother not getting along with yourself, it's just the last four days." Looking ahead, he whispered.
Mu Shihuan bit the tender meat in his mouth with his teeth.
"Why don't you ask yourself, what do you have to force me, what is it to toss me?" After all, she couldn't hold back, she looked at him mocking, and didn't hide her mood at all.
Li Jingyan stood still.
The people around were very lively, and many people passed by them, only they stood in place and looked at each other.
It was supposed to be sweet, but there was only a distance between the two at this moment.
Li Jingyan looked at her, and her thin lips pursed: "Why do you ask knowingly, what do I want, Mu Shihuan, you don't know?" ”
Does she know?
She doesn't know!
The bad temper that he had not seen for a long time and thought that he had given up a long time ago suddenly poured out, as if he had returned to the beginning, Mu Shihuan couldn't stop sneering, and his eyes did not hide his anger and resentment: "What about you? I know what I want, so why pretend to be deaf and dumb! You ......"
"Because I can't let you go."
The words came to an abrupt end.
Obviously, the surrounding voices were chaotic, and his voice was low, but it was still very clear into Mu Shihuan's ears.
After staring at each other for two seconds, she lowered her face and withdrew her gaze and strode forward.
But in a few seconds, the man caught up, and no matter how many blocks she walked, he could always keep up with great ease, and he couldn't shake off.
Mu Shihuan strongly wanted to get rid of him, but just as she wanted to run impulsively, she finally realized again how much she was affected by him.
It shouldn't be like this.
It must not be so.
Otherwise, it wouldn't be as he wished.
Realizing this, it was like a bucket of water splashing her awake, and Mu Shihuan's troubled mood finally calmed down completely.
She slowed down and didn't "fight" with him anymore.
Once she figured it out, she was still the invulnerable Mu Shihuan who would not be easily influenced.
She should have no heart.
Li Jingyan was keenly aware of her change for the first time, and he pursed his lips at the tip of his heart.
A moment later.
"Here we are." He said to her.
Mu Shihuan followed his line of sight, and it turned out to be a snack street.
It's like a lot again...... In the North Side.
She looked at the man.
"I can't eat it," the corners of her lips curled slightly, and she reminded calmly, "The doctor said that my diet must be light, and I don't want to be hospitalized." ”
The moment her words fell, Li Jingyan rolled down suddenly.
He had forgotten about that.
"Sorry, let's change places." Restraining a certain emotion that wanted to rush out, he said in a deep voice.
Mu Shihuan's expression remained unchanged, as if he was smiling: "Okay." ”
Li Jingyan glanced at her: "Go this way." ”
Thinking back to the memories in his mind, he took her directly to a private kitchen restaurant located deep in the alley, where vegetarian food and porridge were the most famous.
It's not a meal, there are not many people, there are a lot of vacant seats, and the two of them sat down by the window at the end.
"What do you want to eat?" Li Jingyan handed her the menu.
Mu Shihuan swept his eyes and ordered a porridge casually.
Seeing this, Li Jingyan ordered a few more things she liked to eat.
Mu Shihuan didn't hear it and didn't insist on a word.
Because there were no customers, the things I ordered were very fast, and it didn't take long for them to be ready.
Mu Shihuan was about to take a spoon and scoop a spoonful.
"Be careful." The man's voice came.
Mu Shihuan didn't pay attention to it when she saw that she hadn't looked at him, she didn't think that the porridge that wasn't hot was so hot that she let go of the spoon without thinking about it.
"Water."
The man's hand reached out.
The next second, the cup was placed in front of her.
Mu Shihuan was silent for two seconds, in the end, he still didn't get along with himself, picked up the cup and drank the water, the coolness diluted the hot feeling, and after a while, everything returned to normal.
"Thank you." Putting down the cup, she said politely and indifferently.
Li Jingyan didn't answer, he still had an incomprehensible expression, but there seemed to be an undercurrent rolling in his chest.
It's heavy, it's heavy.
Neither of them spoke again.
……
After eating, the two left.
Mu Shihuan walked in front, he didn't think that he didn't pay attention to the one under his feet, and his body was about to fall forward, and at this time, there happened to be another group of people coming in.
A hand wrapped around her waist in the next second.
As if at the airport, she was held in the arms of the man to avoid falling in embarrassment.
The crowd that came in passed by them.
She is close to the man, tight.
His warm breath spurted down her neck, dark eyes fixed on him.
Mu Shihuan's face remained unchanged, and he subconsciously pushed his hand against his chest, wanting to stand up straight.
The man took her hand.
In the next second, he led her away directly, strong, and did not give her the slightest possibility to break free.
Mu Shihuan calmly looked at the hand he was holding.
In the end, she didn't struggle.
What surprised Li Jingyan was Li Jingyan.
He had long been prepared for her to reject him, but he didn't expect ......
After the surprise, there was a deep attachment.
It's been too long, too long to hold her hand like this, and she hasn't rejected him.
The moment the skin touched, all the previous things crossed his mind one by one, and the feeling that only she could bring him emerged.
At this moment, he wanted to covet forever.
……
The two arrived at an ancient street with a long history in Cloud City.
Mu Shihuan saw a river on both sides of the ancient street at a glance, and there were many boats on the river moving leisurely, and there were people sitting on the boats, who should be tourists from outside like them.
The water is so clear that you can see the bottom at a glance, and there are fish swimming happily in the water.
It's a leisurely scene.
Mu Shihuan looked at it, and his heart curled up uncontrollably, as if a needle had suddenly pierced.
Sharp pain spreads, and with it, fear.
A fear that seems to be lurking in her heart, which does not appear on weekdays, but when it appears, it must be accompanied by memories that she does not want to face.
For example-
A year ago, she was tied to a car and fell into the river with her car, and the icy water drowned her, and she felt suffocated and surrounded tightly.
Despair is thick.
Another example -
The face that appeared in her dream was pressed into the water.
And when the dream was somewhat clear, it was followed by a mysterious and strange phone call she had received in her apartment before, and the sentence "You can't survive or die" was unusually clear, as if in her ears.
Mu Shihuan stared at the water for a moment, wanting to hold back, but his body was still slightly stiff uncontrollably.
Li Jingyan held her hand tightly, and he noticed her strangeness for the first time, or rather, he realized something when she looked at the water, and his mind was dragged back to the day she had an accident a year ago.
Not wanting her to recall, he shook her hand and whispered, "Let's go." ”
Mu Shihuan didn't move.
Li Jingyan frowned, and before she could speak, she saw her turn her head and meet his gaze.
The eyes are facing each other.
Mu Shihuan lifted the corners of his lips and said casually: "I want to take a boat." ”
She wanted to take a boat, she wanted to give it a try.