I really didn't want to put it off.,After all, on the boring road to graduate school.,It's a good psychological comfort to keep a weekly novel.,From time to time, it can also be used as a diary.,Record the bits and pieces of the graduate school entrance examination.,But the training camp is really not a place for people to wear.,I don't even have enough time to sleep.,I really can't keep it updated.

Wake up at six

Sign in at seven o'clock

Memorize 50 words from seven to eight-thirty

Eight-and-a-half to 12 math

Two-and-a-half to five-and-a-half in English

From seven to ten o'clock, professional classes

I was exhausted on the first day of the spin, not to mention the scattered free time to fill in notes or something

It's really not good, but don't worry, I have the outline, I will continue to write after the graduate exam, everyone rest assured, this book will not be a eunuch, I may even write to my lifetime, there are really too many thoughts in my head, so many strange ideas are not recorded I feel a pity, of course, waiting for half a year is too difficult for readers, so if you don't want to wait, it doesn't matter if you cancel the collection, if it doesn't matter, or want to see my graduate school entrance examination road, just keep me, after all, I will continue to update the diary in this article.

╮(〉_〉)╭So be it

(눈_눈)On July 17th, the tears were really low, and today I was going to start a forty-day intensive training camp and I actually shed tears when I was separated from my girlfriend, in fact, I have learned a lot this semester, and there must be a big breakthrough this summer.

July 19th, the second day of continuous rotation, to be honest, the second day gave me the feeling that the educational inequity could not be solved, in all fairness, if I hadn't reported this training camp, how could I have studied by myself to compare with them, strict management, excellent textbook lecturers, full schedules, terrifying and tense learning atmosphere, one-on-one looking for graduate students from colleges and universities to teach professional courses and usual study and re-examination experience.

Isn't this unfair to all candidates? It's really unfair, but there is never fairness on the road of competition, everyone is desperately trying to climb up, why do you ask others to run with you, any available resources have to fight desperately. Now I recognize the sentence "it is difficult to produce a noble son from a poor family", and the current learning is really not the kind of hard work that can be successful in the past, and there are many auxiliary factors.

On July 20th, today is a rest, and the next five days will be off, that is,,, you can only have time to take a shower every five days.

When I was lying down in the morning, I suddenly felt that what I wrote yesterday was wrong about the unfairness of education, what is unfairness, and the current education is very fair.

Like the Olympic Games, the fairest competition in the world, but the different races participating in the competition have their own racial advantages, different countries have different resource inputs, different coaches have different training methods, and even different participants are tall, short, fat and thin, and have talent differences, but as long as everyone competes according to the unified rules, it is fair, you can't say that others are naturally taller than you, better than your endurance, and you can't say that others have higher training intensity than you, food, clothing, housing and transportation are better than you, and people who are one meter six have to play basketball with people who are two meters two, And who says the NBA is unfair.

Therefore, the current education is very fair, everyone works their own under the unified examination rules, and all external auxiliary resources cannot be regarded as unfair. Well, that's all

July 22nd

Nestle milk coffee, which had a full score yesterday, is already immunized today, and it is groggy in the morning, and it can only be maintained slightly by continuing to drink coffee, so (눈_눈)

July 25th

Passing by the first floor when I get out of class at night, there is actually a college entrance examination training camp that is in class, it is hard to imagine what time the college entrance examination camp will be later than we get out of class at 10 o'clock, if I take this intensity of tutoring class before the college entrance examination, it is really a score of twenty or thirty, who let me spend the winter and summer vacations (눈_눈) in high school playing with computers

July 26

Today is the second rest day, I slept comfortably in the morning, ate breakfast slowly, took a shower and lay in bed, and then finished reading the Westworld commentary, and finished the second season of Convex Heroes, which is really decadent. But isn't this kind of life all the winter and summer vacations I wasted?

Today I really understand that many people spend their winter and summer vacations studying, and many people spend their winter and summer vacations in pain, and I, in my life, have never written winter and summer vacation homework well, winter vacation homework for 8 hours, summer vacation homework for a day and a half, and then it is endless playing games, ordering takeout, decadent, decadent.

With this sense of contrast, my guilt is also deeper, I really deserve my poor studies and poor health, and I naively think that everyone is happy to play games during the summer vacation.

Now it seems that I even have a little identification with Yang Yongxin, those who go online every day, decadent people, maybe really don't know the hardships of life, enjoy the fun of life unscrupulously with the support of their parents, but never think about the hardships of life, such as me, participating in a postgraduate training camp made me tired and opened the sage mode. So what about the children of electroshock therapy, will there be contrasts and contrasts, you must know that playing games at home every day is simply the most wonderful thing in the world, but the premise of all this is that parents continue to work during the holidays, earn money, and provide everything for you.

After five days of hard work,I spent a morning watching the chase of station B,During this period I was absolutely unparalleled enjoyment,This is what I didn't get from watching station B every day during the summer vacation,Of course,If I go to the Internet café to play now,It's heaven.。

After experiencing hardship, you will find that the small pleasures that once existed in life are so beautiful, but you once regarded them as deserved enjoyment and did not care, and even squandered them.

How many wonderful summer vacations, but I am addicted to incomprehensible video pushes and boring but time-passing spicy chicken games, if I could do it all over again, I will definitely not waste such leisure time, so that now I live like a dog, overdraft learning to make up for what I missed before.

Only when time is tight, will I find out how huge the time I wasted, only when I am preparing for the exam, will I find that I don't know anything, maybe I really can't, but I am addicted to self-comfort------ this is good, I have learned so much, my grades are average, and I will definitely be able to pass the exam......

All of this is nonsense to lie to yourself, when you think about whether to learn or play, it must be a sign that you haven't learned enough, but with this kind of thought, you will definitely convince yourself to play first, this is me, it should also be a portrayal of all readers, okay, don't write, learn ing

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My name is MT4, and I have no chance to do it today.

July 28th

Can you believe there is a fitness theorist in the dormitory? Yesterday he just said that he wanted to slim down his belly, he immediately came to his strength, and after more than half an hour of training, he now has back pain and leg cramps, but he looks very professional.

Maybe after the cram school, you can say goodbye to fat and sit on four-pack abs |・ω・')

Add: Tonight, I connected with the senior sister who was admitted to graduate school, a student with a score of 398, deigned to be admitted to the ...... of Shenzhen University, more than 80 in politics, more than 70 in English, and persuaded me not to be in a hurry to watch the professional class in October, I am obedient, senior sister, we are not at the same level, I am ......

July 29th

The dormitory collectively skipped late for self-study and went to the open-air stall to drink and play cards, oops, yes

Really comfortable, slightly drunk, and slept first

July 31

(Harmony)

August 1

Today, I was deceived by a classmate in the university association - Liu Liang of 70 yuan, saying that there was no response after the loan was borrowed, and I thought it was a stolen number, and then I asked in the association group to know that it was either a stolen number or a simple shamelessness, or I borrowed a bunch of people's money, and even defrauded a senior sister of an iPhone money

If you don't write you as a villain and be brutally murdered, I'm sorry for me who writes novels.

August 3rd

Really, when I'm tired of reading English, I'm tired of doing some math problems to change my brain, it's not a joke, it's the current state of life.

August 7

Today is my girlfriend's birthday, and I was going to skip an afternoon class and evening self-study to accompany her (the training location is still far away), but she still persuaded me to continue the class, because this back and forth 2 days will be wasted, how to say, such an understanding girlfriend, the birthday is alone, what else can I ask for, if I can't get into graduate school, I'll die.

PS: There is a reader who voted for six recommendation votes for several days in a row, 3Q

August 14th

Yesterday I went to the party school near the normal school to run and exercise, and I was going to go around the party school for a circle, but it turned out that the party school was still connected to the residential area, so I ran one more round.

The residential area of this party school is really comfortable, although the houses are very simple, but the planning is really good, there are large gardens, fragrant, there are small artificial lakes, with small water sources, small open spaces everywhere with various small stone benches, three or four old people with dogs chatting or playing chess.

There are small slides, there are about a dozen children gathered, there is a gateball court hidden in the alley, stay nearby and watch, my grandfather also likes to play goalball, but the rules have never been understood.

Needless to say, the greenery is 50 years old, and it stands to reason that there should be an attached kindergarten or elementary school or something, but I ran all over and didn't find it.

There are still 8 days left at the end of the training camp, and the 40-day training camp has passed too quickly, is the summer vacation over? Alas╯_╰

On August 16th, I just woke up, so I missed the morning self-study and the first class, but the dark circles under my eyes are gone, the bags under my eyes are gone, and the whole person is energetic and comfortable.

August 18th

The high school dormitory group is discussing travel, only I can't go to the Northwest graduate school entrance examination, some people haven't seen each other for three years, and their faces are really starting to blur, alas

August 24th

(눈_눈) Today's dad has a 50th birthday, but unfortunately I'm in Lanzhou, thousands of miles apart, and I can't be with me on my 50th birthday, which is considered unfilial, but fortunately I passed the sixth level this time, which is the best gift, and I was admitted to graduate school, but I was admitted to graduate school in 2019

September 1

Okay,The summer vacation is over.,Comprehensive review begins.,It's more than a hundred days.,First of all, all the public accounts that watched the video have been deleted.,UC headlines can't be read anymore.,Go to bed early and get up early|・ω・')

Let's fight hard

September 2nd

Since one person in the dormitory signed a tripartite agreement, four comrades have been tempted to look for jobs, and the road to graduate school is long, and there are too few who have persevered. I signed another one today, but it is actually very troublesome for them to find a job, it is a financial and accounting class, in China Railway, there is no fixed place of work, where there is a project, where to run, anyway, I feel that this is not very good, interpersonal relationships, the circle of friends are not easy to operate, it is not convenient to buy a car and a house, after all, there is no fixed place of work, and often go out of the province, a half a year.

Anyway, after signing this bad agreement, the motivation for the graduate school entrance examination will be greatly reduced, after all, it will be more and more difficult in the later stage, and if you find a way back, there will be too many reasons to give up

September 3

Today's Dongge matter, everyone should know, after all, hot spots, I believe in him very much, and it is obvious that this is a premeditated slander.

In the context of the Sino-US trade war, it is a good move to stink Chinese national entrepreneurs.

Reuters, the Associated Press, the New York Times, the Wall Street Journal, the Washington Post, Country M Today, FOX and others have joined the hype in unison, and the deep meaning behind it is worth paying attention to.

In the absence of a definite conclusion, the police of country M took the initiative to release the photo, and then looked at the police statement

"We received the charges (tip-offs) on the same day, arrested Liu Qiangdong on the grounds of 'reasonable basis' that night, and then released him without paying bail," Ed said. "Failure to pay bail does not mean that he is innocent, and it certainly does not mean that he is guilty." When asked what a "reasonable basis" is for the police to make an arrest, Ed said that "reasonable evidence" means that after receiving the relevant report, the initial investigation by the police found that there was "reasonable evidence" that the person may have engaged in a "major or small" criminal act, and such evidence led the police to believe that "arrest and interrogation are necessary." ”

These are his exact words, and it can be seen that these words are very ambiguous, and reasonable evidence, whether large or small, does not mean innocence or guilt.

It is not easy to find evidence for such a thing as indecency, but country M is very strict in this regard, so strict that as long as the woman reports to the police and is molested, the police will come to arrest people.

But obscenity, there is no evidence at all, if you deliberately touch the dark, you can set up a small bureau to falsely accuse you of indecency, arrest the bureau and take a photo, and then the police and the media cooperate to hype up the photo.

In the end, no matter how to refute the rumors and how to solve them, the smear of Chinese entrepreneurs has been successful, and domestic public opinion is also elbows outward, although I have also seen a lot of rational remarks, but most of them are coaxing, with the ridicule of hating the rich.

In their eyes, it doesn't matter whether they have been framed by a foreign country or not, but rather a carnival.

Anyway, now is a difficult period for our country, the trade war is raging, the United States will never end it by itself, if you want to fight to the end, the conspiracy will be used, or please distinguish the priorities, stand on the side of the country, and don't be induced by the hype of public opinion.

September 10th

Today I listened to the teacher's chicken soup.,It's the end of the earth to be deleted.,This game is really fun.,I wrote a novel to start with this.,As a post-apocalyptic survival game.,Played for three years, there are mines and fields at home.,A lot of guns.,Drove a motorcycle and built an armored car.

But it's really fun.,It takes too much time.,In order to take the graduate school entrance examination, you can only delete it angrily.,He's Google Games.,Although I've logged in to the account over the wall.,But there's no archive.,Look at it after the exam.,It's okay if you don't.,Because when I was a novice, the trees.,Stones.,The animals were all cleaned up.,But I feel that the base has no life.,It's okay to start over.

September 30

Addicted to learning and unable to extricate himself, I feel that every day I just read books and do questions, and I have nothing to write. I got my driver's license on the 26th, and I took the test for two whole years, not to hang up, but to be too lazy to go to driving school, and the time has not been enough, and it is enough ( ̄▽ ̄) to procrastinate for 2 years

October 8th

I always feel like a lot of nonsense, and I explain the concept clearly in a few words, but I have to say it again, say it again, say it again, say it again, say it again, and say it again, obviously I understand the concept, but I can't write enough 300 words, and I can't make up nonsense when I write novels.

October 12th

You may not believe it, but I've been mad enough to play the Legend of the Three Kingdoms on my phone, and Liu Bei, who was chosen, has unified half of China.

It's just annoying, I found a time-consuming game, obviously not fun, but I still enjoy it, as long as I don't read a book,,,,

So I made a decision today, delete the game, go to the Internet café, study hard in the future, don't waste time on junk mobile games, go to the Internet café if you can't stand it, and don't waste the rest of the time.

October 15th

My God, I suddenly feel that I have so little time that I can't go back to the dormitory to sleep at noon, so I can sleep in the study room for half an hour

October 17

Although I don't go to the Internet café, I still pay attention to the post bar, this week's interstellar 2 mutation is fun, but I'm actually not tired enough to go to the Internet café to relax.

October 20th

I woke up at 5:30 today, and I didn't eat so early, and the study room wasn't open, so .................. Wouldn't it be nice to go to an Internet café for two hours?

I've never stayed overnight, and as soon as I went in at 6 o'clock, my God, it was dense, and there wasn't even a vacant seat, was it really so liver?

Finally found a place, played until about 7 o'clock, the Internet café was still full of people, and after another round, I looked up and ,,,, my God, there was no one in the whole Internet café, it should be the all-night time, they walked unusually tacitly, and suddenly I was left alone.

October 24th

The whole school has a power outage today, and I went to the Internet café, but there are still many people in the study hall who are studying with flashlights, sin, today is the last time I go to the Internet café before I finish the graduate school |・ω・')

23：24

Plus,Browser deletion,Paste bar no more

October 31

Half a hundred countdowns, devil sprints

(You can believe it, you still have to complete the thesis design in 50 days)

November 1

The sign of hard work is to see that everything is fun, because there is no game in the mobile phone, I think Alipay is particularly fun, I usually only use it to pay now, I now use it to buy funds, buy fixed, buy gold, look at today's fall, yesterday rose, it's really TM fun...

November 15th

Today, StarCraft Commander Zeratu is online, and I really wanted to play, but I didn't expect to lose sleep.

Fidgeting all night.,Woke up at night to go to the toilet 4 times.,Chest simmering can't work.,This situation has happened before.,I just want to play with the computer.,And it's the kind that I want to be very, very much.。

You have to lean sideways and press your chest down to barely sleep. It's really uncomfortable.

The graduate school entrance examination is really more uncomfortable than the third year of high school, after all, I didn't fall into any games in the third year of high school, and the graduate school entrance examination really forced myself to persist painfully

November 19th

I couldn't help but finish the residential dream story in the afternoon three classes, which is a game of planning an apartment and renting it out, but there are many details in it.

The first resident can name himself, of course, I take my own name, is a young man who has just entered the society, every day in addition to eating and reading books in the apartment is to go out to find a job, and then get an interview opportunity, consult with the landlord, Lou can spend some points to improve his success rate, of course, I protect myself.

After work, there were only three things, namely work, dating and going back to the apartment, but within a year I started proposing, and then the landlord generously provided me with a ring and a venue, and the proposal was successful

Then there was the layout change, because I didn't realize that couples couldn't sleep in one bed (the game is limited), so I had to add another bed, so the pattern was messed up.

After the decoration was completed, the days were stable kneeling, and there was an incident within two years - I gave birth to a child, I was obedient, the two never slept together, a child from mitosis, but it doesn't matter, name the baby, raise it, and grow up.

Then, this little kid also has to sleep in a bed, can't he sleep with his mother_(:з"∠)_, so the family pattern has to be reorganized.

When my child is a little older, I go out to play every day, or read books and study at home, while I go to work as usual, and after a short time, my child is admitted to a major university and becomes an excellent child. At this moment, it suddenly reminded me that I was old.

My wife and I are both old, and our character image has been replaced by a gray-haired old man, with a bent waist, and all hobbies have been emptied, leaving only 100 chat skills

As I get older, my salary is getting smaller and smaller, and I can't even pay the monthly rent, although I, as the landlord, will definitely not drive them away, but when I pay the rent every month, the old man will say, we did our best, it's really sad.

Fortunately, my son grew up quickly, and although he was only a clerk at first, the kind landlord found him a better paying job, and we paid the rent for the next few years.

Suddenly, one day, the child said, I have grown up to try to be independent, so I moved out, at that moment, I really felt the pain of the empty nester, the child's wings were stiff, and he said to leave, leaving us two gray-haired old people, and an empty bed, but fortunately we have a puppy, which can bring us meaning and comfort.

The old age lives quickly, I feel that my body is getting weaker day by day, and the old man does not want to die in the apartment, which brings trouble to the landlord who has been taking care of us, and I silently move out of the apartment.

Although it's just a game, I really feel that life is too short, studying, getting employed, getting married, having children, aging, and now I'm in my 20s, and suddenly I'm going to have to face these things.

November 21

The last 30 thirty days, live up to yourself

December 8th

I dreamed today, first a dream after the exam, after the exam I cried excitedly, got up and saw that it was half past five, the time was about the same, and then I continued to sleep, and I dreamed that I forgot to write the essay question of my professional class, and I died directly,,, it was really too stressful, and I hadn't dreamed for a long time

December 22nd

I smashed my English, and now I know why someone would give up the graduate school entrance examination after failing a test, this pressure is really great (눈_눈), I want to give up, grit my teeth, and return a day.

I really feel that the whole university was in vain, and there is a P use for not being admitted to graduate school

On December 23, the last two doors are not bad, and, the explosion of the change,,,,,,,,,,, let me play for a few days first?