Chapter 196: He Lost Her

Until Pei Chunqiu had already walked away, Song Yan was still standing in place, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Even Cheng Nan on the side was panicked, just now he avoided it, I don't know what Pei Chunqiu and the little prince said, but looking at the current state of the little prince, he must have been stimulated a lot. Is it because of Concubine Gu? Or is it the child in Concubine Gu's womb?

Cheng Nan couldn't guess, so he had to call cautiously, "Little prince? ”

As if he had been summoned back, Song Yan's body shook and subconsciously held on to the wall.

"Little Prince?!" Cheng Nan exclaimed and hurriedly stepped forward to hold it.

Who knew that Song Yan's long sleeves were flicked, his face was pale, and he simply leaned against the cold wall, and the chill on his back made him clearly feel the temperature of the winter night.

It's cold, it's cold!

"Little Wangye, are you not feeling well, or are you ...... Humblely go and invite Dr. Pei back? Cheng Nan stared at him in shock, for fear that he would make a mistake, and the Yanwang Mansion at the moment would not be able to withstand the toss.

Song Yan ignored him, leaned against the wall and walked forward leisurely, his feet were extremely heavy, as if he had been filled with lead, staggering step by step, step by step.

Cheng Nan followed behind him, he didn't dare to say anything, he didn't dare to stop him, and he didn't know where he was going, so he could only be vigilant and be more careful, there were a few times, Song Yan's body shook, and Cheng Nan didn't dare to rush up, so he could only watch him hold on to the wall and continue to walk forward with staggering steps.

It seems to have no head and no brains, as if it doesn't know what to do.

Finally, Cheng Nan understood.

This is where Jin Yue lived before, the wooden door creaked and was pushed open by Song Yan, he shook his body into the courtyard, the garden was desolate, and he looked the same when he walked with her, and he has always maintained the same state for so many years.

"Little prince, what are you doing here?" Cheng Nan panicked.

This is not a good place, after all, Jin Yue is in the Yanwang Mansion...... has not lived a good life, and he has been loyal to the Yan Wangfu until his death, but what about the little prince? It was also a long time after her "death" that she discovered what love was.

Cheng Nan has followed Song Yan for so many years, and he understands Song Yan's temper very well, if he wants to be good to you, he can't hold everything in front of you, but if it is not the eyeball he wants, he will abandon it like a shoe, and he will not even give you a corner of his eye.

Just like when he treated Jin Yue and Gu Ruoli, there was a clear distinction between love and hate.

Song Yan didn't enter the house, but just sat on the edge of the well in front of the door, leaned down, bent down and stared at the residual leaves on the ground that were swept up by the wind, swept past his feet, and quickly stuck to the corner of the wall, motionless and lifeless.

"Little prince, it's cold, you'll catch a cold if you sit here, let's go back quickly!" Cheng Nan advised.

The closer the New Year gets, the stronger the winds and the colder the nights.

"Go and light the lights in the house." Song Yan commanded in a low voice.

Cheng Nan was stunned, a little unclear, "Little prince, there is no one in the house!" ”

What is the purpose of lighting the lamp?

"If you want to go, you'll go, what's the nonsense?" Song Yan seemed to be very tired, and his voice was full of tiredness.

Cheng Nan didn't say much, and hurriedly pushed open the door of the master bedroom and lit half of the candle in the house.

When the lights were on, Cheng Nan glanced at the empty room, and sighed with emotion, what if the lights were lit? The man will not follow the light back here, never again.

"Little prince, it's lit!" Cheng Nan returned to Song Yan's side.

Song Yan stopped talking, just stared at the light reflected in the window, the shallow light, clearly so dim and dim, but he felt that it was brighter than the sun and the moon, but there would never be a figure on the window again, he watched quietly, the wind in his ears whistled, and the moment he passed his eyebrows, he suddenly had a sour nose and hot eyes.

"Little prince?" Cheng Nan was extremely worried, "Go back!" ”

Song Yan's throat rolled, and his heart was like a ball of cotton, "You say, was this king stupid back then?" The fish eye is a pearl, but the real pearl has been lost, and it is so justifiable that I want to get it back...... But they will never be recovered! ”

"It's come to this, no matter how uncomfortable you are, little prince, it's useless." Cheng Nan was relieved, "In the past, let him pass, people should always look forward, isn't it good to be like this now?" ”

Song Yan suddenly stood up, stared at the light on the window, and roared in an astringent voice, "Not good! It's not good at all, I'm not good at all, why do you say you just lost her? Ten years, ten years! Obviously, I met her first, and I took advantage of the right time and place, why...... Why did you lose it? ”

If you lose something, you can get it back.

People are lost, hearts are lost, where to find?

can't find it back, and I can't find a woman like her, who loves him deeply and will love him with her life! Even if you let go of your pride, let go of everything, and be by her side, it won't be him......

The past you can't get over is the past she has let go.

"Jin Yue......" he lowered his head and muttered her name, sitting quietly on the edge of the well, with a sour smile on the corner of his lips, and the frost and snow that could not be melted between his eyebrows, so cold, so cold.

I heard that in those years, you also sat here and waited for me all night long......

Jin Yue, who was asleep, suddenly shivered, and opened her eyes with a slight shortness of breath, as if she had a nightmare, and it seemed to be an instinct that was gradually recovering. Human instinct is sometimes terrible, you are used to doing something, saying a certain word, even if you change the shell, you can't change the core inside.

Fu Jiuqing's hand was on her waist, and her embarrassment was reflected in her dark pupils, no matter when, no matter how heavy she slept, every move she had, he would be the first to perceive it, and before she opened her eyes, he would wake up one step faster than her.

I don't know who said that love is the most humble.

The cold and arrogant appearance can't hide the gains and losses in the bones.

"Xianggong?" She blinked, looking at him without a moment's notice, as if she wanted to see clearly whether the person in front of her was her father-in-law.

Fu Jiuqing's low and cold voice, slightly cool fingertips, brushed away the green silk scattered on her cheeks, quietly hid the unbearable in her eyes, and still maintained a clear and cold appearance, "Did you have a nightmare?" ”

"Maybe there have been too many things lately, so I think about it day and night and dream about it!" Jin Yue shrunk his neck, looked at the whiteness of his chest, blushed slightly, quietly looked away, and seemed to be a little reluctant, secretly looking at it with the corner of his eye.

He passed one hand through her neck, clasped the back of her head with his palm, embedded her whole body in his arms, embroidered and tied under the brocade quilt of hibiscus flowers, and the two of them hugged each other.

Jin Yueyi didn't know where to put his hands, so he could only subconsciously put them against his chest, "Xianggong, I'm fine!" ”

His lips were closed, and his warm breath was all sprayed on him, he was so attached to the temperature on her body, and he thought about making up for everything she once lacked, but sometimes when he calmed down, he felt that she had the same temperament, I am afraid that she didn't care about that for a long time.

His warm lips fell on the corner of her forehead, and his voice was gentle and seductive, "Sleep, I'm here!" ”

She raised her lips and smiled lightly, and closed her eyebrows obediently.

It's just that she still can't sleep well.

Fu Jiuqing lowered his eyebrows and looked at the person in his arms, and he clearly closed his eyes and slept peacefully, but when he fell asleep, the two delicate eyebrows squeezed into one place again, and his eyebrows were tightly locked, when did this situation start?

It seems to have started after she had detoxified, after detoxification......

"Do you remember?" He hugged her tighter and tighter, and said to himself in a thin voice, "I think of the ten years that I followed him, can you even remember my part?" Well, is that okay? ”

The man in his arms arched into his arms.

The night is long.

On the eve of dawn, it began to snow again.

The heavy snow blowing one after another, stumbling on the roof tiles, the snow wind blowing, so cold that people shiver, and the pedestrians outside the wall can't even hold an umbrella, and are blown to the side.

Inside the walls, inside the house.

Warm as spring, just sleeping.

Jin Yue opened her eyes, it was rare to see the person next to the pillow, Fu Jiuqing's hand was still around her, as if she was afraid that she would run away, she unconsciously pulled up the corners of her lips and looked at this peerless face fixedly.

Pure and noble, handsome and unparalleled.

She thought, how can there be such a good-looking man in the world? And such a good-looking man, who is holding her at the moment, in the invisible future, he will accompany her to old age, she will give him a litter of little foxes, he will hold her hand, watch the sunrise and sunset, death and life are all in one place.

Breathing slightly, she cautiously shifted her body, and the warm lip flap gently landed on his Adam's apple.

Fu Jiuqing opened his eyes suddenly, and in his ink-like pupils, there was a palpitating streamer, and the mist was in the peach blossom eyes, with a slightly blurred look, lining his whole person like a demon.

Looking at each other, Jin Yue was breathing rapidly, "I'm ...... I didn't mean it, I just ......" was confused by beauty, I couldn't hold back for a while, and made some mistakes that normal people would make.

"Do you want it?" He asked in her ear.

Jin Yue listened to the movement outside, her cheeks turned crimson, and her teeth bit her lower lip, how should this question be answered?

"Little fox...... "He whispered to lure her, "do you want it?" ”

Jin Yue's mind moved, and the god made the ghost say a word, "Light." ”

The fox hooked his lips and smiled, eating the marrow and knowing the taste, this kind of thing is not only for men to understand, but also for women! However, someone has to teach, he has to teach well, he never thought that he would teach his little girl to be virtuous and virtuous.

It wasn't until before lunch that Jin Yue got up, leaned against the bedpost, looked at the man who was still plump and handsome, and couldn't help but wring his eyebrows, "Xianggong, why aren't you tired?" "Because it's you." He looked at her meaningfully.

Jin Yue's eyebrows jumped suddenly, this reason ......

Suddenly, Mingzhu hurriedly came in from outside, and saluted with a pale face, "Young lady, something happened in the medical hall!" ”