Chapter Ninety-Five: I Must Go

Cheng Xiangjin was amused by Hua Xuzi's old child's temperament, "Hua Lao, rest assured, the younger generation will do it, you two just have fun!" ”

Cang Yan shook his head helplessly, while Hua Xuzi laughed heartily, "Okay, girl, refreshing!" ”

Xie Lingfeng thought that his purse was deflated again today, but he didn't expect such a turn. suddenly felt that this trip was not in vain, at least I found that Jin'er began to understand him! Knowing that he was a lamb to the slaughter today, he personally came forward to spare the order. This is not naked maintenance, what is it?

Xie Lingfeng pursed his lips with his wine glass and snickered, even the wine in the glass felt more and more sweet.

Soon, you and Hua Xuzi came and went, and before you knew it, I drank too much.

While the three of them were having a good time, Cheng Xiangjin took the opportunity to go out and tell a few words of nectar. Manna got the order, and left the restaurant in the blink of an eye.

Bai Su, who had been looking for several hours without success, had just returned to the Hou Mansion at this time.

Ding'an Hou and the county lord were worried about him, so they waited in his courtyard early. Seeing him come back alone in despair, Er Rao was also very uncomfortable in his heart.

"Su'er, don't be sad. Tomorrow, let your father send someone to look for you with you, even if you go outside the city to find them, I will definitely help you find those two masters. ”

Ding Anhou also agreed, "Yes, it's so late today, and you haven't eaten yet." Eat something first and go to bed early, Ming Wei's father will accompany you to find it. ”

Bai Su nodded, saluted the two of them and went back to the house silently.

He had never been so lost, his heart empty. It's like a hole in my heart that can't be filled no matter what.

He was even a little confused! If I hadn't regained my identity, wouldn't this have happened?

His meal was already on the low table in the room, but he had no appetite at all.

Suddenly thinking of Cang Yan's words in the letter telling him to take care of Ah Zhong and Ah Qiang, he got up and went to the place where the livestock were placed across the courtyard.

Ah Zhong saw him coming over in the wooden shed, as if sensing that Hua Xuzi had left, his black eyes were full of tears, and his hooves were swaying back and forth uneasily, as if he wanted to break free.

Bai Su suppressed the sadness in his heart, and raised his hand to rub Ah Zhong's neck.

"Ah Zhong, old man Hua is just going out for a walk, and he will come back soon to take care of you. You don't have to be afraid, just stay in peace! ”

When he came out of the donkey shed, he went to look at them again. Compared with the restless Ah Zhong, Ah Qiang is much calmer. seems to be very satisfied with today's life, squatting in the nest one by one, and sleeping comfortably.

Bai Su stood aside and watched for a long time, and it was not until the steward came to call him that he turned around.

"Childe, there are people from Zuixianglou outside who have come to deliver a message, and Lao Lao and Hua Lao are in their shop. Their proprietor has specially invited you to come over! ”

Bai Su thought that he had heard something wrong at first glance, but it was not until the steward led him to see the nectar that Bai Su completely believed it.

Ganlu simply said a few words to him, and Bai Su rode a fast horse and went straight to the drunken fragrance building.

The night at the end of the first month was still very cold, he sat on his horse, and galloped hard in his oblivion, the cold wind whistling in his ears did not feel cold, he only felt full of joy and full of strength.

The sound of horses' hooves stopped outside the drunken incense building, and with a cool air, Bai Su went straight to the private room on the second floor.

The door was pushed open, and except for Cheng Xiangjin, the other three people all looked at it in surprise.

Bai Su's eyes were red, "Master, you make it easy for the apprentice to find!" ”

There was a hint of reproach in his tone. made Cang Yan and Hua Xuzi instantly feel a little soft-hearted.

Cang Yan put down the wine glass in his hand and pointed to the seat on the side, "It's so late, why bother looking for it." Let's sit down first. ”

Bai Su sat down according to his words. nodded to Cheng Xiangjin, who was sitting opposite, his eyes were full of gratitude.

Cheng Xiangjin lowered his head and smiled, but did not bother.

Xie Lingfeng drank a lot of wine, patted Bai Su on the shoulder inexplicably, and said with a big tongue: "Bai, why are you here so late." Come, I'll pour you a glass of wine, and you punish yourself first! ”

Bai Su's heart fell with a big stone, and he was in a good mood. took Xie Lingfeng's wine, "Su is late, and he is willing to be punished." "Well, he raised his head and did it.

The sweet and slightly spicy wine entered his throat, and Bai Su's face gradually became a little bloody.

Xie Lingfeng poured him wine one after another, and he drank it all one by one.

Seeing that the child he raised was so uncomfortable, Cang Yan was also very distressed in his heart. He took two bites of his favorite dish and said in a gentle voice.

"Just drinking alcohol hurts your body, eat something first."

Cheng Xiangjin looked at Bai Su, who bowed his head and was silent, and could roughly feel the depression in his heart, knowing that their master and apprentice must have something to say. So he took the opportunity to get the wine, and took Xie Lingfeng out together.

Xie Lingfeng rarely drank with Bai Su's master and apprentice, and was reluctant to leave. It was Cheng Xiangjin who threatened him in a low voice, if he didn't leave this table of wine and food, he would let him pay, Xie Lingfeng was extremely sorry and followed out of the private room.

As soon as the two of them left, the atmosphere in the private room suddenly fell silent.

Cang Yan felt ashamed in his heart, and kept holding up the spoon to pick up vegetables for him. Hua Xuozi pursed his mouth, obviously very melancholy.

"The two masters don't want to stay in the Hou Mansion, why didn't they tell the apprentice earlier? How uncomfortable is it in the heart of the disciple to say goodbye without saying goodbye? Do the two masters feel good? As the words fell, he poured another glass and tilted his head into his stomach.

Cang Yan looked helpless, stood up and patted him on the shoulder.

"Su'er misunderstood, the two of us left, not because we didn't like to stay in the Hou Mansion. Instead, I want to go out for a walk, see a wider space, and experience more different local customs. The teacher is a healer, and the healer is born for the sick, not to stay in the prosperity and splendor, and gradually paralyze himself and forget his mission. Su'er will also be an adult next year, and she can't always follow Master like a child. You have your life. Ever since Master taught you medical skills, your mission has been the same as Master's. Studying pharmacology and saving lives is also something you have to do all your life. It's just that Master is different from you, Master is old, and when he reaches an age where he can be more wanton, he can go to some places he wants to go and meet more people. Try to make your life as fulfilling. ”

Hua Xuzi also rarely nodded seriously, "Yes, although this medicine nerd is extremely old-fashioned on weekdays, his life is similar to mine." In this life, I am destined to be lonely. In order to help him raise you, I have spent nearly twenty years of hard work, old man. Now, you have learned a lot and found a family, and I am very relieved to be able to let go with peace of mind! Don't think that the two of us should listen to you when we are old, just be captive in a big house like Ah Qiang and them. It would be a mistake to think that way. The two of us can spend nineteen years raising you, and we can spend the rest of our lives being good for ourselves. When we leave today, we will be the first step in finding ourselves! ”

Bai Su hesitated again in his heart when he heard this, "What do the two masters mean, do you have to leave today?" ”

Cang Yan and Hua Xuzi glanced at each other and smiled firmly.

"I have to go!"