Chapter 39: Story (3)
The First Fallen continued.
"Oh, speaking of demons, actually...... In addition to those children chattering every day, their brains are not good, they only know how to eat, and they don't brush their teeth, I still like them very much, after all, it is I who created the new race of [demons], I am imagining, one day I can counterattack heaven, that God doesn't like free will? Doesn't he like to give everyone a choice? Oh, okay, then I'll add one more option below. ”
"Yes, choose me, choose hell! Who says people have to go to heaven? Isn't it good to go to hell, so I solicited, bribed, tricked, and drummed up those demons with long brains, and came to the world to sign contracts with all kinds of people, as for the effect, it was really good, because human beings only saw the immediate benefits, and they could sell their souls for a bag of gold coins. ”
"So in this way, my territory and territory continue to expand, and my spiritual strength continues to grow, and I am an idealist, so I focus on my goals, and I dream of a future world that will be as beautiful as I originally envisioned...... However, on that day...... You, appeared! ”
The First Fallen's words suddenly stopped, and he began to look at Konstantin.
"You showed up, you scumbag, that day, you teased me, insulted me, and made me stick stains on my body...... To be more explicit, you have made my mind have some thoughts that I have never had before, and that is humiliation. ”
"Well, it's just humiliation, if I still maintain my innate sanity, in fact, I shouldn't have bothered with you at all, a nobody's provocation, but, I can't, I can't."
The voice of the First Fallen suddenly rose a little.
"You're like that thorn in my fingernails, making me uncomfortable, painful, and making me unable to think about you all the time...... Hahaha - you disgusting bed bug crawling in the stinking gutter, I'm obsessed with you, all I think about is you, fuck! All! Be! You! ”
The Novice said, reaching out and caressing Konstantin's bloodied sideburns.
"You carry my hatred, resentment, inferiority, humiliation, and surging revenge psychology of not eating well and sleeping, I want to take revenge on you, this mind even goes beyond my original intention of revenge against God, I imagine every day, hearing your hobbies, painful begs for mercy, I can stand in place, listen to it with great enjoyment for a hundred years...... Just because, that night, you hurt me......"
Suddenly, the words of the first fallen changed.
"Of course, that day, you also woke me up......" The First Fallen stood up: "The shady means I use to achieve my goals will eventually affect me in the end, I use hatred, jealousy, and desire to recruit troops, but if this continues, even if I win, then the new world brought by victory will not be what I want." ”
"Yes, everything, developing, developing, in the end it is no longer what I originally wanted, all my previous actions, decisions, were because of hatred, but because of you, my Constantine, I have rediscovered myself, although I am not a demon, but, I have all the characteristics of a demon, rage, deception, just like the snake in the Garden of Eden, I am like a typical villain!"
"It's the image in the story I've hated countless times, the image of the human being, but in the end, I've become what they are. I became the abyss, I became the dragon, and perhaps, my fall was not because of the kick of God, but because of ...... I myself am falling. ”
"But if I am destined to fall, then why did God create me to manifest in his thoughts, why did I listen to Him, why did I ......?"
Maybe he was finally able to harvest Konstantin's soul, which made the first-time fallen very happy, so as he spoke, he seemed to really start talking to Konstantin.
However, at this moment full of feelings, Ziliang checked the sentence very inappropriately...... Well, if he didn't interject again, the two people on the other side would have forgotten about him.
"Because, you are his conscience......"
The First Fallen frowned slightly: "What did you say?" ”
"Conscience! Haven't you heard that term? Ziliang slowly flipped through his notes and said, "Or, reason, kindness, self-control, um...... Everyone has that nasty voice in their heads...... It keeps whispering in the ear, this can be done, that can't be done, you have to go to bed early, eat less sweets, exercise more, smoke less, you can't spray people on the Internet for no reason, you can't download butter games, you can't go to pirated websites to read online articles, don't think about collecting license plate numbers all day long, don't feel that people around you are paying attention to you, and don't think that he/she will like you. ”
"Anyway, it's the little angel in your head, and it tells you the right thing, you know, it's right, but ...... Inertia, that little devil, will make us choose to ignore it and alienate it. Therefore, the little angels and little devils in their minds will fight every day, quarrel every day, and annoying people scratch their hearts and livers, and they will be fascinated. Mortals don't have the power to shield them, but God can. ”
"So, God has dragged you out of his head and stuffed you into a shell, so that when he gets tired of you, he can kick you away and never have to listen to your nagging anymore, and he can do whatever he wants."
Konstantin was so shocked that he forgot to cough, and the first fall was also startled, and the eye in his mouth shook twice, and fell to the ground, swallowed up by the blood that John coughed up.
"Heh, looking at your eyes, you must not have thought that the meaning of your existence would be like this." Ziliang said: "You only know that you have some kind of connection with this world, so you have a setting that you will not die no matter what, but you didn't expect it, in fact...... You and the creator of this plane are actually the same person, and what is even more terrifying is that you, the king of hell, are actually the rational side, and the guy in heaven is actually a madman! Well...... Speaking of which, I suddenly had an idea, you say, did God kick you down in the first place, did he let you stand on your own in hell, if one day, when he fell into uncontrollable madness, he hoped that there would be a force that could rush in front of him and wake him up, or...... Just kill it? ”