Chapter 476: The Price of Losing Control (2)
After watching Ji Ying's figure disappear into the night, Chen Zhi's heart seemed to be completely broken, and the uncontrollable sense of moral condemnation made him have a splitting headache.
Chen Zhi sat on the sofa weakly, and at this time he felt that he was already physically and mentally exhausted, and his spirit had been forced to the brink of collapse.
After sitting there silent for a long time, he called in a low voice, "Xuanniao~~"
"In!" ,
As soon as Chen Zhi's words fell, the window opened instantly, and Xuanniao jumped in lightly from the outside.
Xuan Niao was obviously very scared at this time, and deliberately leaned against the edge of the room and walked over, for fear of angering Chen Zhi, and finally walked in front of Chen Zhi and knelt down respectfully.
"Master!!" ,
"You ......",
Chen Zhi put his hands on his forehead, grabbed his hair tightly, and looked at Xuanniao angrily,
"I ask you, since you've been following me all the time, why didn't you stop me in time when you saw that scene just now?"
"The master is angry~~~",
Xuan Niao was obviously very scared now, she hurriedly climbed forward a few steps, grabbed Chen Zhi's pants with both hands, and said tremblingly:
"I didn't know what my master was thinking at the time......
I saw that the female warrior came in, and then talked to the master, and what happened in the end, the slave thought it was the master's will, which was also a common thing in human beings, but I didn't expect it to become like this in the end, please forgive the master! ”
"Is that my will?
What am I in your heart? Demons? ”
Chen Zhi's eyes stared at Xuanniao, and he continued to ask:
"If you thought it was my will, why did you hold me back later? Wake me up with cold water? ”
"Because ......",
Xuanniao trembled and grabbed Chen Zhi's trouser leg, and said tremblingly: "
"Because if the slave and maid don't stop it, the female warrior will die, and the master has strangled him to the point where he has no breath, and the master's actions at that time are too violent for humans to bear!
If this red-belted samurai dies here, the master will be charged with killing the samurai, and this kind of thing is against human morality, and you will become the target of public criticism at that time, and you will not be able to return to the Xiqi Royal City......
So the slave took the liberty ......"
"What did you say?" ,
After Chen Zhi heard these words, his head instantly buzzed like an explosion
"You said I was ...... at the time,
Doesn't it look like a human? ”
“……”,
Xuanniao obviously didn't dare to answer, and turned his head over, his body still trembling......
"Say !!!" ,
Chen Zhi shouted directly, shaking the entire room out of an echo.
"What was I like? Tell me the truth......"
"The host ......",
Xuanniao said tremblingly, his face swollen and red,
"The slave didn't dare to depict the appearance of the master at that time, but the slave and the maid seemed to have completely lost control of the master at that time, just like ......, like an evil god descending into the world!"
"Ah......h
Chen Zhi's brain exploded instantly, he hugged his head, and felt that his cerebral cortex hurt uncontrollably, and his heart was beating as if it was about to burst, and that heart was now getting colder and colder in his chest, making him feel an indescribable strangeness, making him even afraid of himself.
"I see, you go down!" ,
Chen Zhi waved his hand at Xuanniao, and then said,
"But Xuanniao, you remember, if this kind of thing happens again, you must stop me in time, no matter what the cost!"
"Yes!" ,
Xuanniao immediately bowed down obediently, kissed Chen Zhi's feet on the ground, and then retreated obediently, and then disappeared into the night outside the window.
And at this time, the outside was still full of starlight, and the moonlight was as calm as water, as if nothing had happened......
After this incident, Chen Zhi could no longer fall asleep, he kept holding his pounding heart, and fell into uncontrollable guilt.
Just like his father said, Chen Zhi's character is his weakness, which is also an uncontrollable emotion!
Chen Zhi himself is a person who does not want to cause sacrifice, and if he is ashamed of others in desperation, he can easily carry moral baggage, and then torture himself because of guilt...... in the words of his father, his emotions as a human being are a little too much.
And the sequelae of his father's hypnotic brain are estimated to be with him for a lifetime, Chen Zhi has taken a lot of drugs, but it has no effect at all, and his head has been aching like this.
In order to calm his heart, Chen Zhi opened a bottle of wine, and then mixed it with some tranquilizers, gradually calming himself down, he lay on the sofa chair and closed his eyes to recuperate, and then fell asleep for a few hours.
This sleep was very chaotic, and I had a lot of disorganized dreams, and in the dream, Ji Ying's eyes with tears and like a frightened bird appeared in all the clips.
Chen Zhi knew that this face would be forever embedded in his heart and would never linger again......
The next few days were very peaceful, and everything was as usual.
In the past few days, Chen Zhi has wanted to go back to Xiqi Wangcheng to find Ji Ying many times, but in the end he didn't do so, he knows that with Ji Ying's character, it is best to give her a few days to relieve herself, so that her mind will not be stimulated anymore, otherwise now Chen Zhi appears in front of her, it is a demon who has violated her!!
During this period of apparent calm, Fat Wei called him a lot, and Fat Wei looked like a high-rise style, and handed over a lot of things to him about his next move.
In the next step of going to the tomb of Bai Qishen, Fat Wei provoked some important work, and they were responsible for arranging the deployment of all personnel, the purchase of materials, the delivery of weapons, the integration of resources and other issues.
After this work, Fat Wei was busy before and after, shouting five and drinking, and the waves were terrible......
And finally on the fifth day, Bao Ping suddenly called and told Chen Zhi an unexpected news.
Elder Ji Hu had already taken the initiative to find Bao Ping and told him an important piece of information......
Elder Jihu and the elders of the House of Elders, after receiving high-intensity whipping, were basically in a state of broken bones and tendons, and some of them were already in a state of crisis, and they were then sent for treatment.
They had been in a coma during this time, but the samurai's healing ability was still very strong, and after a few days of treatment, Elder Himehu was the first to wake up.
And the first request after he woke up was to ask to see the leader and Chen Zhi, saying that he had important information and wanted to report it to the two leaders.
He had a bold hypothesis,
He suspected that the so-called ghost warrior was actually the original warrior of Xiqi Wangcheng, and it was a person he knew in the past......