35

Shao Yi came back from the hospital and stayed at home for two days, but there was nothing serious about his body, but he was a little wilted and couldn't lift his spirits. She suddenly felt a little homesick, her parents had called her, it should be Ding Lu who told them about it, although they didn't mention it, but Shao Yi could hear the worry between their words.

She told Zhao Runtong that she wanted to go back to Y City to live for two days and accompany her parents.

"It's okay to go back and relax, I don't have time to accompany you, it's boring for you to stay at home by yourself."

Shao Yi looked at Zhao Runtong, he has also been a little thin recently, Shao Yi often saw him smoking in the study when he woke up in the middle of the night, once she pushed the door in, and was startled by the heavy smell of smoke, he actually smoked so much. "What's wrong? Xiao Yi. He hurriedly extinguished his cigarette, "The smell of smoke here is too strong, don't come in." ”

"Runtong, are you annoying?"

Zhao Runtong pulled her out and walked out, "No, Xiao Yi, I've been reading the case file for a long time, I'm a little sleepy, smoke to refresh myself." ”

"Runtong, do you have to do it so tired? Wasn't it good before? ”

Zhao Runtong leaned against the door of the study, "Xiao Yi, I also like a peaceful life, but ......, some things are not just something you can think about......"

His gaze is deep and complex, and it seems to imply a lot of things. Shao Yi was also in a bad mood, she didn't want to increase his pressure at this time, so she didn't say anything more. After returning from the hospital, the two of them never talked about the post again, as if they were carefully avoiding the topic. This made Shao Yi feel very depressed, and the topic that everyone didn't want to mention seemed to make a faint gap between the two.

Back in Y City, back to the home he was familiar with, Shao Yi felt much better.

"I finally took a vacation, so I stayed a few more days to accompany my mother."

"Stay a few more days, and I'll be sure to feed you fat." Shao Mingxiang patted her.

"Aunt Lu has already told you about that?" Shao Yi didn't want his parents to be cautious in front of him.

Shao Mingxiang nodded, "It's not just your Aunt Lu, your Uncle Mu also called me, they feel that they didn't take care of you, and Shaoyu, he seems to blame himself......"

"Dad, it has nothing to do with them, and it doesn't matter about Brother Shaoyu, I accidentally ...... it myself, in the final analysis, it should be me who has caused them."

"Xiao Yi, Dad didn't take this seriously, how can people not encounter some storms in this life, just like Dad, who has been a doctor all his life, has done countless surgeries, and not all of them have been successful, and he has doubted whether he can be a good doctor...... but after that hurdle and correct his mentality, it will be good, with such an experience, maybe you will be more mature when you encounter things in the future."

Lin Fangyuan also interjected, "Also, you Uncle Mu and they are not outsiders, don't say anything that is not involved, it makes it so raw, let your Aunt Lu hear it, it should be angry." ”

Having said that, I still don't feel at ease when I am a mother. In the evening, Shao Yi surfed the Internet in his room, and Lin Fangyuan came in with a plate of fruit.

"Xiao Yi, eat some fruit." She put the fruit bowl on the table and sat down on the edge of the bed, "Runtong didn't call you?" ”

"I just called him when I arrived in the morning." Shao Yi put the computer aside, "Mom, just say what you have to say, don't beat around the bush like this." ”

"You girl" Lin Fangyuan nodded her forehead, "How are you and Runtong doing?" ”

"That's good." Shao Yi replied casually.

"What does he think about this?"

"Mom, I have nothing to do with Brother Shaoyu, Runtong knows ......"

"Does he know or do you think he knows? Xiao Yi, how could he have no idea about such a thing? Do you think about putting yourself and him in another place? ”

Shao Yi didn't think about it like this, and bowed his head for a while.

"Xiao Yi, my mother has told you many times that husbands and wives should communicate more, and once some shadows are left, it is difficult to remove them. You and Shaoyu are not brothers and sisters after all, and sometimes you have to avoid suspicion. ”

"Mom, did you already know ......" Shao Yi hesitated.

"Know what?"

"Brother Shaoyu, he actually ......" Shao Yi glanced at Lin Fangyuan and lowered his eyes, Lin Fangyuan already understood what she was going to say, "You know?" What did Shao Yu tell you? ”

"No, no, I stumbled upon it myself." Shao Yi paused, "Then this happened, and I have been very confused in my heart......"

"Actually, in addition to you, your father and I, your Uncle Mu and Aunt Lu, should all know Shaoxi's thoughts......

Shao Yi was stunned for a moment, and only said half-loudly: "Then why didn't you tell me?" ”

"In this matter, your father and I fully respect you, we don't want to affect your choice because of us, we see that you completely treat Shaoyu as an elder brother......"

After a half-pause, Lin Fangyuan suddenly asked again: "Xiao Yi, Mom just asked you, if you knew Shaoxi's mind at the beginning, would it change your decision?" ”

Shao Yi replied for a long time, "Mom, how can there be an if?" ”

Lin Fangyuan sighed, "Since there is no if, don't dwell on it anymore, you are the same as before, treat Shaoyu as your brother, don't affect the relationship between you and Runtong because of this, the most important thing between husband and wife is trust, you have to give each other this trust, and you have to believe in each other's ......"