CHAPTER XXIV
He Yi said goodbye to Zou Yahui, she lived in Haicheng, the two were busy with work, and they couldn't see each other a few times in a year and a half, so they cherished this meeting. Zou Yahui cried and said goodbye, and He Yi was also a little sad, sobbing and crying.
"Xiao Yu, don't worry, I will come to Liangcheng in a few months, and we will see each other every day when the time comes." Zou Yahui cried.
"Really?" He Yi wiped his tears, "But didn't you just get a formal job in Haicheng?" That's when you finally got an internship and turned a regular job. ”
He Yi doesn't have any bosom friends in Liangcheng, and he and Zou Yahui have been friends since high school, if she can develop in Liangcheng for a long time and have more opportunities to meet, of course it is worth being happy.
Zou Yahui laughed, the pear vortex was shallow, and nodded slightly, "I plan to work in Liangcheng in the future, and the job opportunity can be regained, I don't want to regret it." ”
After saying these words, Zou Yahui's eyes stared at the direction behind He Yi, He Yi was curious, and when he looked back, it was Mo Chengyu and Zhang Tuming who were talking.
He Yi froze, his eyes widened, and he said in disbelief: "Yahui, are you ......?"
Zou Yahui's face turned red, and she hurriedly grabbed He Yi, intercepted her following, and said cautiously: "You are right, I like Mo Chengyu, and I came to Liangcheng for him, I hope you can help me keep it secret, I don't want him to be difficult, because I know what he is thinking about...... It's always been you. ”
"I'm very open-minded, don't worry, you like or don't like this kind of thing, no wonder you. If I catch up, it will be my blessing, and if he still has you in his heart, it will only prove that I have no fate with him. After Zou Yahui finished speaking, her eyes glanced at Mo Chengyu again.
"I respect your choice, it's not easy to rent a house in Liangcheng, if you want to come to Liangcheng to develop when the time comes, call me, and I will take you to live in my house."
Zou Yahui looked moved and hugged He Yi, "Thank you, Xiao Yi." ”
After sending Zou Yahui away, He Yi went to the parking lot to pick up the car, and by coincidence, when he opened the car door, he suddenly bumped into Song Pingsheng who was waiting on the side.
Thinking of today's embarrassing scene, He Yi didn't know how to speak, and was hesitating, when suddenly Song Pingsheng opened the topic. He looked at He Yi's car and said softly: "Want to go home?" ”
"Hmm."
"I'll send you?"
"No, I have a car."
After a few seconds of silence, Song Pingsheng spoke again: "But you were drinking." ”
“……”
As soon as she said this, she suddenly remembered the glass of wine she had helped Song Pingsheng block.
"Take my car back first, and I'll pick it up for you tomorrow." Song Pingsheng opened the door of the passenger seat and waited for her.
"That...... I'll just go and ask for a taxi online, you can go back first, don't bother you. ”
"You're hiding from me?" Song Pingsheng's face was expressionless.
"Nope." He Yi explained humbly, "Isn't this afraid that it will trouble you too much...... And your home is far from mine. ”
"If you don't have one, get in the car."
He Yi couldn't resist him, closed his car door, and walked towards Song Pingsheng's car. When he first entered, he protected her head with his hands, afraid that she would hit her head.
This is Song Pingsheng's consistent gentlemanly action, and it has not changed over the years.
After Song Pingsheng got into the car, the car was very quiet and terrifying, with only shallow breathing. The faint aroma of wine on He Yi's body is mixed with a fresh fragrance, which makes people feel uneasy.
"Come to the house for a meal when you have time, you don't have to avoid me deliberately."
"Okay."
"Thank you just now." Song Pingsheng said suddenly.
He Yi looked dazed and confused, and asked, "What?" ”
"Thank you for accepting my bouquet."
"Speaking of which, I would like to ask you, why did you give it to me?"
"What you asked me to think about last time, I have seriously considered it, since my life is destined to have a marriage, destined to have a girl to spend the rest of my life with, then I think that no one is more suitable than you." Song Pingsheng paused, "So today I will send you a bouquet of flowers, using flowers as a medium to meet you, I hope you can accept it." ”
When He Yi heard these words, her heart couldn't help but tremble, at this moment, she didn't know what way to respond to him, after all, he loved Beryl deeply It was well known and convinced, and he could say such things to himself tonight, he must have thought about it for a long time.
"Love for the purpose of marriage?" He Yi asked him, afraid that it was because of his drinking, and then smiled self-deprecatingly, his long eyelashes drooped slightly, and he clenched the corners of his clothes, "Song Pingsheng, you don't even want to lie and say that you like me." ”
Song Pingsheng was silent, and his thin lips were tightly pursed into a straight line.
"In that case, then you don't want to get rid of me." He Yi approached him, the distance between her face and her face was only five centimeters, and when she saw Song Pingsheng's panicked appearance, her bright red lips rose slightly, and she smiled like a devil living in hell.
"Gardenia ......"
"Song Pingsheng." He Yi interrupted him, "I gave you a chance to escape from me, but it's a pity that you are too kind, you can't bear to hurt me, and you'd rather sacrifice your future happiness to take into account my feelings." ”
Song Pingsheng's eyes darkened.
He Yi widened the distance between him and straightened his body, and suddenly spoke, "Song Pingsheng, we have never been separated by a Beryl, and a heart that refuses to accept me. ”
"Your heart can't fit a second person for a long time, so you think it's the same with whoever you're with, but I'm different, even you, you can't treat me as a substitute for anyone."
"I like you, it doesn't mean that I can practice myself, if my liking is just that you want to be with you by any means and every means possible, then it is meaningless for me to confess to you, do you understand?"
"If you accept my liking with this mentality, then I'd rather you be a white moonlight in my youth."
After He Yi finished speaking, he slowly closed his eyes.
recalled the appearance of Song Pingsheng silently reading books in Siyuan Pavilion, and the act of queuing up for her to cook at noon every day, all kinds of past events made it difficult for her to let go.
There is a person in your youth who is very good to you, and you will bury it in your heart for the rest of your life and cherish it forever.
"It's me who didn't think it through." Song Pingsheng glanced at her silently, "But Xiao Yu, you believe me, what I said just now was serious." ”
The expression on He Yi's face did not wave, nodded slightly, and said, "After a week, if you think you have affection for me, then you can contact me." ”
After finishing speaking, He Yi opened the car door and left a sentence before leaving: "I'll take a taxi by myself, you go home, we all need to be calm and calm." ”
He Yi walked for a long time and strolled through the bustling and lively street market. Seeing the men and women wearing the uniforms of Liangcheng No. 1 Middle School laughing and playing, I couldn't help but lose my mind.
It seems that the first time I saw Song Pingsheng was yesterday. Before meeting Beryl, Song Pingsheng was wholeheartedly good to her, and after meeting Beryl, he also deliberately kept his distance from himself. It's not that she hasn't hated, it's just that this kind of hatred is simply insignificant compared to helplessness.
"He Yi."
He Yi stopped and turned around.
It's Mo Chengyu.
Thinking of Zou Yahui's thoughts about Mo Chengyu, He Yi still intended to keep a distance from him in her heart, and she asked casually, "Is there something wrong?" ”
Mo Chengyu caught up with her in two or three steps, stood in front of her, a pair of burning eyes stared at her, and a deep voice came into her ears: "Haven't gone back yet?" ”
He Yi shook his head: "Just about to leave, I drank wine and took a taxi back by myself in a while." ”
"Are you with Song Pingsheng?"
The question is not at all veiled and blunt.
He Yi met his gaze, "I said yes, will you give up on me?" ”
Mo Chengyu suddenly stopped talking, he really didn't seem to have thought about this question, but seeing what happened to her and Song Pingsheng tonight, he was upset and collapsed, and he urgently needed an answer.
"Mo Chengyu, it's impossible between us." He Yi said, "The ...... that hinders us It's not just a Song Pingsheng. ”
Mo Chengyu's voice was deep: "He Yi, do you remember the question I asked you that night eight years ago?" ”
He Yi was confused, thought for a long time, still had no answer, and shook his head honestly.
"I said-" Mo Chengyu paused and said affectionately: "Mo Chengyu, who is standing at the top, is not qualified to confess to the girl who lives in Liangcheng and whose name is He Yi." ”
"Although I don't have a lot of money, but I have worked hard for you to become an excellent person, I have always been closer to the top of your heart, I used to be unruly, no one in my eyes, I like to smoke, drink, fight, you don't like it, so in those years in the United States, I worked hard to become the best in the eyes of others, but everything I do now ...... You didn't see it, because there was no one else in your eyes except Song Pingsheng. ”
"Now I haven't managed to reach the top, so it's better that I'm not qualified."
After listening to Mo Chengyu's words, He Yi couldn't help but feel a little sad, it seems that in this world, she and Mo Chengyu are the same kind of people.
Strive to become a better version of yourself and get closer to a better lover.
"Mo Chengyu, I'm sorry." He Yi looked up at him and said, "Eight years ago, thank you for liking, and eight years later, thank you for persevering and always liking." ”
The biggest difference between He Yi and Song Pingsheng is that she will never be merciful when she rejects others, and she will not give up her happiness in order to fulfill others.
"But if you look around, you have better people to cherish."
Mo Chengyu smiled bitterly and spoke: "Eight years ago, I swore that I would make myself so good that you could forget that person who you never forgot. But now it seems that I still failed. ”
"You don't have to feel burdened, liking you is my wishful thinking."
After Mo Chengyu finished speaking, without waiting for He Yi to say anything, he stopped a taxi on the side, stuffed her into the car, and waved goodbye to her, as if he was already afraid of the answer in her mouth.
He stood alone in the street, lost his mind,
Memories fade back to when they first met......