"So you see your own shadow on their bodies, and the more you look at them, the more uncomfortable you become, the more and more the wreckage in your heart will become heavier and heavier, and finally vent all these anger on them."

"So you're going to say things like that, and you don't even realize you're thinking that."

"Zhang Linxue, it's time for you to recognize yourself." Bai Xixi said coldly.

In the next second, Bai Xixi's eyes were dyed with a layer of cruelty, she jumped up with Bai Xixi, and the dagger was inserted into Zhang Linxue's chest, which was something that none of us expected.

Even Luo Baixuan was surprised, and Lin Xiao's mouth was even more open.

She looked at Bai Xixi in disbelief, she couldn't believe that Bai Xixi would be so ruthless.

Lin Xiao subconsciously began to wonder if she had a problem with her eyes, Zhang Linxue looked at Bai Xixi with wide eyes, and she was also full of horror.

"You... You..."Zhang Linxue stammered, "Are you really going to do it?!" Her tone was one of surprise and confusion.

Bai Xixi took Bai Doudou and landed firmly on the ground, she let go of Bai Doudou's hand, and Bai Doudou fell to the ground because of his weak legs.

He was really frightened, he didn't have any defense, he looked at the scene in front of him in horror, Bai Doudou's hands and feet began to become cold, and his breathing became heavy.

The whole room became unusually quiet, and the silence was a little weird.

Quietly, I could hear everyone's breathing, and the staggered breathing sounds were mixed together, showing the current situation.

Bai Xixi looked at Zhang Linxue arrogantly, "What don't you dare?" It's just going to kill you, and I'm going to do it. ”

"Sister Anxia said a lot, you have always hated those who killed your Grandpa Shu."

"But you yourself have finally become the person you hate, Zhang Linxue, you are no different from those people, and now you have become one of them." Bai Xixi's voice was like a demonic whisper.

Zhang Linxue's already wavering heart was completely turned to the side at this moment, she roared in despair, because of the injuries on her body, because of the severe pain caused by the dagger, and because she finally understood some truth now.

Looking back at the things she did before, she thought it was ridiculous, yes... Obviously she hates that kind of person the most, but why did she end up living like the person she hates?

What is the difference between her and those people? Zhang Linxue couldn't help laughing at herself.

She questioned herself in her heart, for so many years, she had never done anything serious, she had never been happy when she lived in a dark place all day.

Even if she occasionally won a few points against Qing Anxia, although she smiled, her heart was still empty.

Now she suddenly realized, thinking of those who were killed by her, her heart was mixed.

What Qing Anxia said is not wrong, when a person recognizes that he has done something wrong, he will really feel very regretful and self-blame.

She almost fainted from the pain in her body, but she gritted her teeth and didn't scream, she was silently enduring all this.

What is this pain compared to those who were killed by her?

What Qing Anxia said before, she can finally understand now.

Because she herself had experienced such a thing, she should know better than anyone what the consequences of doing so would be, but at that time she chose the wrong path.

And on this road, it is getting more and more crooked, and now that she is being pulled back on track, she feels really damned.

Her consciousness is gradually becoming blurred, and the realization is beginning to appear, and the ghost has not much strength left, and now speaking may kill her.

"Oh no! Anxia! Zhang Linxue is dying! I... I can't cure it! Lin Xiao's voice sounded very eager.

I turned my head to look at Zhang Linxue, the expression on her face was very complicated, I turned my head to look at Lin Xiao, "Okay, Xiaoxiao, you don't need treatment, she should have died." My tone was cold.

My words seemed to wake Lin Xiao up, Lin Xiao gave himself a slap and said, "Tut-tut! How did I forget! Ya's Zhang Linxue should be damned! ”

"I was nervous about her just now? Something is wrong with my brain! Lin Xiao said to himself.

Zhang Linxue's limbs began to become cold, her breathing began to become rapid, and she felt the breath of death, which was a huge torture for her.

Her aching forehead was covered with sweat, and sweat slid down her forehead to her face, dripping down her face and falling to the ground.

The sweat on her back soaked her clothes, and the clothes on her body stuck to her skin.

She was on the verge of death, and endless darkness was spreading towards her, and countless dark hands were about to drag her into the abyss.

Countless voices of grievances howled in her ears, and she knew what awaited her next, she knew very well.

The pain in her body did not abate, it continued to intensify, her breathing was rapid, and every time she breathed rapidly, the skin of her whole body would feel the pain that pierced her heart.

She felt the air around her become thinner, not enough for her to breathe.

But as soon as she thought of those she had killed, she felt that perhaps the pain was a relief? Or is it atonement......

Suddenly a child appeared in her mind, she seemed to think of something, the corners of Zhang Linxue's lips couldn't help but rise slightly, she looked up at me with difficulty, she seemed to say something to me.

I clasped my hands to my chest and looked at her coldly, I thought she would be cruel when she died. 90 look

"Qing Anxia, I have... Some ......" Her voice sounded faint.

But I could still hear what she was saying, and my brow furrowed slightly, and I looked at her suspiciously, "What's there?" ”

Zhang Linxue swallowed hard, she endured the severe pain all over her body and said, "I have regrets." ”

"I regretted killing the little girl's family that time, but it was too long ago and I forgot about it."

A flash of surprise flashed in my eyes, and I was surprised that she, who had been unruly and unruly just now, would say such a thing at this moment.

I was stunned, and I was stunned when I looked at her, "Do you really regret it?" ”

She nodded like me, "I'm running out of strength, I've put all my memories in here, you can wait and see." ”

"You'll know when you're done."

"It's been my fault all along, I'm sorry." Zhang Linxue smiled apologetically like me.

My pupils contracted suddenly, as if something was blocking my mind.

"Zhang Linxue, you ......" Before I finished speaking, her eyes closed.

"She's out of breath." Lin Xiaodao.

I nodded, "Well, I know." ”

I walked in front of her, and a white ball of light flew out of Zhang Linxue's forehead, and I read the memories inside.

Zhang Linxue's voice sounded in my head, "Qing Anxia, I knew that I was wrong about what happened before. ”

"I really regret all this unpleasantness I have caused you, I'm sorry."

"I know that these things can't be done with a word of sorry, I will atone for my sins in the world over there, in that dark abyss."

"Actually, you asked me if I regretted it before, actually."

"She was a little girl, I killed her parents, she looked very similar to me back then, and my heart softened."

"I didn't want to kill her, I seemed to see my former self in her."

"At that time, I couldn't help anything, I could only watch the death of my cherished people, and the despair and grief in her eyes were very similar to those I did at that time."

So I didn't do it, and I was asking myself, what am I doing? Why do you have to do this? ”

"But in the end, it was all covered up by the resentment in my heart, and the last bit of kindness I had was also covered up."

"I let her go that day, and after a few years, I met her this time, and of course I didn't recognize her immediately."

"She came to kill me at the time, her spiritual power is very low, she is not my opponent at all, I can easily kill her."

"But I didn't kill her right away, I tortured her for a long time, and the torture was not human."

When she was about to die, she sneered at me, "You should have killed me back then, you shouldn't have let me go!" ””

"When I heard this, my heart chuckled, and my first reaction was to try to heal her, but she was too badly injured."

"She died after she finished speaking, and my heart was empty that day, and I always felt like I had forgotten something, lost something."

"Later, after a long time, this matter was forgotten by me, and it was also caused by my own heart."

"My mentality is becoming more and more distorted day by day, what I am doing is completely messed up, and I have always been like a fly without a head."

"I don't know what to do, and as soon as I stop, those heavy memories will creep in, so I have to find something to do to keep myself busy."

"The back is getting more and more crooked, and now I can't accept what I've done."

"In the end, you pulled me back."

"What your spirit pet said at the time, you actually told her to tell me with a voice, right?"

"Don't ask me why I know."

"If you ask, it's probably because I know you too well."

"Thank you, thank you for being willing to reach out and pull someone like me ashore."

"Thank you so much, Haruyatsu."

This is the end of everything, and everything is silent.

The world seemed to be quiet at this moment, and I could hear my own heartbeat even when I was quiet.

I don't know why there is a feeling of relief and sadness.