Hongdou said: "What do you want to talk about?" Talking about getting Fang pregnant? I really don't understand, what does it matter to me if she is pregnant or not? You don't have to say anything to consult with me. I'm really not qualified to decide this kind of thing. ”

Jin Lan held her hand, her expression a little hurt: "Hongdou, you really don't understand my mind?" I ask you because I care about you. ”

"Ridiculous." Hongdou indifferently withdrew his hand, "Jin Lan, whoever you want to get pregnant, let whoever you want to get pregnant." When you came to ask me, you had already made up your mind. If you really care about my thoughts, why didn't you ask me when you got Fang pregnant? Now you're getting fake and disgusting. Of course, I wasn't qualified to care, and I didn't care about it. But don't say it as if I won't let her get pregnant. I don't carry this kind of black pot. ”

Jin Lan's expression was gloomy: "Hongdou, you have always been indifferent to me. ”

"Nope." Hongdou said, "I'm like this by nature, and it's not aimed at you for anything. Don't overthink it. ”

Although she said this, how could Jin Lan not feel that she was indifferent and didn't care about her.

When she was facing Guagua, she was so gentle and loving, and when she was facing her younger brother Wei Jintai, she was so careful. To the queen mother, it is reverence and loyalty.

Jin Lan will not forget that when she talked to the queen mother, she looked relaxed, smiling, and spoke softly.

Jin Lan felt that she hadn't seen her smile at herself for a long, long time.

Or is it that she really just never loved him.

From falling in love with her at first sight, to asking to marry her, to giving birth to her daughter Caicai.

Has it always been his wishful thinking?

Jin Lan's heart swelled with boundless loss.

He lowered his eyes, his thick eyelashes hiding the frustration in his eyes.

"Red Bean, maybe you yearn for the relationship between the emperor and the queen." He said slowly, "The emperor is devoted to the queen and ignores the rest of the harem concubines. But I can't. The Fang family is also a poor person, since she married into the Jin family, I can't let her stay alone in the empty house and live a miserable life. ”

Red Beans were silent.

Jin Lan tentatively shook the hand of the red bean and said softly: "Fang's miscarriage, the fault is mine." I only gave her one child, and I will never go to her house again. ”

"Whatever you want."

Hongdou withdrew his hand and said lightly, "The emperor and the queen are still outside, you still go out to serve." Don't be arguing about the kids here. ”

Jin Lan had no choice but to get out of the carriage.

After going down, he remembered something and said, "In a few days, I will go to Jiangnan again, and it will take about a month or two." You are at home with children, don't just take care of your children and ignore yourself. It doesn't matter what the people do. ”

"I know."

Azuki pulled up the curtain.

Jin Lan looked at the curtain for a while, as if she wanted to see the beautiful face in the carriage through the curtain.

He wanted to talk to her again, but the thought of her indifferent face made him lose his courage again.

"Husband," Fang Ximei walked over, holding a teacup in her hand, "Just now I asked the girl in Tsing Yi next to the queen for a cup of tea, and my husband took a sip to quench his thirst." ”

"I'm not thirsty, drink it yourself."

Where did Jin Lan have the heart to drink her tea, "I'm about to leave for the city, you can go back to your carriage too." ”

"Doesn't the husband ride with the concubine?"

"I ride a horse."

Jin Lan strode away.

Fang Ximei looked at his back and sighed softly.

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