Chapter 12 The beginning of spring
Spring is on, and the weather is getting warmer. Osan is very close to them, and now that the New Year has passed, the flowers and trees on the top of the mountain are not willing to be lonely, and many of them have emerged flower bones, looking at the past from afar, a red glow. Zixi doesn't know what's wrong, every time she goes out with Sheng Ling'er, she feels very comfortable. I can't see her for a day or two, and I can't help but want to see her, he doesn't know what's going on, what to do, he guesses it's because Sheng Ling'er is different from ordinary people, which makes him feel so dependent.
Since he was a child, he has been under the kind of beating and scolding of Sheng Laosan. He wrapped himself slowly, habitually lowering his eyelashes to prevent others from seeing his thoughts, he hid himself a little deeper, a little deeper, so that Sheng Laosan didn't notice him, and he wouldn't be beaten again. That day, Sheng Laosan pressed him in the village and beat him, although everyone in the village knew that Sheng Laosan loved to beat people, and he was even more punched and kicked, but at that time, Zixi couldn't help but be angry in his heart, and the resentment and anger that were hidden deeply couldn't help but come out, and the eyes of those villagers looking at him seemed to have turned into knives.
He almost wanted to fight with Sheng Laosan desperately, but as soon as he thought of Sheng Laosan's strength in beating people, that kind of subconscious fear came out, Sheng Laosan was drunk once the year before last, and directly kicked him into the river, and scolded him for being useless while laughing, the fear of drowning and Sheng Laosan's beating and scolding after were entangled together, and came out when he wanted to resist, and ······ He knew that he couldn't beat Sheng Laosan, so he thought about it, and it wasn't that he hadn't been beaten.
But at this time, the originally arrogant Sheng Laosan was kicked in the head, and before he came back to his senses, he saw the girl god soldier descending from heaven to save him.
He was extremely surprised at that time, when he followed Yu Meihua to Sheng Ling'er's house, he felt that Sheng Ling'er was 'wrong'. When looking at people, the eyes are clear and bright, and there is no dodging in the slightest. Although he is a little thin, the whole person does not give people a feeling of cowardice, and his eyes are particularly clear. It's not at all as gloomy as the villagers say.
But he didn't think about it that much at the time, he just felt that Sheng Ling'er lived differently from the people in the village, but he didn't pay much attention to it. In this world, I can't control where I can take care of others.
But since Sheng Ling'er saved her that time, his mind has changed. He never thought that a teenage girl's fists were so hard that Sheng Laosan didn't dare to confront her head-on, you must know that Sheng Laosan is notoriously difficult to mess with in the village, and then Sheng Linger took him up the mountain to hunt prey, and the breeze blew through the girl's cheeks, just blocking some, just reflecting Sheng Linger's clear and clear eyes.
She didn't look at the young man, her eyes looked straight at the road ahead, her eyes were fearless, everything in the world was reflected in her eyes, and the moment she revealed her original appearance, he felt as if something in his life had quietly changed, and Sheng Ling'er gave him the courage to face it.
And later taught him martial arts, in a short period of time, Zixi could feel that his body was much better than before, and even walked as if he had more courage, when his mother might be in danger, he secretly followed to protect the person who should be protected, which was taught to him by Sheng Ling'er.
After Sheng Laosan's incident, he didn't imagine the so-called happiness or sadness, this time he and Yu Meihua didn't take Sheng Laosan out to say, but they avoided this topic in their hearts, but the more uneasy they were, although Sheng Laosan was gone, but there were only two people left in the room, he and Yu Meihua, Zixi found that he didn't care as much as he imagined.
On the contrary, Sheng Laosan was like a shadow that enveloped them. Not to mention anything else, Zixi will see that in the middle of the night, she still has Sheng Laosan's name in her mouth, and her face is sometimes scared and fearful, and sometimes it turns into vague hatred and disgust.
Zixi was a little out of breath in this place.
He went to Sheng Ling'er, sometimes he was even afraid that it was a dream······
He was afraid that if he woke up from the dream, there would be nothing.
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After Zixi came, Sheng Ling'er's house was a lot cleaner, although she was not lazy, but she was not very diligent, Zixi came every three or five times. After every time he came. The house was completely new, the water was hot, and the dust in the corners of the house was wiped clean. Even Ji Peng went in to help.
It's funny. Sheng Linger originally thought that raising chickens was not a difficult thing, but after raising them, she found that it was not difficult to raise chickens, but it was too dirty, right?
At first, they didn't think that they went to the market to buy dozens of chickens, and the chickens were quite cute, with round bodies and tender mouths, Sheng Yun sometimes carried them away. But as the chicken grew bigger and bigger, Sheng Ling'er's mind changed, how could this chicken grow up and lose the cuteness when she was a child. One by one, they stretched their necks as if they were going to nag someone. And in the past, her yard seemed to be at least refreshing, and after raising chickens, from time to time when she stepped into it, she would find a puddle of yellow and white solids. Every time Sheng Ling'er went to clean the chicken shed, she frowned, and every time she came out of it, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
It was also at this time that Sheng Linger found out that she ······ Maybe there is also a habit of cleanliness.
Zixi is like the legendary snail girl, in Sheng Ling'er's place, where she sees something bad and dirty, she will easily get it right, and gradually, Sheng Ling'er feels that something is wrong.
Sheng Ling'er thought about this during the day, and when she was about to fall asleep at night, Zixi's face became clearer and clearer. After tossing for half an hour, Sheng Ling'er shook her head, she couldn't sleep anyway, so she simply got out of bed and opened the door and walked into the yard.
She is a martial arts practitioner, and her steps are naturally lighter than others. There was not even a trace of sound, although it was already past the first month, and it was warm when the sun shone down, but it was still cold at night, Sheng Ling'er was still wearing a single clothes, but she didn't notice the cold.
She looked up at the moon in the sky, thinking that the sky here was so blue, and she remembered many things about the cold wind.
Crossing the ······ before
She followed the old man at the age of ten, before she was ten years old. Sheng Ling'er smiled suddenly, and the corners of her mouth were a little cold.
At that time, he was a little kid who complained all day long, if there was no master, what would life be like now?
----- will she be the same as those people, will she also be numb and become the kind of person she hates the most, and then his days in the mountains with the master became a little boring. But compared to the past, it is a world of difference.
She was a person who had been disgusted by her parents since she was six years old, so disgusted that she was thrown on the railroad tracks. Probably because she was different when she was a child, she got into a lot of trouble at an age when others could only drink milk, and when she was nine years old, she was sent to the welfare home and ran away, living a life of 'going with the flow'. She slept on a park bench at night and rummaged through the street during the day with discarded expired bread.
It's good luck to think about it now, I didn't get caught by human traffickers. After half a year, she has not suffered any hardships during this time, and she has not suffered any crimes, so what can't Sheng Ling'er bear?
is such a psychology that makes her more resilient than others, practicing martial arts is not only talented, it is common for her face to be blown stiff in the winter, Sheng Linger has never shouted bitterness, so that her master and several senior brothers are amazed.
She suddenly came to a strange dynasty, and it was impossible to say that she didn't care at all. It's just that those were deeply suppressed by her. She told herself that since she came, she would live well.
Not to mention that she has a fate with the original owner, she has the same name and surname······
But this is not important, but Sheng Yun's child's life is almost hanging on him. Through these days of getting along, Sheng Yun has a sister, a kitten-like face, and often looks at Sheng Ling'er carefully and flatteringly! On weekdays, she is very active in doing everything, like that, as if she is afraid that Sheng Ling'er will not want her.
In fact, Sheng Ling'er had already regarded Sheng Yun as her sister.
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She looked at the sky, returned to the house, she took advantage of the moonlight to go into the cooking place to see that the rice and noodles at home were all gone, and there was still a carrot left, which was just a day's ration, Sheng Ling'er looked at it, thinking that tomorrow she would still have to go to the mountains to hunt.
The last money left over from last time has already bought a chick, and now there is really no penny in his pocket.
When Xi came on the second day, Sheng Ling'er looked at Zixi's actions and was even more convinced that she was not wrong.
Zixi ······ Isn't it a bit flattering to her?
Sheng Ling'er felt a little uncomfortable last night, this is good, why?
With this idea, Sheng Ling'er wanted to test it, so she didn't greet her as usual, nodded and didn't move. Sheng Ling'er originally had a cold temperament, the face of the original owner was not a pleasant face, a pair of eyes were as clear as a cold tan, without the liveliness and cuteness of a girl, but calmly overdone.
Although he doesn't usually look like this, Zixi has been with her for a few days after all, and he feels that something is wrong with the atmosphere at the moment.
Even though he has become more and more creative in recent days, he was immediately beaten back to his original appearance in front of Sheng Ling'er. He glanced at it cautiously and said, and after a while, he walked inside and smiled at Sheng Ling'er: "Sister Ling'er, my mother just took out a few steamed buns from the pot, she just steamed them, do you want to taste one?" I ate it, and it was delicious. ”
"I'm not hungry." Sheng Ling'er spoke, turned around and went about something else.
Zixi pursed her lips.
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