Chapter 11: No regrets for the rest of your life
I went into the house and looked at them and asked, "What's wrong, it's starting to argue again." ”
He said to his younger brother, "Don't you like me?" Every time I come back, it's either a fight or a fight. ”
He said, "What's your business?"
I don't want to mess with him.
Mom turned around and went into the kitchen, and after a while shouted, "Little mercy, there is no salt at home, you go buy some and come back." ”
"Okay, Mom"
He said, "I'm going too."
Mom said, "What are you going to do, you'll be eating right away." In a moment, I'll look for you from there. ”
"I'll be back in a moment, all the way with my sister."
"Then you go together, go and come back quickly."
As he walked, his steps slowed. I knew he was going to hang out with his fox friends.
"You wait a while, do you want to go back with me?"
"To"
"I know what you're going to do, I can't control you. You'd better wait for me here when I get back, though. ”
In about half an hour or so, I was back.
Seeing him and a group of people in the distance, he stepped forward and said, "Let's go, go home." ”
"Roll"
Even if I knew what kind of character he was, when I heard this, I couldn't help but feel a little touched in my heart.
I left on my own, didn't wait for him, and didn't want to wait.
In the evening I said to him, "You already have the ability, what am I to you, sister!" Please ask yourself, have I treated you badly for so many years? Don't tell me, you're kidding. Even if it's a joke, I can't accept it. How many people have said many hurtful words and done many things through joking words. You think they're joking, but they're just looking for an opportunity to bully you. These are the things they really want to do.
Let's not say that I am your sister, just say that everything I have done to you for so many years is not worthy of your respect? ”
"It's not the first time I've said that."
"Yes, not for the first time, I told you that I didn't want to put up with you for a long time."
"Do you think that if you say this, you will appear to be more superior and have face? I tell you no, others will only think you are uneducated. ”
"I've long seen you as unpleasant, day by day, you tell me who owes you. Why should others accommodate you unconditionally? ”
Look for yourself, don't read books and do nothing. Mother makes it for you every day and feeds you. Isn't she hard? You think you're still very young, you were born into a wealthy family, you should be held in the palm of your hand?
In addition, you dare to provoke her, why, you want your mother to live by looking at you.
Within a radius of 100 miles, there is a parent who dares to let their children stay with you. Do you have no idea what you yourself are like in their eyes?
Obviously, you yourself said that you wanted to be with me, what, could it be that I was shameless and pulled you hard. But in the end, I was wrong.
"I was filled with joy and thought that it didn't matter if others bullied me, because you are still there, and your preciousness is incomparable. What I didn't expect was that I overestimated my place in your hearts. Like a fool, you deserve it. ”
I won't accommodate you in the future, and you won't think about what you can get from me. When I was used to you, you were a treasure. When you don't need you, you're worthless. If you go on, I want to see where my bottom line is for you.
Turn away.
Thinking of the boy who saved today. I took a little food and medicine and went out.
I remember I put him in a pavilion and said, "Hey, are you awake?" "I called not far away
No response.
When I got closer, I saw that he was pale and his lips were chapped, so I hurriedly gave him a little water.
"Hmm..."
You're awake.
What's your name, how are you hurt, do you need to make a phone call to report your safety to your family?
"Mu Chen"
Yes?
My name
"What about you?"
"Gu Lian"
He whispered to Gu Ying's self-pity.
I said, "Hmm."
The atmosphere became warm, and Mu Chen looked at Gu Lian. She looked particularly seductive in a loose pink shirt. Because of the height, the eyes should not be seen carelessly, a butterfly, lifelike, that is a birthmark.
After a long time, Gu Lian said, "I'm going back, and I'll come back to you tomorrow." You'll be fine here alone, do you want to come home with me? ”
"No need, I've already caused you a lot of trouble."
After she left, she watched as the sky grew darker and darker. Knowing that this place should not stay for a long time, I silently said in my heart: "I remember the grace of today, and I will come to you myself in the future." ”
The figure disappeared into the night.
Early the next morning, Gu Lian came to look for the boy. found that he had left, so he said angrily: "It's really rude, I left like this, and I didn't even say thank you." Hey, forget it, just save a self-eyed wolf. ”
Walking on the path home, in a good mood. The sides of the road are full of flowers, and the grass under the shelter of the big trees is green and dancing in the wind.
I remembered what Mr. Yu Guangzhong said: "A wisp of fragrance, self-purification, idealistic pure land, a ray of moonlight, a drop of dew, a white lotus, a flower and a dust, a leaf and a Bodhi are holy, everything is like a flower, and a flower is like everything." The blue water reflects the sky, and the flowers smile wonderfully and calmly, just like the vicissitudes of life, the wind and dust wrinkle the face, dye the temples white, thin the muscles and bones, although the days are bitter, but they have not lost thousands of hardships to be able to melt into it calmly.
Just like the Zen saying in the "Buddhist Classics": a flower is a paradise, a grass is a world, a tree is a Bodhi, a soil is like coming, a pure land on one side, a smile on the edge of the dust, a thought is quiet, and the heart is a lotus flower. Repeat the silent recitation, and the heart is clear. This is the best way to illustrate this state of mind. ”
Life is long, and in this long-distance journey of life, strangers, you might as well slow down a little and stop more at the scenery along the way.
Whoever says that he wants to go to the top of the mountain cannot stop halfway up the mountain. When you're tired, just take a breath. Give the mind a chance to relax and also give yourself a chance to breathe.
Look at the story of "The Snail and the Eagle": "The eagle has a brilliant genius, and with a flick of its wings effortlessly, it reaches the top of the mountain." On the contrary, the snail has no talent, and can only crawl slowly, after countless falls, but it is not discouraged. Instead, adjust your mentality and continue to climb slowly. Finally, with its efforts, it finally reached the top of the mountain. ”
The scenery seen by the snail and the eagle at the top of the mountain is the same, but the scenery along the way of the snail is not what the eagle can see.
Stopping doesn't mean we have to give up, it's about preparing for the good to move forward.
So, while the sun is not dry and the breeze is just right, go and meet the people you want to meet but dare not meet, say what you dare not say, and do what you dare not do.
Don't grow old with time, leaving behind a lot of regrets.