The coach was shocked by Han Jiazhi's sudden action, but he didn't push Han Jiazhi away, nor did he ask her what had happened recently.

just gently patted Han Jiazhi's shoulder and patiently comforted Han Jiazhi.

Neither of them spoke, one was not good at confiding in their tragic experiences, and the other was concerned about the other party's emotions, so they accompanied them silently.

He watched Han Jiazhi grow up, from a thin little girl to this slim. He watched Han Jiazhi bleed and watched her grit her teeth on stage and persevere.

But I've never seen her so depressed as she is now.

It's like an abandoned cat, looking for the only shelter for her.

She is fragile and sensitive, self-reliant and in need of company. She's conflicted, but that's okay because everyone is conflicted. Han Jiazhi just needs a little time to accept and grow.

After all, what else can she do now but accept it?

She has nothing left, how bad can it be at worst?

Han Jiazhi changed his clothes and began to train frantically. No, to be precise, she's venting. Vent your anger and vent your frustration.

The recent incidents have made her angry.

Why did all these bloody things happen to her? Why do bad things keep coming up one after another?

Why isn't she Han Yan's daughter? Why did Liu Dingli lie to himself? Why is Zheng Zhong full of conspiracy and calculations against her? Why is her eighteen-year-old life such a mess.

There are too many whys, so that she has accumulated countless resentments and resentments towards the world in her heart, and she even wants to shout: I'll fuck your life!

From birth, God favored her very much. gave her countless loves and superior backgrounds, love this kind of thing, for Han Jiazhi, like money, is a kind of thing that can be squandered at will.

Because she knew that the Han and Zheng families had a lot of money that could not be spent.

But what she doesn't know is that love can be faked.

The love that pretends to be like counterfeit money, and she will one day have to pay for the counterfeit money she squandered.

Liu Dingli has been pretending to be in front of her for almost ten years, dutifully playing the role of a childhood sweetheart, and Han Jiazhi can be said to be on call. He is more punctual and faithful than a servant.

Because Liu Dingli played it so successfully, that Han Jiazhi labeled him an incomparable label, and he could even be on an equal footing with Han Jiazhi's freedom, which is more important than life.

As long as Han Jiazhi is mentioned, there will inevitably be Liu Dingli's shadow.

She and Liu Dingli have long been inseparable.

But the white characters were in black, and each one written on them seemed to be dividing her into pieces with a knife, and then like a business, weighing the pounds and pounds with a scale, and carrying out a bargaining business.

In every word, they are eating her flesh, gnawing her bones, and drinking her blood.

And the most ridiculous thing is that that person is still his biological father.

The father who grew up with him since he was a child, the father who was once taken out by himself to show off, but behind his back he was plotting with others how to raise her to waste.

Zheng Zhong said: "My Jiazhi can grow up carefree without learning anything, and my father only hopes that you can be happy." ”

How great it sounded at the time, how disgusting it is in retrospect.

He said to himself that he didn't have to learn, but he taught him everything.

Father's love is just a mask of hypocrisy, and when the mask is broken, what is revealed is something even more terrifying than a tiger.

And Han Yan ......

Han Jiazhi was sweating profusely and lying on the stage, breathing heavily. When she closed her eyes, her mind was full of Han Yan's voice. She said hysterically to Han Jiazhi: "I am the only person in the world who loves you, and everyone else is full of calculations for you." Do you think they really love you? It's just because you are Han Jiazhi, the heir of the Han family! ”

Han Jiazhi felt harsh at first. Now that I think about it, it's a truth. It's just that the only difference is that Han Yan also loves her because of her Han heir.

Some time ago, her mind was a mess, like a garbage can. Sometimes it's stuffed with unsorted garbage, but it's empty.

She seems to have turned into a stuttering computer, and the virus has made it impossible for her to control her brain. She could only let the virus rage in her mind.

And now, she has finally driven the virus away and cleaned up the garbage.

She was able to recall everything that had happened during this time.

Thinking about it, I suddenly found that Han Jiazhi's life was like a joke.

The hypocritical companionship of friends, the love of a father with special intentions, and the love of a mother that can be transferred at any time.

All these have made the arrogant Han Jiazhi a complete joke, she is an idiot who has been teased for 18 years.

She thought she was a princess, but she suddenly realized that she was just a clown.

If you say, the place where she was locked up in the past was an amusement park built for her by adults. Now, the place where she was held was turned into an abandoned factory full of stench and flies.

The breath here made it hard for her to breathe, and she didn't even want to stay an extra day.

But instead of asking anyone for help, or holding Du Zhiqian's hand, she would rather stay in a foul-smelling place and listen to the annoying cries of flies.

Because Han Jiazhi will never bow his head and ask for help.

Some people say that it doesn't matter if she asks for her own hardships, some people say that she is too proud, Han Jiazhi never pays attention to the suggestions and evaluations given to her by others.

Some people may think that Du Zhiqian is her only way out.

But Han Jiazhi didn't think much that Du Zhiqian was not her retreat, but an abyss.

If you fall, you'll be trapped forever and unable to climb up.

Go to a madman for help, that's the act of a madman.

Han Jiazhi looked at the ceiling and let out a long breath.

I suddenly remembered the rose in The Little Prince.

She seems to be the rose that grows on the moon, covered by an oxygen cylinder and carefully cared for. And she never looked at who was taking care of her, but at the endless galaxy, the Milky Way that could never be reached.

Until one day, someone took her oxygen cylinder away and she couldn't breathe. The pressure of the move weighed heavily on her, squeezing her in all directions, snatching every ounce of her air.

She realized that not everyone could have the oxygen at their fingertips. It turned out that the world was not as beautiful as she imagined, and after escaping from the oxygen tank, it was not the bright galaxy that greeted her.

It's an endless sense of oppression.