Filling in the report information, paying the tuition, Senior Hua Zheng and he gave me careful advice in front of me, and his patience made me excited and a little shy.

At that time, China Mobile Unicom and PHS held a sunshade umbrella on the campus to help the newcomers choose a package for the new students, and he took me and my mother to pass by the beautiful senior sister under the umbrella, smiling and consulting my opinion:

"Sister, you can choose a suitable campus package, when you are homesick, it only costs 1 cent a minute for a long distance"

Cell phone.

When homesick.

The whole campus was bustling with activity, but I had a feeling of emptiness.

How could I be homesick? How could I possibly think about that sinful place?

I looked him in the eye in the middle of nowhere.

Suddenly, I saw a dark shadow, and the black shadow sneered at the girl who was sitting in a dark corner with her knees folded and crying, as if she had decided to shatter all the thoughts that the girl should not have.

I used my long-standing stubbornness to say in a straight voice:

"Senior, I'm sorry, I don't have a mobile phone, my relatives can count it with a slap, and I don't know any number in my hometown, my family has no money and no fixed telephone, and the admission notice is all about running dozens of back and forth in my village and town, so I didn't miss it. I understand your kindness, thank you. ”

He stared straight.

The sun is a bit big.

It seemed to evaporate a trace of moisture from his eyes, and it was quickly transpired away.

My mother and I were waiting for him with some of our luggage, like 2 refugees.

He was so wooden that I was a little panicked, and then he returned to his senses:

"There is a row of public telephones in front of the girls' dormitory building that has not been removed, you can insert the Luoyang bus card, but one minute and a half, the voice may not be very clear, you need to amplify your voice when you call, I will take you back to the dormitory to recognize the road, and I will take you to the office in the afternoon..."

The mother beside her had already put down her luggage and gasped, she couldn't wait for Hua Zheng to finish speaking, and hurriedly waved her hand to interrupt him:

"It costs money to hand over the office card, I see that your school is so good-looking, and the people are so kind-hearted, I am relieved, what kind of phone to call.

Xiaojun, the village chief has a phone at his house, and your father just had a fight with the village chief, even if you call him, he will definitely not pass it to us, you can save it.

After paying the tuition fee for you, there are still three hundred left, all of which will be used as living expenses for you, if you have any money left over for the Chinese New Year, you will go home, if you have no money, you can see if you can find some work at school. Didn't your junior high school teacher say that you can earn a lot of money if you have a work-study program in college?

All these years have passed outside, and when you come home, you are fighting with your sister and brother, and your brain hurts.

I heard your teacher say that college is a good place, there is this scholarship and bonus, and also said that there are student loans, we don't know how to do student loans, you think about it yourself in the coming year, your head shell is going to be used on this, you think about the tuition fees for the next year, your father pointed to me and said, the tuition fees for the next year bite his life and can't borrow it, you find a way to graduate quickly, and earn money to pay off the debt after graduation!

It's not easy for your dad and me to support your sisters, you understand us. It's not because of you, we haven't paid off the family planning fine, and now we owe these four or five thousand, and they all say that you can go to Tsinghua University, it's a shame! If it weren't for your grandmother who grabbed me before she died, I wouldn't have let you go to any university, what can you do with 5,000 yuan! ”

…

Hua Zheng was stunned in place.

He seemed to be surprised in his eyes and surprised in his ears, and he couldn't digest the opening and closing of the woman's mouth on the other side for a moment.

I listened quietly, and somehow the report letter and propaganda paper in my hand wrinkled slightly between my fingers.

She is my grandmother's biological daughter and my biological mother.

However, whether it is temperament or physical appearance, she is completely different from my grandmother and me.

It seems that my grandmother is the one who gave birth to me and raised me.

Every winter when my grandmother was alive, every Chinese New Year's Eve, my grandmother and I, the old and the young, took out a pot of wood-fired radish stewed bacon from the bottom of the pot in that small thatched-roof mud house.

The two of us had a big meal that could only be eaten once in half a year, and I felt so delicious that my tongue was about to fall off, and my grandmother looked at me and smiled like a child.

In that seemingly insignificant little happiness, we happily end all the unhappiness of the past year, and usher in the new year when she will be shorter and I will be taller.

At the moment before my grandmother died, I was running wildly and crying on the road dozens of miles away.

But no matter how hard I tried and how I ran, I ran and ran until one of my shoes fell off, and I didn't want to stop.

But I was still late, and I didn't get to see my grandmother for the last time.

Later, according to my aunt, at the last moment before my grandmother died, it was my mother's hand that was grabbing her, and she begged her daughter, my mother, to let me continue to go to college.

At this moment, I didn't dare to interrupt her, despite the presence of others.

I listened respectfully, listening to the education of my grandmother and daughter in front of me.

After all, if even she doesn't want me anymore, then in this world, my account will have nowhere to put it.

Am I completely a person, a black household?

I ended up nodding silently to her.

The mother finally stopped.

I suddenly found that under the scorching sun, the senior accompanied us, standing in this bustling flow of people, standing in the air that seemed to be boiling for a long time.

Hua Zheng didn't interrupt our mother and daughter, I don't know if he noticed my trembling hands.

He stood quietly, as if he were with me, listening carefully to what my mother was saying.

is really a handsome senior who is both cultured and elegant. I nodded apologetically at him, speaking a little slowly, trying to make the Mandarin standard:

"I'm sorry senior, my mother is like this, her mouth is relatively straight. Senior, the phone is quite redundant, I don't have anyone's phone number at home to call, the senior still took us to do accommodation, took the overnight train, just didn't think, this is done, I think it's still very tiring. ”

He nodded, wanting to reply to me with his gaze, but at that time, I didn't know how my eyes were reddened, but I quickly staggered my eyes from him.

Since then, he has been very quiet, and there is no longer too much narration and introduction to guide the way.

He silently walked beside my mother and me and led us to the girls' dormitory.

Finally, as if to break the silence, he smiled and summed it up at length:

"We arrived, aunt and Zijun jun, the front is the girls' dormitory, boys can't enter, your class 1 girls' dormitory is assigned 401, there is a dormitory administrator on the right hand side of the door, you look for her to ask for the key, the freshman dormitory is newly configured, the dormitory 4 cabinets are beds, we came early, the school girl can pick a favorite bed by herself. What's the problem, Zijun Xuemei, you can call me..."

He interrupted abruptly.

Junlang eyebrows, with apologetic words:

"I'm sorry, I forgot, you can... You can go to apartment 1 of the boys' dormitory over there and find me, I'm in building 101, the first window on the east side of the first floor, you can hear me if you shout at the window. ”

I later learned that he had never actually lived on campus, and that night was his first night on campus.

"Thank you, senior, I will adapt quickly wherever I go, I will trouble you enough today, thank you."

He turned around and took a few steps, when he suddenly turned around again, grabbed my arm carrying the luggage, and said with a hint of urgency:

"Classmate Zijun, Auntie, it's time for dinner soon, why don't I wait for you downstairs here, and introduce to you, how to eat?"

I remember that at that time, I was a little stunned, but my mother replied:

"Young man, you are really enthusiastic, this time it is really unfortunate, I have to leave in a while, I bought a train ticket at 1 o'clock in the afternoon, a ticket is dozens of yuan, I can't miss it, I still have several sesame fires, I can't be hungry"

He looked at me as if I was the one who could dictate to him.