The weather is indeed getting a lot cooler, and it may be even more lonely at home at night.

While watching "Listening to Thunder", I wrote a diary of going to bed early, and I rested early after writing. Maybe it's because I got up early this morning, but I'm a little tired and looking at the computer and taking a nap unconsciously.

I slept a little bit last night, but I didn't have any more nightmares. Maybe the reason for using a steam hot compress eye mask yesterday, wear it before going to bed, the light fragrance of lavender is easy to relax, the eyes are moist and hot and warm to the touch, it seems that there is a person's body temperature around you, this feeling is very familiar but unfamiliar, and it makes people obsessed.

By the way, I also specially thanked N today, thank you for the eye patch she sent. I won't use it often in the future, unless I go to bed late.

In the morning, according to AH's instructions, I only brought one porridge and two steamed buns today. I sent a message to AH to ask her if she had enough breakfast, and she said enough.

I replied that I need to supplement nutrition for reading books, and if I want to eat tea eggs or others, just tell me directly.

AH also agreed, but sometimes she just didn't tell me directly that it was not delicious or that she didn't say anything unless I asked.

Today AH took the initiative to send me a message asking if I knew a colleague at the train station who was going to pick up people at the train station on Friday.

I thought about it, and there was indeed a master who lived near the train station in the workshop, so maybe I could take a ride.

I told her to ask, no, I'm replying to you. AH said that she really can't take a taxi by herself, and she will arrive at the station at five o'clock, she should ask for leave to go, it should be a very important person in AH.

Family, relatives or people you like. I asked my colleagues in the office, and there were either no time on Friday or too late to leave work.

I'm going to tell AH tomorrow that she doesn't mind me riding her to the train station. I said that either the battery car will lend you and you will ride to pick it up, AH said that riding is not very good, and it is not safe.

I've only worn AH twice before on a bike, and I remember it vividly. N participated in the women's table tennis competition today and won the second place, making a splash.

I'm happy to tell me that it's a pity that I didn't have time to watch and cheer her on. N told me that others said that she was easy to lose when she served, and I said that it was very good, but the strength was a little less and she lacked skill, and she could learn to serve downspin in the future.

The next time you have a chance to win the championship, you have potential. I haven't been in touch again since I was busy in the afternoon. I sent the well-written quality essay to N to help revise it, but she didn't reply.

The names are all written in N, and I just finished writing to make up enough words. N also started to read books today to prepare for the exam, and sent me a revised article at 7 o'clock in the evening, saying that she was still reading in the office and that she was about to be eaten by mosquitoes.

It's really strange that there are so many mosquitoes when it's cold. I wanted to bring her the mosquito repellent that was unused at home, but she refused and said she wouldn't let me be so nice to her.

I didn't think much about it, just out of the care and concern of my friends. I said I'm good to my friends, and a little bit nicer to you.

N and AH are the same people I want to take care of, and I don't have any female friends, so I'll take extra care of AH and N.

I asked AH before, I want to take care of you without hesitation to be good to you, AH doesn't think so, always ask her what I like, I say everything she doesn't believe my words.

She didn't allow me to continue liking her. N too, she told me today not to spend so much energy on people who are destined to be passers-by.

I said it's okay, okay~_~ but it's all people I'm willing to do, and I don't care too much about the result.

In fact, some experiences are more important than results, and you can always learn something, which is content.

These are also the things that AH taught me. I like that a person can't be with her, can't have her, just let go of her and bless her, hoping that she is good, I feel like I have been able to do it.

AH and N have come to an agreement, they read books every day, have pursuits and goals, and sooner or later they will leave here, and I will most likely not change anything.

I also promised N that I would take care of her as much as I could, until she left the city. It's the same with AH, I'll show up whenever she needs me.

In such days, it becomes very simple to have expectations and colleagues or friends who can care and take care of them, and I really hope that such days can be slower and longer.

Good night!