Chapter 230: No Name and No Points
Chapter 230: No Name and No Points
I saw Ji Feiyan look up at Chu Hengyu in front of him, his eyes were full of indescribable emotions, and he asked in a trembling voice: "I didn't do this in the hope that you could help me anything." ”
She curled the corners of her mouth slightly, only to make her already unhappy look even more sad.
"I thought that what I wanted, you should understand, and only you could give it to me."
Chu Hengyu frowned and watched Ji Feiyan say these words, and did not look away from his gaze, and did not even look at Ji Feiyan without dodging.
But there is no friendship in these eyes, just calmly makes people feel that all the enthusiasm and hope in their hearts have been extinguished.
But only Ji Feiyan, as if he never knew how to give up, continued to look at Chu Hengyu, and said softly: "I thought that this time you should always see my heart." ”
Chu Hengyu sighed, not knowing where the obsession in Ji Feiyan's heart came from.
He regards the other party as a good friend, and naturally hopes that she can let go of this hopeless idea at first glance.
Let's not talk about the rules of this medicine palace, now that she is no longer a saint, Chu Hengyu only hopes that she can really meet a confidant, instead of putting all her experiences on herself meaninglessly.
Chu Hengyu knew that he should say something to refuse, and he didn't think of using a tactful way to not make the other party sad because he knew the other party once.
As long as it is a heartfelt feeling, no matter how gentle the way, once the word "rejection" is spoken, it will become the sharpest knife.
Therefore, at such a time, Chu Hengyu didn't want to delay others, so he replied very calmly and directly: "If you really think so, then I want you to apologize, but what you want, I can't give it to you." ”
He even felt that this was not straightforward enough, and continued: "I don't know if I have done anything that you misunderstood, but I have only Su Su in my heart from beginning to end, and I will not change in this life." ”
Ji Feiyan looked at Chu Hengyu in a daze, never thinking that he would get such a response.
Every word of what Chu Hengyu said came into her ears, but none of them corresponded to the expectations in her heart.
The jar that was originally filled with honey was opened at the most expectant time, only to find that not only was there no sweetness in it, but it was bitter and bitter, and it filled her vacant heart endlessly.
But this time, she didn't feel sad and hopeless, but after hearing Bai Susu's name, she had endless hatred.
Even though this person has left now, Chu Hengyu still only remembers her alone in his heart.
Such a woman who had no merit, what kind of ecstasy drug did Chu Hengyu give him to make him so fascinated.
Ji Feiyan now understands why Bai Susu agreed so happily at that time, I am afraid that he had expected such a result.
The anger in her heart couldn't be suppressed for a while, but it couldn't be shown in Chu Hengyu.
Even after getting a rejected answer, Ji Feiyan did not dispel the thoughts in his heart.
Now it's only because Bai Susu has left not long ago, and with Chu Hengyu's affectionate temperament, it's understandable to still remember her.
She believes that as long as she is always by Chu Hengyu's side, as before, with him, talking about his ideals and the future, one day, they will return to their best appearance.
So Ji Feiyan still didn't leave, just lowered his head, and asked in a low voice for the last time: "Do you really not give me any hope at all?" We were, and were, each other's confidants. ”
Chu Hengyu knew that before he met Bai Susu, Ji Feiyan was indeed his rare confidant.
The two people have similar interests and want to make the people happy with their own hands.
But this is just a confidant, Chu Hengyu has never had thoughts of Ji Feiyan beyond his friends.
He once thought that he would only take the battle to heart when he was fighting a horse.
And it was only when he saw Bai Susu that he understood what it was like to love someone.
Therefore, in the face of Ji Feiyan's true feelings, he never thought of softening his attitude in order to take into account Ji Feiyan's interests.
only listened to Chu Heng's words, which was still serious, and even after seeing Ji Feiyan's sad appearance, he was not moved in the slightest.
Even when he refused, he replied with Ji Feiyan as a friend, and this time, he returned to his position as the king of a country.
Just said: "I am willing to promise you glory and wealth, and you will have no worries in your life, but only love matters, and you can't control what you want in your heart, I hope you can find a lover, and you don't have to pay my heart wrong." ”
After he finished saying this, he took a step back, and made way for some distance from Ji Feiyan, and then said the last sentence, "I can only thank you, and it is impossible to have a little more." ”
After speaking, Chu Hengyu didn't give Ji Feiyan any more chance to speak, turned around and left.
And Ji Feiyan, who had been rejected several times, hadn't even come back to his senses, he could only see the back of Chu Hengyu leaving, and disappeared in the blink of an eye.
The words that Chu Hengyu said just now can be said to have left no room for Ji Feiyan at all, and returned all the sincerity she gave without any nostalgia.
Even if Ji Feiyan knew that it was indeed not a suitable occasion for him to say such a thing today, he didn't expect that Chu Hengyu's response this time would be even more heart-wrenching.
It's just that when Chu Hengyu left, Ji Feiyan, who originally looked sad and sad, raised his head, but there were no tears and pain on his face.
She just silently clenched her hand, and her heart was even more determined.
Now she has nothing, for the sake of Chu Hengyu, even if she does anything, she will not hesitate at all.
Therefore, no matter how firmly Chu Hengyu rejected her, Ji Feiyan would not flinch at all.
Although Chu Hengyu said those words, he didn't let Ji Feiyan leave the palace like this.
After all, after knowing that Ji Feiyan was expelled from the Medicine Palace because of himself, Chu Hengyu still felt a little guilty and sorry in his heart.
So even after knowing Ji Feiyan's thoughts, Chu Hengyu could only keep his distance from her as much as possible, and let him also show that no matter how long Ji Feiyan wanted to live, it was okay.
The people in the palace didn't know the twists and turns, but they saw that Chu Hengyu didn't have much communication with Ji Feiyan on weekdays, but Ji Feiyan didn't seem to want to leave at all.
Staying in the palace without a name and no point, Chu Hengyu did not treat Ji Feiyan in the slightest, it was far from the way he got along with Bai Susu before, and he didn't even get along with Yuxin and them naturally.
Such a strange phenomenon also made everyone in the palace puzzled.