Chapter 131: Hurt Yourself
On the first day of returning to China, Li Zi'an worked on documents with several high-level executives in the conference room until late at night.
At the same time, in the villa, Shangguan Wanbai stayed awake late at night, she sat on the ground in the master bedroom, staring blankly at the sky outside, and she didn't know what she was waiting for......
Li Zi'an said that it doesn't matter, it's not a big problem, and it will get better, so why should Vivian pay extra attention to herself, or treat herself as an outlier...... Shangguan Wanbai couldn't breathe, she still couldn't accept that she had a psychological problem.
Why didn't he come back so late......
During her time in the port, she got along with Li Zi'an day and night, even if she kept reminding herself not to be serious, she still became dependent on him, and she found that she couldn't sleep without his hug, and she couldn't do without him anymore......
Shangguan Wanbai had a splitting headache, she tried to use her insomnia time to translate Shen Wanyao's documents, but she couldn't read a word, this sense of guilt kept tormenting her, and for a moment, she looked at the fruit knife on the table and fell into confusion.
Li Zi'an finished his business in the early morning, picked up the car keys as soon as possible to leave, Yin Xi put on his coat for him, "President, it's so late, it's not safe to drive, let's sleep in the lounge." ”
He saw that Li Zi'an's condition was too bad, and he didn't know how long the shaft had been spinning.
Li Zi'an dropped a cold sentence: "She is still waiting for me at home." ”
Yin Xi shook his head, he had followed this man for so many years, and seeing him slash the enemy invisibly, so dashing that no one could match him when he climbed high and looked far away, there was nothing that could tie up this man named Li Zi'an.
He once wondered, what is the thing that can tie Li Zi'an one day?
Now he knows that it is a woman, and the place that has long been his home!
Li Zi'an drove home, and Vivian was standing outside Shangguan Wanbai's door, knocking on the door constantly: "Madam, are you inside, madam, can you give me a response...... I'm so worried! ”
Li Zi'an's face changed, and he strode forward, "What to do?" ”
As if she had found a savior, Vivien said incoherently, "I just heard a sharp voice from upstairs knocking on the door, but my wife never answered me...... The door was also locked......"
"Shangguan Wanbai!" Li Zi'an's heart was in turmoil, and he had a bad premonition, "Go find the spare key!" ”
As he spoke, he took two steps back and slammed against the door.
Then he remembered that this door was specially customized from Italy, and it was indestructible.
At this moment, the door was opened from the inside, Shangguan Wanbai had his hair scattered and his body was draped in a shawl, and asked calmly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Li Zi'an stared at her face, "What are you doing?" ”
Shangguan Wanbai was very resistant to this vigilant look, and turned his face sideways: "Sleep, what else can you do?" ”
Li Zi'an didn't believe it, he walked past her into the room, all the furnishings were normal, and he couldn't see anything unusual.
He stood in place, and the heart that hung in his throat finally put back in place, with some meaning of the rest of his life.
That night, Tang Tang hypnotized Shangguan Wanbai and did some tests for her, and finally came to the conclusion: moderate depression.
She described the concept and symptoms of depression to Li Zi'an, and she told him: "No one will be depressed all the time, but if the patient does not survive the moment of onset, it may be ...... Committed suicide. ”
Li Zi'an looked at the sleeping woman with apologies, if it weren't for his too radical behavior, Shangguan Wanbai would not be depressed.
That night, he stayed up all night, driving around the cold streets and circles, and finally stopped on the side of the road to check the information about depression for the night.
Li Zi'an's back was full of cold sweat, and he raised his hand a little tiredly, and hugged Shangguan Wanbai: "It's late, let's go to sleep together, okay?" ”
Shangguan Wanbai's eyes suddenly moistened, in the recent period, Li Zi'an was the most patient after their reunion, it was like losing his temper, and everything was accommodating.
Why? She didn't know before, but now she knows, because she was a patient.
Shangguan Wanbai walked out of the man's warm embrace: "I've slept for a long time, and now I don't want to sleep, you go and rest." ”
Li Zi'an fell short.
Shangguan Wanbai had already walked to the table full of documents and sat down, turned his back to him and said, "Zi'an...... Don't be kind to me because of guilt, it's my own problem that I'll get sick, you pretend to be hard, and I look hard. ”
These words really slashed Li Zi'an's heart, and his resentment that had been accumulated for many days was almost about to explode.
"Am I pretending?" Li Zi'an smiled angrily, "Shangguan Wanbai, you can't help but think too highly of yourself!" ”
Unable to see it, she gritted her teeth, "But you make me feel that all the good has been distorted, between us, let's not talk about feelings......"
Li Zi'an clenched his hands violently, don't talk about feelings......
It's so lethal, she really knows where the knife hurts the most.
He stepped forward suddenly, grabbed the woman's cheek, and returned to the same Li Zi'an before he was hospitalized, his eyebrows were sharp, and the sneer and ridicule were just right, "The rules of the game are set by me, between you and me, only I will say the end!" ”
The door was slammed shut.