Chapter 50: Freshman Life

After a happy May Day time, I went back to school and had a closed school time.

Today, in our meditation class, the teacher talked about ideals, and at the end, he talked about the meaning of ideals. Ideals are the direction that guides us forward. People should have ideals in their hearts. Ideals are big and small. However, as people grow older, their ideals become smaller and smaller. I listened to Professor Yu Dan's explanation of the ideal that the teacher gave us. It is about the dialogue between Confucius and the four disciples. Confucius asked them, "What is your ideal?" Zilu eagerly returned, teacher, my ideal is to govern a country, please give me three years, I will govern the country in an orderly manner.

Confucius sneered and nodded disdainfully. Then Ran You said: My ideal is to give me a small country, and also give me three years, and I will also govern him in an orderly manner. Let the people live a life of abundant food and clothing. Confucius couldn't help but laugh when he heard this. Then Gong Xihua said: My ideal is to learn etiquette, and I will be satisfied with doing what I can. Confucius smiled too. In the end, he humbly said: Teacher, I don't know how I am. The teacher said: Everyone has their own ambitions. You said, so Zeng Dian began to tell the story: My ideal is to go up the mountain with some friends, enjoy the beauty of nature, and invite a few disciples to sing a beautiful song and play a beautiful song in nature. That's what I want. After listening to this, Confucius said that this is also my ideal. How did you feel after listening to their stories? In fact, I think that as college students, in this era of catching up, in this vigorous age, we should have a great ideal and work hard for it!

My goal at this stage is to develop a good routine!

You look 1.67 meters tall, strong physique, long flowing hair, and tender white skin, which seems to be enviable. You look weak and gentle on the outside, but you are extremely strong on the inside.

You will always envy those outstanding classmates, but you don't take this as an example to study hard. You often talk a lot, but few of them are serious. You never look short of love on the outside. But you don't know how much shadow your parents left in your heart when you were a child, when you went out to work and were far away from home. When you were a child, you always envied that one day your parents could pick you up from school, but you never did, but you were very lucky.

Grandma's love for you is simply meticulous. It was she who walked to school step by step with her rickety body to pick me up when it was raining. It was she who gave me a lot of warmth. You? Know me? No, you shouldn't understand. I don't seem to care about anything. But I crave the care of others more than anyone else. You? Thank you for being with me every day. So I can tell my heart. But what kind of person am I? I don't know, I'm always exploring, I'm looking for that true self.

Today, I watched the movie "Dream Partner" and had a deep understanding. The play tells the story of the hardships of three young women who start a business together. At the beginning, the three heroines didn't know each other, and they were all relatively arrogant, but by chance, the three heroines became close friends. They all share a common dream. Although they both experienced hardships during the journey, they eventually overcame the difficulties and achieved their dreams. On the other hand, we are currently in the prime of our youth, and college students should be energetic and positive, but we are addicted to the online world all day long, with mobile phones as companions, and we are decadent every day. In the 21st century, it is a college student who belongs to the 90s. You should learn from the spirit of hard work of the heroine in the play and shed blood for our youth.

Today, my friend and I got up in the morning to go to exercise, and when we first woke up, neither of us remembered, we were both struggling with my brother getting up, and after struggling for a while, we got up. Later, we did running training in the playground. After the workout, I found that my whole body was very comfortable. We also suddenly felt that waking up early was not a difficult thing. In the past, we always found it difficult to wake up early. It's so cold in the morning, what do you do when you get up?

But after getting up early today, I found that the early birds have worms. Waking up early can give us more time to exercise and study.

Today, I am nervous and excited to participate in the volunteer activities of Taiyuan volunteers. At that time, one of my classmates and I was assigned to a young boy's home to tutor him in his homework. When I first came to his house, I felt a little nervous. We then relieved the tension by making up the lessons. In the process of making up the lessons, I found out that this little boy is very smart, but he is not very fond of learning. After we gave him a lesson, he wanted to play. After that, we played checkers with him. However, neither my companion nor I was very good at playing this piece.

Suddenly, the little boy said to us, "Sister, I'll teach you." At that time, when I heard this, my heart almost melted. In the process of playing chess with him, I was attracted by his innocence and cuteness. And the smile he had when he faced us, he showed me how strong he was. Also, when we were finally leaving, the little boy waved to us happily, which made us feel his optimism and strength. Think back to how happy we were in life as able-bodied college students. Through today's volunteer activities, I also learned that I can't waste my time, but I must do something meaningful to make my youth shine!

I believe that from this simple volunteer activity, I will gain more and work harder. I will learn more in the next volunteer activities, provide them with love and warmth, and make them feel warm in their hearts.

Before you know it, the first semester of college is coming to an end. I didn't feel it at all, and it looked like I was going to take a vacation when I first arrived. The first thing we need to do is the final exam. Gradually, I became panicked, hesitant, and I was afraid that I would fail. Then nervously prepare for the review. However, when I was revising, I realized that I hadn't learned, and I didn't know where to start. I never imagined that one day I would be so decadent. I hate myself for being like that. But, friend, you don't know how to change your situation. What should you do? I'm so worried about you. In college, a group of people are crazy and giggling, and a group of people are concentrating on their studies and working hard. But are you that kind of person?

Sometimes I feel like I've been doing nothing all day, but for some reason, I just don't want to open the book and calm down and read it. I'd rather keep flipping my boring phone screen with my fingers than digging out a precious book. Gradually, we became decadent, we became lazy. We have become the kind of life we spat and loathe at first. I've always felt like this wasn't supposed to be my life. But after the baptism of the years. I have gradually come to understand that if you don't move forward, you can only retreat. In other words, China, a big country, was not developed at the beginning. During the Qing Dynasty, a policy of seclusion and seclusion was implemented.

They have never accepted new things, and have been king in their rooms, but they are unaware that the country has changed dramatically. Until one day, they went out and saw that foreigners were developing rapidly, and they were dumbfounded. During this period, China has been in a situation of "being beaten if it is backward". After that, China opened its eyes to the world's first person: Lin Zexu Humen sold cigarettes, so that China began to see the face of the world. Our bloody example of China, why can't we still be vigilant?

Although she is not tall, her hair is not long, and her face is not very white, she is thin and small, and she is even more considerate to people, which has won my heart.

I'm a movie buff and always like to tell my roommates about all the TV or movies I've watched. Most people don't like to listen to me, but she is a loyal listener to me. We often get together to talk about the TV series we've watched. Sometimes she really surprises me with how she behaves with the characters in the TV series, but she shows it very realistically. We often interact with each other to discuss TV dramas. Whenever I discuss it with her, I am very happy, happy like a child.

I still remember the scene when I first met her at the beginning of school. I hit her off at first sight. We've been playing together ever since. Maybe it's because I've just arrived in a big city and urgently needs someone to keep me company. Maybe I was attracted to some of her words. In short, I think she will definitely become a good friend of mine.

With the passage of time, we gradually go from strange to familiar. Sometimes when she plays, she looks like a child. I want to have an urge to protect her. But when she gets serious, she sometimes looks like a "little adult". It just tickles us to death.

However, I like her childishness. She is a person who often makes me pinch a cold sweat for her. She's always too stupid. That was her first time buying a mobile phone in college. It was the National Day, so I went to the mobile phone store with her to buy a mobile phone, and after a while, we ran out of them. She was always so naïve that she thought everyone was a good person. But this is not the case. This is the first time I know that "people sometimes turn their faces faster than they turn books".

She did things carefully and seriously. "Listening to songs" is her favorite thing to do. She always likes to play a song, and she likes it so much that she can "loop the single" all week. But she still has a high taste in songs. She doesn't listen to all the songs. But all the songs she hears are from celebrities. Other than that, the idols we worship are not of the same type. I like Yang Yang, Chi Changxu, Li Yifeng, such little fresh meat. And she likes mature men like Zhang Jiayi, Hu Ge, and others.

Gradually, the more I got along, the more I felt that her conduct was also good. I love her madness. Finally, I want to sing a song for her: to my good friend.

I know that you are an innocent, kind and gentle girl, and I really hope that I can match you.

If you can give me the opportunity to let me love you well, I really just want to say to you sincerely: I love you, the flowers must bloom, the birds sing, and the Cowherd and Weaver Girl nod for us.

Freshman life just slipped away quietly.