Chapter 50

After leaving Jingyue Garden, He Yi felt that she was gasping for breath, and she said with some vinegar: "I seem to have ruined your blind date." ”

Song Pingsheng stopped and said slightly apologetically: "I'm sorry, I didn't know it would be such a dinner, next time I will definitely explain it to my mother clearly, this kind of thing will not happen again." ”

He Yi frowned with a smile, "I believe in you." ”

She believes that when two people are together, they need to be more tolerant, and they both need to give him the sense of security he deserves at special times. Or maybe it's self-deception, he knows very well that Song Pingsheng has no one in his heart except Beryl in this life.

All his tenderness to himself is not love.

But she has no regrets.

They held hands and interlocked their fingers. Only He Yan himself knows how tender Song Pingsheng's eyes are when he looks at her at this moment.

He is like an insecure child, at this moment, finally trusting a stranger who is willing to help him halfway.

He had been hurt before, so he was unwilling to surrender his true heart, and only if he was not moved could he avoid harm, which was the best way for him to think he could live his life safely.

Because he can't afford to lose anymore.

"Gardenia, I'm sorry." Song Pingsheng stared at her, his eyes were deep and gentle, like a vast deep blue ocean, making her fall into it, "I made you miss ten years." ”

These ten years should have been the best youth, but because of him, what should have been a colorful piece of paper turned into a monotonous blank paper.

During the time he lost Beryl, he always thought that he was the saddest person in the world, obviously having a lover but not being able to get married, and he loved each other but forcibly separated them. He once resented God's injustice, but he never thought that in fact, there are people in this world who live more painfully than you. They haven't even gotten it, they don't know what it's like.

"Pingsheng, I said, in the past ten years, I like you is my wishful thinking, you don't need to apologize to me, feelings are such a thing, love is love, no love is not love, no one can force it." He Yi looked at his eyes, these are a pair of eyes that he thinks about day and night, no matter how many years have passed, he is still clear, like spring water, "You don't have to blame yourself for my feelings in the past ten years, and you don't have to feel pity for what I have experienced, the most important thing at the moment is to live our daily life, accompany the people you cherish the most, and enjoy the moment." ”

Song Pingsheng bent down and held her face, "Xiao Yu, thank you for appearing in my life." Then he lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

Thank you for giving you a tenderness in my darkest life, and thank you for being able to give you a warm embrace in my lowest time, so that I can clearly understand that there is still a trace of warmth in this world.

They are like people who warm each other, even if it is cold in the world, but as long as they hug each other, they will always have their share of warmth.

"I want to be with you this year, next year, every year." He Yi bent his watery almond eyes, "So Song Pingsheng, you will always be by my side in the future, I want to sail around the world with you, walk through all the beautiful scenery in the world, and share the best things in my eyes with you." ”

The most beautiful scenery in this life, I just want to enjoy it with you.

I remember Song Weiwei once said to her: "If you like it, you have to take action, love has to be brave to pursue, if you feel that there is no hope and don't fight for it, then the crush will always be just a crush, there are too many incredible and miracles in emotional things, and if you don't act, you will never know whether the next intersection will greet you with surprise or despair." ”

She doesn't know how many people in the world will succeed in their crushes, and she doesn't know how many people will choose to keep silent for the rest of their lives, but at this moment, she only knows that she was not brave in the past, and now she has redeemed it for her.

Maybe Song Weiwei is right, you must be brave to fight for emotional things, otherwise a crush can only be a crush. But sometimes it can't be proved that this is completely correct, maybe the former Song Pingsheng, who was young and frivolous, how could he ruin his life because of his feelings?

He Yi only knows that time is everything.

Maybe I missed ten years, but I chose the right person at the right time.

Ten years ago, she secretly promised that unless it was her next appearance, or if he had a heart, she would choose to continue her crush.

Those memories of auspicious light and feathers, repeatedly reminiscing and chewing, all kinds of past, are full of her long and hopeless years.

Song Pingsheng chuckled and nodded, "Okay, I'll accompany you to see the beauty of the world." ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, holding hands together and preparing to step into another restaurant.

All the gloom just now was swept away by the good mood at this moment.

The two of them talked and laughed as they walked, but they didn't see the figure at the gate of Jingyue Garden not far away, the sky-blue figure was shocked, and his hand was gently clenched into a fist.

She had been standing here for a long time, so long that they smiled from the first words they spoke to the last of their eyes.

She had it all in her sights.

If measured by time, He Yi took ten years, then she used twenty-three years longer than ten years, she knew him for twenty-six years, why did she let her replace herself for ten years?

In terms of family background and status, He Yi has no way to compare with her, not to mention that his appearance is better than He Yi, and there is no reason for him to lose completely in this relationship.

She has always been a proud person, and what she wants from childhood to adulthood, others will try their best to satisfy her. When Song Pingsheng was a child, even if he wanted the stars in the sky, he couldn't do it, and he would make a toy by hand to make himself happy.

She didn't want to believe it, but wanted to work hard.

Therefore, Song Pingsheng has belonged to her from beginning to end, once was, and now it is.

When He Yi got home, he chatted with Li Yumei for a few words and went back to the room, Zou Yahui was leisurely digging watermelons on the side, enjoying the summer air conditioning, and sweet and greasy idol dramas.

After seeing He Yi's figure, she raised her head slightly, and admired with envy: "Sure enough, people who have boyfriends are different from single dogs like me, your summer days are all pink bubbles, and mine is just slimy sweat." ”

He Yi: "......"

Zou Yahui dug another mouthful of watermelon, "Something is a little wrong tonight, isn't it pink and tender when I usually go home, like soaking in a honey jar?" Why are you suffering from a bitter face now? Song Pingsheng bullied you? ”

"Nope." He Yi sighed, "Aunt Liu arranged a blind date for him today. ”

Zou Yahui glanced at her, "You deserve it, whoever let you fall in love hide it, I don't understand you, both parents know each other, and they know the roots, what are the ulterior secrets?" Why is it that you all fall in love like cheating? ”

"Am I not waiting for an opportunity? I didn't think he would last that long. He Yi snatched her spoon and took a bite in his mouth.

The sweet watermelon in my mouth makes me feel a lot better.

She wanted to take another bite, but was photographed by Zou Yahui, she protected the watermelon, and said seriously: "If you don't make it public, tomorrow will not be a blind date, she has to directly arrest Song Pingsheng to get married." ”

He Yiyi: "Is it so serious?" ”

"Anyway, that's what I'm talking about, if you really encounter this in the future, don't cry with me." Zou Yahui rolled her eyes, "Yes, did you see the blind date?" What do you think? Is it the kind of white skin and beautiful, tall and dignified, and when you open your mouth, you are an elder brother or an elder brother? ”

He Yi's mind was cycling Xu Qingyan's sentence by sentence in the single: Brother Pingsheng ~ Brother Pingsheng ~

She just felt goosebumps falling out.

He Yi was embarrassed again: "You really said it." ”

"Really?" Zou Yahui became interested, and turned off the laptop with a "snap", "Then you have to be more careful, a typical vicious female partner." ”

"Pingsheng told me that this won't happen in the future." He Yi said, "And I've known each other since childhood, and the relationship between the two families is good, so I'm embarrassed to interject and say something." ”

Zou Yahui simply didn't eat the watermelon, and glared at her angrily, "Do you think you're stupid?" Growing up together since childhood is a childhood sweetheart, once the feelings of this childhood are accumulated, it can't be said to be broken, and you also said that the relationship between the two families is good, in case there is a business marriage at that time, or the vicious female partner has a perfect plan to bring down Song Pingsheng, climb into Song Pingsheng's bed, and easily marry the Song family with pregnancy, and then you really have no place to cry. ”

Hearing her say this, He Yi seemed to have a sense of picture.

Zou Yahui patted her on the shoulder, "Xiao Gardenia, don't be too kind, the top priority is to quickly knock down Song Pingsheng, let him successfully bow down under your pomegranate skirt and be your minister." ”

He is embarrassed.

"I used to think you were sometimes not serious." He Yi glanced at her lightly, "Now I understand that it turned out that I was wrong before, you are not serious sometimes, you are not serious every day." ”

Zou Yahui picked up the pillow and was about to throw it over, "Kindness is treated as a donkey's liver and lungs." ”

He Yi cut off, "How's it going, how are you getting along with your eldest son recently?" ”

Zou Yahui moved her body uncomfortably, "Oh, I'm not waiting for an excellent opportunity to have a vigorous reunion." ”

He Yi smiled, "Really? Don't really break into a vicious female partner at that time, your reunion after a long absence, will be in vain. ”

"Oh, I'll tell you the truth." Zou Yahui raised her hand and begged for mercy, "He is a handsome doctor in the hospital, and he doesn't know how many numbers he has to line up all day long, if you want to see him, unless I am seriously injured and fractured." ”

He Yi imitated what she looked like just now and patted her on the shoulder, "Then you have to work harder, you think about this vicious female supporting classic link, threw herself on the bed, blackmailed the male protagonist, and finally successfully married into a wealthy family, then you have no place to cry." ”

Zou Yahui was embarrassed.