Bathroom.

The throat was hard, the oxygen was thin, and the breathing was gradually short and rapid, Mu Shihuan's eyes widened, which were dyed with horror, and one of her hands unconsciously clutched the clothes on her chest.

It's like ...... It's like the feeling of suffocation when I took a shower at Shengting Hospital.

Breathing, getting harder and harder.

Mu Shihuan tried to leave, but the soles of her feet seemed to be stuck with super glue, and she couldn't move, and every corner of her body seemed to be filled with unknown fear.

She wanted to look away.

However, the blood that appeared out of thin air in the washbasin was gushing more and more.

Seeing the blood spread out, I was going to ......

"Ahh

Finally couldn't help it, Mu Shihuan's face turned pale and screamed.

Those bloody ......

She wanted to run away.

But...... But......

Why can't she escape?

"Mu Shihuan!"

When Li Jingyan heard the sound and rushed in, all she saw was that she couldn't stop trembling.

His thin lips tightened into a line, and he immediately reached out and hugged her tightly into his arms.

"It's okay, I'm here, Mu Shihuan ......" One hand imprisoned her, and the other hand gently caressed the back of her head to comfort, but no matter how he coaxed and hugged her, her body was still shaking.

Suddenly, she began to struggle, her hands flailing wildly in the air.

"Mu Shihuan!"

No response.

She didn't hear it, she didn't react except to struggle with all her might, she seemed to be stumped by something, and no matter how much he shouted, she couldn't get out.

Her eyes were unfocused.

"Mu Shihuan!"

Still nothing happens.

The corners of his forehead jumped fiercely, his eyes were as dark as ink, Li Jingyan pursed his lips, no longer hesitated, he stretched out a leg to press her lower body, and then restrained her hands with one hand.

The next second, his other hand pinched her jaw heavily and forced her to open her mouth slightly.

Bow your head and kiss her on the lips strongly!

There is no gentleness, there is only predatory ferocity, and even, gnawing.

"Hmm......"

Unconsciously.

In a trance, Mu Shihuan felt as if a familiar and dependent aura had invaded her consciousness.

She instinctively wanted to get closer, to grasp that feeling.

"Hmm......"

She felt him.

This is Li Jingyan's most sensitive intuition, but the storm under his eyes is increasing instead of decreasing, he kissed her, the force increased, and even the arm that imprisoned her was also exerting force.

If I could, I would really like to integrate her into my own blood.

Combined.

Never separate again.

I don't know how long I kissed, but I noticed that her body was finally no longer so stiff, and her mood was slightly better, Li Jingyan let her go, her forehead was against hers, and her eyes were burning at her.

"Mu Shihuan ......"

A rough and restrained sound, as if coming from outside the sky.

Mu Shihuan opened his eyes and was in a trance for a long time before he gradually saw his face clearly.

"Li Jingyan......" Her eyes trembled slightly.

"It's me," the palm clasped the back of her head, the hot kiss fell on her forehead, Li Jingyan hugged her tightly, and her voice was hoarse several degrees, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

Don't be afraid......

The moment the words fell, Mu Shihuan's heart trembled fiercely!

In just a second, her breathing was unprecedentedly short, and the slightly recovered blood on her face disappeared again in an instant.

She's shaking.

Li Jingyan held her face with both hands, and her heavy eyes locked her: "Mu Shihuan, look at me and tell me, what happened?" ”

Mu Shi bit his lip happily.

She wanted to be calm.

But......

Ten fingers unconsciously pinched his arm to mark the traces of the debut, she tried her best to shake off those pictures, but it was always useless, that fear has always been with her, and she can't get rid of it at all.

"Mu Shihuan!"

"Blood ......"

Two voices rang out at the same time.

One worried, one fearful.

With mist floating in his eyes, Mu Shihuan raised his face and grabbed his hand tightly: "In the washbasin...... It was blood, and suddenly a lot of blood came out of it, and it was on me...... I'm scared ......."

Collapsed, she was almost incoherent.

His brows furrowed, and Li Jingyan subconsciously turned his head to see clearly.

"It's Daddy......"

Suddenly, the action was stiffly stopped.

Tears were already on her face, her body was trembling even more, and the whole person was getting more and more wrong.

In the midst of lightning, Li Jingyan suddenly thought of the so-called "gossip" on the Internet.

In the kidnapping and murder two years ago, it was her who died......

He remembered the strangeness of Mu Jingzhou one night when he talked about her death......

"Your dad...... Didn't die in a plane crash? He asked.

Although he still asked, at this moment, he was already sure.

Just one sentence, Mu Shihuan's mood completely collapsed.

The seemingly good mood during this time, the pressure exerted on her by the Mu family, the death of her father, the failure of the project, etc., suddenly surged out again at this moment and completely surrounded her.

It's like a spring that has been pressed to the bottom, and it is suddenly released without warning.

Subconsciously, Mu Shihuan knew that she had to be calm, and there was a voice telling her to be stronger, but she had been suppressed for too long, and once there was a gap, she couldn't stop it at all.

"No, it's not ......" she shook her head sharply, clutching the man as if she were grasping the last hope, and she still looked at him despite the blur in her eyes, "He's ...... It's to save me from dying, it's kidnapping...... A lot of blood was shed...... Mommy she blames me...... I owe the Mu family a life......"

Her voice trembled uncontrollably, and her whole person was extremely fragile, and this fragility was completely different from her when she was sick and when she was wronged, like ...... It's the same as being abandoned by the whole world.

"Just washed my face, I ...... A little blurry picture flashed through my mind, and I wanted to see it clearly, and suddenly there was a lot of blood, it was my father's blood...... Dad's, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have died, it's me...... When he died......"

As she spoke, her eyes were hazy with tears.

Li Jingyan had a big alarm bell in his heart.

She couldn't go on like this.

"That's not true, it's fake," his hand clasped half of her face, he stared at her with heavy eyes, and emphasized word by word, "Mu Shihuan, those are all fake, it has nothing to do with you, don't blame yourself, don't be afraid." ”

Mu Shihuan still shook his head.

Her subconscious is denying everything, including herself.

The breathing gradually became heavier, the eyes darkened to the extreme, and when he opened his mouth again, Li Jingyan's voice sank and heavy, but it was more gentle.

"Sad, huh?"

Tears raged, Mu Shihuan nodded.

"Then cry," he reached out and grabbed the back of her head and pressed it to her chest, and Li Jingyan said in a deep voice, "Just cry, don't put too much pressure on yourself, Mu Shihuan, I'll accompany you." ”

As if he had been redeemed, like a drowning man grabbing driftwood, Mu Shihuan whispered: "You accompany me......"

"Yes, with you, always."

At first, it was silent, but slowly, the cry overflowed, as if it had finally been released, and in the end, Mu Shihuan cried uncontrollably, and his tears were completely wet with the clothes on Li Jingyan's chest.

And from beginning to end, she never let go of her grip on him.

Even, getting tighter and tighter.

……

Two o'clock in the morning.

Li Jingyan finally hugged Mu Shihuan, who was so tired from crying, that he had no strength to the bed, and wanted to cover the quilt for her, but one of his hands was tightly pulled by her, for fear of waking her up, he could only give up.

He sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes falling on her face and never taking his eyes off hers.

The other hand was raised, trying to touch her face, but eventually gave up.

Rong Xiuhan's call came at this time.

glanced at the sleeping Mu Shihuan, leaned over, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then carefully broke her fingers.

Before closing the door, he gave her one last deep look.

……

The phone has long since hung up automatically.

Li Jingyan called back, thinking about Mu Shihuan's collapse tonight and all kinds of abnormalities in the past, and after Rong Xiuhan connected, he said directly: "I suspect that she suffers from post-traumatic stress disorder. ”

There was no head or tail, Rao is Rong Xiuhan didn't react for a while.

"Who?" He asked subconsciously.

"Mu Shihuan."

Rong Xiuhan frowned slightly.

After thinking for two seconds, he asked, "Your judgment." ”

Li Jingyan stood outside the balcony, his addiction to cigarettes was committed at this moment, and he habitually wanted to touch a cigarette to come out, thinking of the sleeping people inside, he finally withdrew his hand.

"She was a little emotionally broken tonight," he said calmly, "said that when she washed her face, she saw blood and remembered some of the death of her father, Mu Jingzhou, Mu Jingzhou...... Not died in a plane crash, it was a kidnapping, she was kidnapped with Mu Jingzhou two years ago, Mu Jingzhou died in order to save her, bleeding all over the ground and dying in front of her. ”

There was some obscurity in his throat, and he swallowed and closed his eyes.

"She disappeared for two years, and then she had a big change in temperament, memory impairment, she couldn't remember things easily, and she got better slowly with a few fevers...... These are the symptoms of PTSD. Moreover, when she disappeared just before Mu Jingzhou really died, I suspect that what happened to her in kidnapping back then......"

He paused.

There is still a suspicion that she did not say, that is, maybe she experienced it earlier, before she was first taken back to Jiangcheng by Mu Jingzhou, she was already psychologically traumatized, and amnesia was subconsciously escaping, and Mu Jingzhou's death made her illness explode again in front of her.

If it's the latter, then ......

It is related to Lu Ye.

Lu Ye......

Thinking of this name, anger suddenly filled his eyebrows.

But he restrained and restrained.

Trying his best to suppress the wanton emotions in his chest, he asked calmly: "Xiu Han, ...... your junior sister?"

"I called you just to talk about this," Rong Xiuhan said, "My junior sister just sent me flight information, she will arrive a day early, that is, Thursday afternoon, you are ready." ”

Thursday afternoon......

Four days to go.

Li Jingyan's thin lips pursed, and after a moment, he lifted his lips: "Hmm." ”

There was a brief silence on both sides.

In the end, Rong Xiuhan spoke first again: "Jing Yan ......"

It's just that when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed it back and changed it to: "You calm her mood, leave the rest to me, my junior sister, don't worry, I will communicate with her first tonight." ”

"Jing Yan, wait for you to come back."

"Hmm."

……

At the end of the call, Li Jingyan stood outside the balcony for a long time.

Until, the doorbell rings.

He opened the door.

Mo Yuan stood outside the door.

"Mr. Li, I found it."