Chapter 43 The college entrance examination is coming
The college entrance examination came quietly, which made my originally calm heart become calm. Yiren said as he stroked his heart by an inch.
The food in the three years of high school is okay, and the school food is especially delicious during the two days of the college entrance examination. There are apples, yogurt, and pork ribs.
It seems that the school's emphasis on the college entrance examination and the importance of the student's body is obvious.
Wang Yuhao, Ye Xingchen, Zhang Yanan, Zhang Jasmine, these classmates, they were not nervous at all before the college entrance examination, like a nobody.
And the more I got to the college entrance examination, the more nervous I became, I couldn't sleep at night, I kept thinking about the exam, it was really uncomfortable, and I had serious insomnia at night.
Zhang Yanan asked me to go out for a walk in the evening, and I was sitting on the table very seriously, seemingly calm on the surface, but in fact, my heart was already calm.
As soon as Zhang Yanan touched my hand, he said to me: "Joey, Mom, why are your hands so cold?" ”
Before I could reach the ground, shivers began to fight. The heart only jumps.
He stammered, "I'm not going out, I still want to review for a while, so you guys go out." ”
They looked very flustered when they saw that I was too nervous. And he did not speak.
I became more and more nervous after they left, and I felt like I couldn't breathe.
That night, I slept very unpeacefully, with a head of knowledge points in my head, and I was even more worried about Wang Yuhao's confession.
What made me even worse was that on the day of the college entrance examination, I actually came to my aunt. At first, I didn't feel the pain, but every time I came to my aunt, I couldn't sit at all, I could only lie quietly, this is such an important college entrance examination, how should I spend the most important moment in my life?
After knowing this, I was very sad, and I felt that I had no expectations for the college entrance examination, and Zhang Jasmine saw my blank look, so she said, "What's wrong with you, what about the college entrance examination?" Why is this state, where is the style of the past? ”
Yiren said hoarsely, "My eldest aunt is here." It's a little uncomfortable. ”
Jasmine sympathized with me and said, "I remember you told me that your mother took you to the doctor and prescribed you some medicine, saying that it could be postponed until a few days after the college entrance examination, how did this just catch up, oops! ”
yes, it's so uncomfortable, I feel like I don't have the strength anymore.
Aren't you in pain right now? Maybe it doesn't hurt anymore after eating that important this time. Jasmine said distressedly.
Yiren said with tears in his eyes: "I hope so, otherwise I feel that I will definitely not be able to pass the college entrance examination." ”
Zhang Jasmine hurriedly slapped me and said, "Touch the moldy head, hurry up and bang three times." ”
I was afraid, too, so I listened to what he said and did it.
Many people saw that my face was very pale and I was weak to speak.
Wang Yuhao heard that my stomach hurt, and he was also very distressed and impatient, and he didn't know what to do, and he couldn't help it because he was worried that I would hurt in the examination room.
Before the exam, I was given a glass of brown sugar water, which was the only one among so many classmates who took action.
Other people do care about me, but none of them can see through my inner fragility like Wang Yuhao, and he immediately knows what I think in my heart without me saying it, and brings things directly to me.
With his warm care that day, I was indeed in a slightly better mood. But the physical pain continues.
The first test is Chinese. This is the exam I am good at. I'm going to do my best to do it well.
As soon as I finished half of the work, half of the time had passed, my stomach was disobedient, something seemed to be surging in my stomach, and I felt that my stomach hurt, it hurt, and I couldn't help it, and I wanted to squat.
The invigilator looked at me in the wrong state. So he went to ask me what was wrong: "I whispered to him about my situation, but she, as the invigilator, also had no way to desert for me." ”
After the college entrance examination is opened, candidates are absolutely not allowed to go to the toilet, unless they do not go back after handing in the papers. ”
But I still have half of the questions unfinished, and it's obviously impossible not to go back.
That's just patience. The invigilator sympathized.
So I endured the pain and finished the Chinese paper, and persevered until the next examination room, and I didn't know what I wrote, anyway, my brain was blank.
I still remember that before the exam, the Chinese teacher tapped the blackboard with a blackboard eraser, and tirelessly emphasized the "wisdom of getting a high score in essays". It's nothing more than quoting famous quotes at the beginning, clear opinions, detailed examples, and so on.
The theme of my essay this time is struggle, and I just remembered what the Chinese teacher said before the exam, quoting famous quotes. At that time, my head was spinning rapidly, and I finally thought of what Bingxin said: "This sentence is: The flower of success, people only admire her current brightness!" However, at the beginning, her buds were soaked in the tears of struggle and sprinkled with the blood of sacrifice. Among them, struggle means to work hard to achieve a certain goal. ”
Yes, I understand all such "wisdom", and the "wisdom essay" that can make me get a high score should not be excluded. After all, experience and ability are also the starting point of wisdom.
However, I always disdain. Don't be sincere, don't need to innovate in form, just inject a large number of mashed "Wang Kailing", "Shi Tiesheng", and "Zhou Guoping" into a fixed template, and a large number of clone corps wearing uniform will be born. This is the collective secretion of exam-oriented education.
On composition paper, Solzhenitsyn had complained about the Gulag archipelago a thousand times, and "the most beautiful frost in all of Russia" had become a disgusting white condensation. Qu Yuan had refused to throw himself into the river again, and Haizi thought about how many more times he would have to lie on the rails.
Don't let that wisdom go!
True writing wisdom should have a natural natural image, which is a sublimation beyond experience and ability, and a clear realm of "I write my heart by hand". This wisdom is Wang Zengqi's "scholarly rhyme", Zhang Ailing's chatter of the small people in the market, the exquisite and magnificent Yuguang Chinese style, and the gloomy literary atmosphere and frankness behind the beautiful words.
Time is running out. The examinees around me should be reasoning in the last paragraph, right? If I had chosen a modest argumentative essay in the first place, I would have been relieved and mechanically to cite the last example......
It's a pity that today, in the college entrance examination room, I didn't.
I don't regret it. I want to write about my childhood playmates, the juvenile dreams of Xia Cicada singing, the throbbing of youth in white clothes and black dresses, the occasional discouragement under the weight of the college entrance examination, and the strength of tears and smiles. I want to write about the subtle touches of ordinary life. Even if it's an argumentative essay, I want to reject glamorous quotes and examples, and quietly use simple language to explain what I think and understand.
I'm sorry, teacher! I didn't use any of the wisdom you taught me today.
Because I've learned what true writing wisdom is.
Real writing is the courage to throw the pride of the beginning with no way back in the college entrance examination room. I feel like my stomach hurts to the extreme, but I'm still answering my questions quickly in the exam room, and I think this is struggle, this is perseverance, and perseverance for the sake of dreams. For the sake of parents and myself, I will insist on it.
True writing is to abandon the rules and regulations, enter the text with true feelings, and move people's consciousness with reality.
Real writing is a brilliant talent that "suddenly comes like a spring breeze overnight". True writing is the innocence of a sincere heart. Thank you, the big picture of wisdom itself. This last time I wrote more than 800 words, I finally didn't miss you. Now, turn in the papers.
"Articles are written for the time, and songs and poems are written for the sake of things." To be honest, the college entrance examination essay is dancing with shackles. Even so, all the candidates still use the pen as a sword, set up a heart for heaven and earth, establish a life for the people, continue to learn for the saints, and open peace for all generations, how can it not be admired!
Although my teacher's answers were not very good and I did not perform at my normal level, I am still very grateful that I did not give up on this exam and still persevered.
In the future, if I didn't pass the test, at least I persevered.
Beautiful flowers, people are just amazed and envious of her beauty when she blooms, and they don't realize how much hard struggle and great sacrifice she went through when she was still in the bud. Tell real life, people often only see brilliant results, and ignore the difficult process behind the brilliant results, many people only want to get brilliant results and are unwilling to pay hard work.
It is said that one minute on the stage and ten years of work off the stage, how can you see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain. If we want to achieve brilliant achievements, we must pay more hard work and labor than ordinary people, and we should not only envy the achievements or honor and disgrace of others.
In this way, I spent the Chinese exam in my persistence, and even if I persevered, the feeling of the score test was still not ideal.
Shakespeare once said, "Not all things that shine are gold, and not all good words are good." "On the surface it is a stupid stone, but in its heart it can hide a brilliant jewel; On the surface, it is a poppy competing for beauty, but on the inside, it is a harmful thing. Everything has its two sides, its appearance only serves to numb people's hearts, and its essence is the core of things, grasping the essence in order to calmly face any problem, is the real shortcut to "success".
Those who look at the essence are bright and calm, and the predicament is calm.
And today I did it, and I have a clear conscience.
However, the moment I rushed out of the examination room, I felt unprecedented liberation, but I knew that this was just the beginning, and there were several exams to come, so I should face them calmly.
After the Chinese test, I saw that everyone gathered together to answer the answers, and I really didn't have the courage to do the Chinese test questions that I couldn't write blindly.
As soon as I heard the right words, I had a terrible headache.
Hurry away from these idle people, etc.
After I went back, my classmates all came to care about me, and Wang Yuhao also came to care about me carefully, and mentioned the test results in front of me, but I rejected them, and he immediately stopped mentioning them.
I just had to ask if my stomach hurt anymore.
And the pain became worse and worse, and I didn't eat much at noon, so I rested.
He looked at me very distressed, and he really couldn't help me with this kind of thing. You can only relieve it on your own.
I did feel better after a nap in the middle of the day.
In the afternoon, I started the second math subject that gave me a headache, I was extremely bad at this class, and I had a stomachache, and I couldn't do the math problems that I could do, and I felt that my mind was suddenly closed, and I had no ideas.
Time flies and you don't feel like you have done much? It was shouted on the radio that there are still fifteen minutes left, please hurry up.
My heart felt like it was about to fly out, and I couldn't get nervous. But I still had to restrain myself so that my hands would not tremble and I couldn't write.
In the end, there are still two big questions that I haven't finished, but I'm already trying my best to dare again, my mind is blurry and blank, and I don't have any ideas at all.
When the time is up, rewind. The sound of the invigilator gave the order, and I was so frightened that I didn't dare to write anymore.
My second exam was spent in such a hurry, and the mood of this exam was really mixed, and only I could experience it.