After work, my thinking really began to be sluggish, I used to think about it every day, I thought about the future plot, I thought about the big pit in the future, I really had countless pits to dig before, and finally the plot involved religion, magic, to high-tech, all the way to alien civilizations, interlocking, wonderful, but all this is in my mind, every day before going to bed in my mind, I reproduce the plot in my mind every day before going to bed, and go through the plot over and over again, so that although the month or half a month is more, I still feel that I write very exciting, and the details of the psychological description feel quite OK. Especially the plot, my novel is definitely unique, maverick, and at the same time compelling (boastful)

But after going to work, my brain was suddenly stuck, or rather, the end of the world in my mind was replaced by other more mundane things, I went to work during the day, read books and research at night, and said I was resting on the weekend, but I didn't know what to do, I waited for the spirit cage and the soul to be renewed, and occasionally played interstellar pension.

As for writing novels, sitting on the subway to and from the bumble, opening the editing bar, I couldn't type a word, and the fantasy world before going to bed in the evening has also become a way to read books and research.

In the future, make money, read books, can't stop。。。。。。 I'm really tired.

The rest time is cut off, and when I used to go to station B, I was very patient to watch more than ten or twenty minutes of in-depth analysis, and to see all kinds of interpretations and different points of view. Now the most I watch at station B is a short video of less than 10 minutes, many of which are funny ghosts and animals, and I don't know why I can't watch it anymore.

This may be the reason for the rise of Douyin, although I still don't play Douyin, but the leisure time of adults is so short, and short videos that can laugh out loud or learn something in 15 seconds are really marketable.

But sometimes I wonder if I'm too strict with myself, and I still study at night when I go back from work, and there are really many people who still study after work? I don't know, but I'm still going to force myself to learn, because it's impossible to get a foothold in Shenzhen with the current salary, and I want a higher salary, a better position, so I have to prepare for the future.

Whenever I study hard now, I really feel that 4 years of college have been wasted, but in fact, I haven't wasted too much. I had fun playing for a year in my freshman year and found a girlfriend, so I guess it's no problem. I became a minister in my sophomore year, joined the soccer team, and in my own way, at least everyone in this house knows about it, and I feel very satisfied with myself. The juniors and seniors were preparing for the graduate school entrance examination, although they didn't get in, they didn't waste it. The past four years are really not wasted, but I still wonder if I had seen my path clearly, and I would have been easier for me now.

In fact, looking at it this way, the biggest mistake is that I didn't get into the graduate school entrance examination, it took two years to prepare, but in the end I didn't get in, the cost of this failure is too great, so that two years of time in vain is really unacceptable, and the preparation stage did not take into account the serious consequences caused by not taking the exam, if you can think of it, you may study harder, but this is all imagination.

I'll still write the novel.,This is the proof that I have existed in the world.,You can search for me on Baidu.,It's how many times I can't search for my own real name.。 My novels, even if they are monthly, are absolutely maverick and unconventional.

Thank you to the more than 300 friends who still have a collection, and it's really hard for you to look at what I'm writing by a self-talking author

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