Chapter 306: What I Hate About Him
"The dishes are all ready, please use them slowly." The manager personally delivered the last dish of braised prawns and kept the receipt.
"Oh...... Thank you. Sohohua woke up from a dream and squeezed out a reluctant smile.
If you think about it carefully, Su Mo seems to have indeed changed. In fact, they will also be together during the holidays in the past two years, although they say very little, but occasionally they will feel that Su Mo is a little different from the past. It's just that she didn't care, because Su Mo was still the sister control, because she was waiting for Su Mo to turn around and take the initiative to come to her.
In fact, two years is enough to change a lot of things, the person Su Mo likes has changed, and he is no longer just her brother, from the original unruly demon of the mixed world to a top student who is loved by everyone, and even the shrimp cakes she likes are gone.
Sohohua could understand, but didn't want to accept it. She doesn't like this change, she should be the one who knows Su Mo best, understands Su Mo's living habits, understands what size Su Mo's clothes are, understands where Su Mo's embarrassing things are hidden in his computer, and understands Su Mo's favorite sweet and sour pork ribs, although he dislikes pork as the most nutritious meat, it doesn't prevent him from eating it really fragrant.
I know him so well, why don't I know him all of a sudden?
Everything was changing, but she herself was stuck in the past, and she was left behind.
Su Hohua sandwiched a dish for himself to hide the wavering in his heart, and said in a low voice: "I said it before, but you haven't said it yet." ”
“…… Oh. Yin Linlang was stunned for a moment before she reacted, she had already sensed that something was wrong with Sohohua, but after thinking about it, she still said with a smile, "I like him to be cute, he always looks at me secretly in class, but as soon as I turned my head, he avoided it." He often borrowed stationery from me, and then he would sneak up on my hand and laugh at me thinking I didn't know. He always told me that he couldn't fall in love in high school, and he also said all the bad things about the boys who liked me. The teacher said that his handwriting was sloppy, and he tried to correct it, because then his test paper would be taken by the teacher and he could read the test paper with me. He knew that I was not good at math and often took the trouble to tutor me in math. But when I couldn't understand what he was saying, he would be a little impatient, but at this time I just had to smile at him, and he would not be angry at once. Also, sometimes I would take a nap in the classroom at noon, and he would like to poke me in the face secretly, and he would be very proud after poking. Actually, sometimes I didn't fall asleep, but I pretended to fall asleep for fear that he would be embarrassed. Another time we were in the elevator......"
As soon as Yin Linlang talked about these things, the words unconsciously became a lot, and he couldn't even hold it at all, his face was ruddy, and his eyes were shy and sweet.
"Enough!" Su Hohua suddenly snorted and interrupted Yin Linlang's words.
Yin Linlang was stunned for a moment, and then quieted down.
Soho Hua lowered her head and bit her lip stubbornly, her lips were white from her bite, and even beads of blood appeared. Her body trembled slightly, and her hands clutched at the couch cushions beneath her.
In any case, tears must not fall at this time. If you cry, you lose.
"I'm sorry...... Yin Linlang whispered, "I'm a person who is more likely to get carried away." Actually, I don't have that much to do with him......"
"Okay, let's eat, the dishes are ready." Sohohua said, "This shop tastes good...... If the chef is still the same as the original. ”
"Oh, okay." Yin Linlang lowered his head and ate the vegetables, "Well, it's delicious." ”
Sohohua silently stopped talking and ate to herself.
"Do you want another plate of rice?" Yin Linlang cautiously proposed.
"Hmm." Sohohua just answered.
Yin Linlang was a little embarrassed, but she still let people fill a little bit of rice.
“…… You know he's not brother and sister. ”
The two were relatively speechless, eating with vegetables by themselves, as if they didn't know each other. I don't know how long it took, Soho Hua said lightly.
Yin Linlang hurriedly nodded in response: "Well, I know." ”
"I came to Su's house when I was four years old, but I don't remember where I lived before, I only vaguely remember that it seemed to be a rural village. I also forgot that my biological parents were still away at that time, and they may have passed away. Sohohua took a deep breath and talked lightly about her life experience, "When you picked me up, Mom and Dad...... It was Su Mo's parents who told me that there was an elder brother at home, and they wanted me to get along with him and listen to him, they liked obedient daughters. ”
Yin Linlang was stunned for a moment, she vaguely guessed something. In fact, about Su Hohua's life experience, Su Lishi also vaguely mentioned it to her.
"I didn't feel much at the time, but as I got older, I became aware of who I was. It turns out that I am the child daughter-in-law of the Su family, and I am something that belongs to Su Mo...... I'm scared, I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid of becoming Su Mo's thing, I'm afraid that if I make Su Mo unhappy, I'll be kicked out of the house, I live carefully, pleasing Su Mo and my parents. At that time, I was scared all day long, and I hated Su Mo even more. If Su Mo didn't exist, wouldn't I have to be so painful? ”
Yin Linlang bit her lip, her eyes revealing deep sorrow and sympathy. People's grief is not the same, and without the same experience, it is difficult to empathize. But she also had a painful past, and she knows what it's like to be miserable.
"But I can't tell anyone about it, and I keep laughing day after day. My only means of venting is to write a diary, I wrote all my resentment into the diary, I cursed Su Mo every day, hoping that he would be hit by a car and die when he went out. Whenever I typed out these words on the keyboard, I felt extremely comfortable in my heart, as if Su Mo was really written to death by me. ”
Yin Linlang opened her mouth in shock, there was an inexplicable cruelty in Su Hohua's eyes, and she stumbled and said, "Then, what about you...... You're still ......."
The corners of Su Hohua's mouth curved slightly, she knew what Yin Linlang wanted to ask, but she didn't want to answer, her eyes lowered, and she said lightly: "Actually, what I said before was not complete, I really hate him for claiming to be a sister to others, because he actually said that I am her sister!" But I'm not, I'm obviously his child daughter-in-law, a daughter-in-law who grew up with him! I really hate that he's so smart, because he's so smart, and I can't see how much I love him! I really hate the way he looks at his big breasts, because that doesn't look at me for more than ten seconds! I really hate that he keeps chasing Liu Yuli, why don't you try to chase me? I really hate that he has so many adult movies stored on his computer and mobile hard drive, and that's because he wants to watch those things because he has me next to him! ”