Although I can already roughly guess what Yan Xiaoying experienced when she was a child, I still have a great feeling when I say it from her mouth at this moment.

A little girl who is more than five years old, at the age when she first began to remember things, has experienced so much, which is too big a blow to her heart.

By now, I finally understand why when she was in elementary school, she always liked to be alone in the corner, silent, and always out of place.

It turns out that she has such a tragic past!

She seems to have had the same experience as me, except that she will never forget it.

And the experience of my birth is not engraved in my memory at all, so whether it is born and died young, or borrowed life to be reborn, I don't know.

Compared to her, who lives in the shadows of the past all the time, I am much happier.

At least I have a happy family and love my parents.

I don't know how to comfort Yan Xiaoying, in fact, she doesn't need to be comforted at all, after so many years of being alone with hatred, she has long been used to being alone to soothe the pain in her heart.

It was the first time she had told her story to someone.

I was silent and pondered, the Evergreen Dao people really deserve to die.

But the people who made him like that were the bullies who killed his father, and he killed everyone in revenge.

I suddenly remembered that I had heard someone say a long time ago that bad people are not necessarily bad people when they are born, and good people are not all good people when they are born. The words good and bad are defined differently depending on each person's experience.

After telling her story, Yan Xiaoying was silent for a while, and then said to me: "I don't know what is terrifying in the place where the ghost lantern grows, but I can hear from Grandma's mouth that it is very terrifying and has unpredictable dangers. You wait for two days, and then I will go with you, and the two of us can take care of each other. ”

I was silent and didn't answer immediately, Old Lady Yan, she guessed correctly, even if Yan Xiaoying is seriously injured now, she will still choose to go with me to the depths of the 100,000 Mountains to find the antidote to ghost oil.

Looking at Yan Xiaoying's hopeful and determined eyes, my heart suddenly warmed, the cruel experience did not distort her heart, except for being a little weird sometimes.

"Let's talk about this matter tonight."

I asked her, "Lao Fei is seriously injured and in a coma, should I tell his cousin Li Guodong?" ”

Yan Xiaoying pondered, and finally shook her head and said, "I can't tell him, I don't think Li Guodong is as simple as it seems on the surface." His identity is to investigate and manage the affairs of our world's strangers on behalf of the country, and Lao Fei came to Heavenly Mountain after your grandfather left and the snake made waves. I feel like he's putting Lao Fei next to you like a pawn. Of course, maybe Lao Fei, who is an insider, doesn't know about this. ”

A woman's intuition is the most accurate, at least more accurate than we men.

After listening to Yan Xiaoying's words, I fell silent and finally nodded, I also felt that Li Guodong couldn't be too trusted, in contrast, I liked the old fat and straightforward personality more.

"There are still a few months left until the March Three Heavens Discourse Conference, and there will definitely be something big happening at that time, maybe they are all secretly nervously plotting something." Yan Xiaoying said softly.

Speaking of this, I can't help but feel a little worried in my heart, it has been more than half a month since Lu Ji of the Heavenly Master's Mansion came here with several Dao Sect elders.

But except for proposing to the mountain god Niangniang at the beginning, they just secretly did some small actions that didn't seem to be human, but they didn't make drastic moves, and they didn't know what they wanted to do?

After marrying me, Jingmei has not shown up, is she seriously injured and recuperating?

Yan Xiaoying saw that my brows were tightly knit, and said with relief: "We still have time, what should come will always come, since you chose to inherit the mountain keeper and marry her, you are destined to not be able to live an ordinary life." Since you have chosen this path, do not be afraid. ”

I smiled bitterly and nodded, but there was one thing Yan Xiaoying said wrong, this path was not chosen by me, but by my grandfather.

My fate began when the old man helped me to borrow my life and be reborn, and I couldn't help myself.

Only now did I understand what the old man had said to me before he ran away, he said to me, I have grown up, there are many things that need to be faced by myself, and he cannot be by my side for the rest of my life.

Because of the old man, I was able to spend more than 20 years without incident, but now he has to let me face it alone.

Borrowing life to be reborn, life and death to change life, this seriously destroys the balance of the cycle of life and death, and the people of Yin Si will definitely not give up the investigation. Although they came to me twice to no avail, who knows what kind of terrifying characters they will come next time?

There is also Jingmei, her identity is sensitive/sensitive, and she is inextricably linked to the Daomen, until now I don't know what kind of identity she was when she was alive.

And what is the secret of the two-headed dragon? Whose life did she borrow from me?

Why is a key to the fate of the earth in the Cave of Ssangyong?

Until now, I am still confused, I can't figure out the truth of the matter, I don't even know who I am, and I don't know how to live.

I think there is no greater sorrow in life than this.

Rubbing my forehead, I felt that it was a headache, and in fact I should have thought about these questions a long time ago. But I know that with my status, it's useless to think about it now, so I haven't been digging into it these days.

Because, I think it's masochistic to fight against these things.

What should come will come, what should know will always know, I only need to know that Jingmei is my wife now, what does it matter about other things?

The sky is falling, and there is a tall man on top of it.

The reason why people live optimistically and cheerfully is because they live in a confused way. A person who has to take care of everything must be unhappy in his life.

Soon after, I left the coffin shop and returned to the village.

Yesterday, after Li Guodong dealt with the snake man's affairs, he opened the village and summoned the villagers to come back to live, so now his parents are in the village.

In fact, Yan Xiaoying still has something to tell me. The Evergreen Daoist is a person from the Heavenly Master's Mansion, he died inexplicably, and the people of the Heavenly Master's Mansion will definitely investigate this matter thoroughly, and there will definitely be trouble at that time.

However, no matter how this matter is said, it is the fault of the Evergreen Daoist, not to mention that as a member of the Dao Sect, he learned evil arts to refine corpse puppets. After the Heavenly Master's Mansion learned about this kind of thing, it should not be publicized, and in the end, it will not be resolved.

Besides, I don't think Granny Yan is the kind of person to provoke.

It was now past eight o'clock in the morning, and Jiaoyang was newborn, and although most of the people had not yet returned to the village, there were already people working in the fields.

Smoke rose from the stove, and the village was full of life.

After greeting a few villagers and standing in front of the house, I reached out and patted myself on the cheek, leaving all my worries behind and stepping inside.

Home is a welcoming place, and no matter what you have experienced outside, you should not bring your troubles home.

However, when I came to the courtyard and saw the scene in front of me, I was a little dumbfounded.

In addition to my parents, I found that there were two more people in the family, one was the girl Xiaoya, and the other was Huang Yuting.

Dad teased Xiaoya in the yard, while Mom and Huang Yuting sat on the stairs in front of the hall, sorting out the vegetables that had just been picked from the field.

The two were talking about something in a whisper, and from time to time there was hearty laughter, and the atmosphere was very subtle.

Xiaoya's family is dead, and my father is a good man, and I am not surprised that he brought the lonely little girl to live in the house.

To my surprise, why is Huang Yuting also at my house?

You must know that her family lives in the town, and her work is in the town's hospital, and it makes me feel strange to appear at my house early in the morning.

And most importantly, when I was in high school, she used to live in my house as my girlfriend and met my parents.

So now......

I couldn't figure out what was going on.

If something goes wrong, it will be a demon.

I thought I'd better go out and get out of the way.

So, before my parents noticed me, I tiptoed out the door and slipped away.

But at this time, Xiao Ya's girl looked up at me, and finally shouted in surprise and joy: "It's Brother Tianyan, uncle, look at it, Brother Tianyan is back." ”

I muttered in my heart: "This little aunt and grandmother are really sensitive." ”

All eyes were on me, and then I saw my mother walk up to me angrily.

Then, my ears were grabbed.

"Stinky boy, you still want to slip away when you get home, do you think your wings are hard/?"

"Mom, you lighten up, it hurts, it hurts. Your sons are so old, don't keep pulling your ears, after all, they are all married and have a family, and there are outsiders here, so people can see how faceless they are. I cried and reminded me.

My mother was stunned for a moment, but finally really let go of my ears and rolled her eyes at me.

"You also know that you are a family man? Fooling around outside all day long without doing business. ”

I felt that my mother seemed to have something to say, so I leaned into her ear and whispered, "What's the matter?" Huang Yuting: Why is she in our house? ”

"What's going on? How does the old lady know what's going on? You ask her to go yourself! ”

My mother twisted my soft flesh under the ribs, turned around and said to Huang Yuting with a smile: "Xiaoting, my son is back, don't you have something to say to him?" ”

"Hmm!"

Huang Yuting nodded, pulled me aside, and said something that left me dumbfounded.

"Tianyan, Chen Liming has an accident."

I'm a little speechless, Chen Liming is her boyfriend, her boyfriend has an accident, how did she find here? I wanted to reply with a sentence of "about Lao Tzu's".

But seeing Huang Yuting's brows tightened, her face was full of worry, and she was a little unbearable.

"Don't worry, tell me, what the hell is going on? Didn't he go up the mountain with Li Guodong and the professor yesterday? What happened? ”

Huang Yuting frowned and told me intermittently.

It turned out that when he inspected the corpses of those snake people yesterday, Chen Liming was told a few words by the professor because of his lack of experience. He was a high-minded and arrogant high-achieving student, and he couldn't stand being taught by others, so he had a quarrel with the professor on the spot.

After going down the mountain, Chen Liming packed his luggage and left, and told Huang Yuting that he was going to go to the 100,000 Mountain, Miao Tianlong Village to investigate the formula of the Bailing Pill, and when the time came, he would develop it, and trample the professor under his feet, so that all those who despised him would regret it.

However, he had an accident when he left, and at four o'clock last night, Huang Yuting received a distress text message from Chen Liming.

The text message has only two words: "Help......"