"I'm out now, right away, you're waiting for me for a while." Gu Xia answered Liu Yang's call, and she didn't allow her to think about anything, so she went home for dinner. In order to save money, Gu Xia still took the bus and the subway, not to mention the transportation in the imperial capital, she really didn't dare to compliment. According to Liu Yangfa's positioning, she inquired all the way.

"You've been living here for more than half a year, and you're still lost."

"I'm a road idiot, now I can only remember the way home, you have ordered."

"I don't know what you like, so I ordered a few of his more signboards, you taste, what you like to order yourself, we Northeast people can't be restrained, it's not our character." Gu Xia thinks that this Liu Yang is still quite interesting, and it is quite comfortable to chat with him, it may be that he has been working as an intermediary for a long time, and he is always willing to take into account the feelings of others when he speaks.

"I'm really hungry today, don't feel sorry for killing you. I'm busy this afternoon, my artist is being targeted today, I'm shopping and sparring, it's really exhausting. ”

"Then let's drink some, if you don't drink barbecue in the Northeast, it will be boring, ha, give you relief."

"If you still go to work tomorrow, then come less." Gu Xia has been worrying a lot lately, so it's good to drink some wine.

"Waiter, two beers." Gu Xia was really hungry, and he didn't have an image of what he ate. "It's delicious, thank you, I didn't know the wind chime when I cleaned it up this morning, I'm really embarrassed, I seem to be...."Gu Xia said tentatively, she actually wanted to apologize for what she said in the morning, because she could see that although the gift was put in the most inconspicuous position by him, it could be seen that he still wanted to keep it well. Liu Yang smiled, took a sip of wine, and went down most of the glass.

"It's okay, it's all in the past, it's over, it's fine, that's really my girlfriend sent me, no, it's an ex-girlfriend, before the two of us traveled to Dali, there was a wishing bottle for the two of us, she left, something left, maybe this thing is the same as our feelings, it's not worth cherishing." said that he was sad to Liu Yang. Gu Xia took a sip of wine, she wanted to comfort him, but not only because she was unfamiliar, but also because she didn't know how to comfort him, hadn't she also experienced it?

"It's okay, it doesn't matter, right, living your life is the most important thing at the moment, isn't it? You say that people live in the world, and nine times out of ten their lives are unsatisfactory, who has not been unsatisfactory, where they fall and get up. "In fact, it's easy to comfort others, but it's hard to comfort yourself, Gu Xia has never convinced himself.

"Yes, it's easier said than done, okay, let's not talk about these sad things, let's drink, it's not a complaint to ask you to eat today, right?" touched the cup with Gu Xia, and Gu Xia didn't say anything. Liu Yang spoke first.

"Gu Xia, are you a celebrity assistant, this job can see a lot of the world, I thought this job was quite mysterious before, don't they all say that celebrity assistants are all celebrities' families, are you?"

"Of course I'm not, it's just that Yang Xinai didn't have an assistant as soon as I joined the company, so I naturally became her assistant, and now some brokerage companies still assign assistants to artists by themselves, and they also want artists to be transparent to the company."

"So, you're a spy for the company."

"No, you don't know, I didn't understand anything when I first arrived at the company, I was really scolded every day, the agent scolded me, the artist scolded me, all kinds of threats, and the work of serving tea and pouring water is not easy, watching the artist attend various activities, it is bitter."

"It's said that your circle is very messy, and it's really not good to sort out, come to toast you, I hope you live a better life and be happy every day."

"Thank you."

Liu Yang is the kind who really wants to drink, and it can be seen that he just wants to get drunk.

"Drink less, tomorrow is not the weekend, and I have to go to work."

"I don't need to think about anything after drinking, I just can't sleep without drinking now, as long as I close my eyes, she will appear in front of me, it's really not that I can't forget, I really can't forget it, she seems to really be integrated into my life."

"But wine can only make you forget for a while, it's not the same when you wake up, you have your life, she has her life, since you can't be together, you should bless her, instead of drinking like now, what do you say."

"I don't know, I've really loved it, it's impossible to be friends." To be honest, Gu Xia had no way to refute it, just like her, she really loved, that person would not become a friend, Gu Xia did not express her position, but silently agreed in her heart.

"We came to Beijing six years ago, at that time it was simply a dream, like you, when I came to think that I had a dream to fight, not afraid of hardship, why can't I stay in Beijing, I used to study design, in some decoration companies as a designer assistant, but the salary is too low, there is no way to make a living, I am a fledgling, if you do not have a strong economic foundation to boil, you have no chance at all, at that time after graduation, I don't want to ask my family for money, and the work of the designer assistant is not easy to do, but we feel very happy even if we live in the basement and eat instant noodles every day, every day is a giggle, I know that young is love first, love and water are full, and then I know that she is very hard, every day is very late to come home, she does translation work, proper white-collar workers, although she does not earn much. Gu Xia was a listener, Liu Yang stopped and drank the cup dry, and asked for another prick.

"Wouldn't that be nice? What love looks like. ”

"What is love like, I also miss it, because the two of us have been living beyond our means for a long time, plus we are both very stubborn people, and we don't want to be a hand-reaching party, so there is always one person to bear the cost of living, she is the person I love, naturally I won't let her accompany me to suffer because of my dreams, so my dream was put aside, I heard that the real estate agent is very profitable, so I hid from her and quit her job and became a real estate agent, in fact, I just want the two of us to live a better life, She knew that we had a lot of quarrels, and we almost broke up that time, and then I got paid more, and finally we moved to a rented house with windows and sunlight, and life got better, although I paid for my dreams, but I think it was worth it, because I could see the smile on her face every day. ”

"Isn't that a good day, where everything is going in a good direction, isn't it?"

"Originally, I also thought so, I think in the face of love, ideals may not be so important, life has been very good, this year we have more and more contradictions, maybe a long time, and after so many years, there is still no way to pay a down payment in the suburbs, I may feel that there is no future with me, she is also of marriageable age, I still can't give her a stable home, I want to go back to my hometown, but she wants to stay in Beijing, the cost of living in Beijing is so high, I can't give her stability."

"So you parted? Is it because of the invisible future? ”

"Because of the gap, you think, she is still a white-collar worker for six years, and has achieved the position of supervisor, I am a small housing agent, every day is sweaty and running all over the street, people are sitting in an air-conditioned office, how to say, the gap is quite big, a year ago I bought a car to pick her up and drop her off work, but she thinks I am a very vain person, in fact, I just want us to be good, after all, we have been dependent on each other for so many years, I didn't expect her to say that she wanted to break up, saying that our three views do not agree, I think it's ridiculous, what are the three views, We have been together for nearly 6 years, and there has been no discord between the three views, and now I say, doesn't it mean that her current rank is different from mine, and I may not be worthy of her. Have you really ever thought that Beijing is a big dye vat, and no matter who you are, you have to be rendered back and forth in this dye vat and forced to change. When he said this, Gu Xia could see the crystal in the corner of Liu Yang's eyes, a big man like this, Gu Xia really didn't see much.

"It's such an endless quarrel, and finally it ends in a breakup, I know, she just doesn't want to live like this anymore, in the future, with her current rank, there will be better people than me waiting for her, in fact, I know that the result can only be like this, from the time she didn't want to go back to her hometown with me, I knew that breaking up was a matter of time, so ah, I just broke up two days ago, and I moved out, so I moved here and became a neighbor with you." As he spoke, he only smiled bitterly.

"Liu Yang, what you have experienced may also be what I have experienced before, people will change, you still have your own life to live, it's useless to think too much, you have to come out, there is still sunshine." Do you hate her in your heart? ”

"Don't hate, everyone has the right to pursue happiness, I can't be a stumbling block to her, isn't love fulfillment, I can't give her what she wants, I should let go." That's all good, but I think you're really a very interesting person, I hope we can be friends, we are all from the Northeast, and it's more kind, the last cup, don't delay your work tomorrow, I poured so much bitter water with you today, and I'm in a much better mood, thank you. ”

"You're welcome, I've just arrived in a new environment, and I don't have any friends, it's naturally good to have a good friend, maybe I'll have more bitter water to pour with you in the future, just don't be annoyed when the time comes."

Gu Xia then raised his glass, "That's it, let's make this glass a toast to our new life." Gu Xiagang got a response as soon as he proposed, and the two of them drank the last wine like this, saying that they wanted to live a new life, and went home staggeringly. on the road

"You be my sunshine." Liu Yang suddenly said this, which made Gu Xia stunned, and hurriedly replied: "Then let's be each other's sunshine, I hope it can illuminate our future path." ”

The road ahead is lonely, and it is naturally good to have someone to accompany you, maybe that can really alleviate loneliness.