originally thought that the days abroad were the darkest time, and many people didn't understand, even if they were dealing with foreigners, but seeing that they were pregnant, and there was no one around, those foreigners would also think that Zhao Sijia had any personality defects? Even the father of the child does not want to be responsible.

So wherever I go, there will be some people who speculate about each other with bad intentions: "To be honest, at that time I hated the people who brought suffering to my life, there were ridicule, there were doubts. ”

But fortunately, Zhao Sijia survived in the last few days, and the reason why he experienced those overwhelmed days made Zhao Sijia a strong character now.

So when He Xinshu brought Zhao Sijia back to the company, for a period of time, he was very worried that Zhao Sijia would not be able to stand the eyes of others, but the facts showed that Zhao Sijia was not under the strange eyes of these people, and because he had experienced it before, he didn't feel anything.

"And do you still hate them now?" He Xinshu's voice became hoarse, because when he heard Zhao Sijia recount his previous experience, he felt very distressed, and because he asked like this, he actually wanted to know whether Zhao Sijia still hated himself now.

Zhao Sijia lowered his head and looked at He Xinshu's eyes seriously: "If you don't hate, it's impossible, but I want to slowly let go of my feelings in the future and be a happy person." ”

Hearing Zhao Sijia say this, He Xinshu also slowly breathed a sigh of relief. If it wasn't for their unexpected encounter, Zhao Sijia later went abroad. I haven't even been able to find her, and I don't even know the name of the girl I had a relationship with.

"I'm the one who caused so much trouble to you, I think if you hadn't met me at the time, your life would have been different."

He Xinshu's heart is very complicated, when they met, Zhao Sijia had a child, so it would cause so many things in the future, and now they have come together.

But if they hadn't met at that time, then these things wouldn't have happened now, and everyone's life trajectory might change, thinking that if it wasn't for that thing, he wouldn't have met Zhao Sijia, and He Xinshu didn't know what to do.

I just thought that if I could get to know Zhao Sijia well at that time, I believe that I would slowly fall in love with each other in the future, and I would also have the crystallization of their love, and then have their happy life.

"At that time, I was really guilty, almost every day I thought of that girl, it was you, until we met later, you always thought that I wanted to compensate Zhao Xintian, but I didn't expect that in my slow life, I would really fall in love with you."

Tonight is just a light chat, I didn't expect to lead to so many things, Zhao Sijia actually wanted to hear what kind of mentality He Xinshu had towards him, and it wasn't until today that he realized that he hadn't entered He Xinshu's heart at all, and he didn't understand He Xinshu's sincerity to himself at all.

In the past, I always avoided He Xinshu because I felt that He Xinshu was forced to be tied up with him, because they had a child and a lovely daughter between them, so they were forced to accept a woman they had never met at all.

Thinking about it from another perspective, if Zhao Sijia looked at it from He Xinshu's point of view, it would be like this, so he didn't particularly believe in He Xinshu at that time.

But what Zhao Sijia didn't expect was that she would fall in love with He Xinshu in the process of slowly getting along, and until that time, she didn't know very well what kind of feelings she had for herself.

"Then do you understand how I feel about you by now?"

There was no sound in the big room except for the breathing of two people, and it was so late, almost everyone in the house had fallen asleep, only this room was still lit.

In this delicate atmosphere, Zhao Sijia found that He Xinshu's eyes began to moisten slowly, as a proud son of the sky, he could cry in front of him, Zhao Sijia couldn't believe it, and wanted to wipe He Xinshu's tears with his own hand, but a cold tear fell on Zhao Sijia's hand.

"I wasn't very mature before, so I didn't think about you when I did anything, maybe the bond between us at that time was only children, so I would focus all my eyes on Tian Tian."

At that time, so many bloody things happened, and Zhao Sijia thought that He Xinshu just wanted to get close to Zhao Xintian, so he also showed deep disgust during that time. But who knew that he would like He Xinshu so uncompromisingly.

Now He Xinshu has made all the efforts for himself, Zhao Sijia sees it, He Xinshu is also slowly beginning to make changes, she used to be very good at rebellious He Mu's ideas, but now for her, she has not hesitated to break with her family, but now life is back on track.

There is one thing, Zhao Sijia did not tell He Xinshu, that is, if He Mu's mother still does not agree to the relationship between them, in fact, Zhao Sijia can let go of He Xinshu's hand without hesitation, even if he loves him deeply.

But now it is different from his previous thoughts, he has understood He Xinshu's thoughts, and when he saw He Xinshu crying, Zhao Sijia was also very uncomfortable: "Fool, now that I understand your mind, don't you can't get along with yourself anymore." ”

Zhao Sijia just wants to tell He Xinshu about the past, let it pass, because there is no way to change what happened, and it is impossible for anyone to reverse what happened before.

Even if he can change Zhao Sijia in the past, he is not sure if he will give up. If they hadn't met a man, they wouldn't have had lovely daughters, and they wouldn't have hugged each other as tightly as they do today: "Let it pass what happened in the past, you don't have to mind, and I don't blame you." ”

Just now, Zhao Sijia's eyes were also a little moist, the two hugged each other tightly, leaning on the bed, He Xinshu adjusted the lights in the room to warm colors, enjoying the romance between the two of them.

Zhao Sijia told himself over and over again that he should not quit the previous things, but He Xinshu had no way to forget it at all, unless he lost that memory and didn't want Zhao Sijia to bother anymore, He Xinshu was just in his heart, feeling sorry for himself.

Gradually, Zhao Sijia began to yawn, boundless sleepiness hit, Zhao Sijia was close to He Xinshu's shoulder, fell asleep, and He Xinshu slept very peacefully this night.

The next morning, in the haze, Zhao Sijia heard the housekeeper's voice, and waited until he saw that there was no one next to him, and the quilt was well covered on his body, it seemed that He Xinshu got up first, and then covered himself with the quilt.

The vanilla smell that belonged to He Xinshu was still on the bed.