CHAPTER XXV
Just when Yu Fangfang was hesitant, Zhang Jianguo was a little anxious, and the New Year was about to begin, but Yu Fangfang still didn't nod to come back. His own small home is deserted and not a little angry.
On this day, Zhang Jianguo went directly to Yu Fangfang's place of work and waited for her to get off work.
waited until more than eight o'clock in the evening before Fang Fang came out of the classroom. Seeing Zhang Jianguo, Yu Fangfang was a little surprised.
Zhang Jianguo followed Yu Fangfang out of the door of the tutoring school and pulled Yu Fangfang aside.
Zhang Jianguo held Yu Fangfang's shoulders and said to Fangfang sincerely: "No, let's go to the city for a marriage consultation, if the marriage counselor says that we really can't live, then we will leave, if there is still some hope, we will work hard." You say it's good or not. ”
Yu Fangfang felt a little funny, and thought to herself, as long as you stay away from your family, I will live well with you.
Yu Fangfang said: "My dad felt that his daughter had a miscarriage, not only was she physically hurt, but the child was gone, and her mind and spirit were also seriously hit. Besides, that's what happened. Your sister loses a child every year, you don't care, your family can do nothing. But I can't, I can't. Does it matter if your sister loses the child, I don't believe it. You think that raising a child is to support the elderly, but I can't, my child is my baby, I don't need her to support me, I don't need to honor my ancestors, I just want her to live a happy and healthy life. But now she's gone, she's gone, and my heart is empty. I don't even feel like I can live. Am I at fault, is my child at fault? Can't I say yet? My dad feels sorry for me, is he wrong? Do you know what your mom said in the hospital that day? You were born to your parents, so I wasn't born to my parents? Why should I get off work every day, cook, do laundry, and clean up the house. ”
The more Yu Fangfang spoke, the more excited she became, and when she talked about the child, Yu Fangfang's heart hurt even more, and then she simply cried heartbreakingly.
Zhang Jianguo rarely saw Yu Fangfang crying like this. Yu Fangfang cried sadly and aggrieved, his heart began to feel uncomfortable when he cried, and he began to think that his unborn child was so pitiful, and his heart began to hurt. Zhang Jianguo hugged Yu Fangfang tightly in his arms, hoping to alleviate her sadness and grievances, and also hoped to relieve his own, and said repeatedly: "It's my fault, it's my fault." ”
After a while, Yu Fangfang stopped crying, she looked up at Zhang Jianguo, Zhang Jianguo's face was very bad, his beard seemed to have not been shaved for a long time, and there was a strong smell of smoke on his body.
Yu Fangfang said: "I want to tell my father, I can't just follow you back." ”
Zhang Jianguo said okay, he should tell his father.
When she went back in the evening, Yu Fangfang told her parents that Yu's mother was happy for her to go back, but Yu's father's face was a little ugly.
Yu Fangfang sent a message to Zhang Jianguo, saying that her father was unhappy. Zhang Jianguo said it was understandable.
In the following days, Zhang Jianguo went over every night, showing a particularly sincere attitude of admitting his mistakes. Finally one day, Yu's father said: "Fangfang, go back, go back and live a good life." ”
may be because they almost divorced, and they feel a kind of happiness for the rest of their lives after the catastrophe. Both of them began to cherish this day of reconciliation and felt happy and sweet every day. And this happiness, this time, miraculously lasted for three seasons, from spring to summer, from summer to autumn. This is something that has never happened in the years since the two of them were married. Moreover, they both felt that their relationship was deeper and better than before.
They will also get angry occasionally, but it will quickly dissolve. They even felt that the two had a heart-to-heart connection, and they thought that this was probably the best way to get married. Yu Fangfang and Zhang Jianguo both felt that it was time to have children.
Yu Fangfang stopped the birth control pill. Zhang Jianguo doubted whether Yu Fangfang was taking birth control pills, but Yu Fangfang denied it. After stopping the contraceptive pill, Yu Fangfang bought a lot of nutritional products, and Yu Fangfang also worked the food she usually ate. She went to the hospital to do some more examinations, monitored the ovulation, and the doctor said that she could get pregnant, and Yu Fangfang was decided. There must be no mistakes this time, if the child has something this time, Yu Fangfang thinks that she must not want to live!
In the early morning of one day, Yu Fangfang, who had just woken up, took out her mobile phone and looked at the time, just looking at what day it was, Yu Fangfang subconsciously thought that it seemed that her menstrual time had passed, and Yu Fangfang hurriedly took out the pregnancy test stick that had been prepared.
For accuracy, Yu Fangfang used two. The result is two bars, and both bars are dark in color. Yu Fangfang is most afraid of being like last time, one bar is dark in color and the other is light in color. This time, it is two bars of deep color.
Yu Fangfang took the pregnancy test stick, ran to the bedroom to wake up Zhang Jianguo, and put the two pregnancy test sticks in front of Zhang Jianguo. Zhang Jianguo, who was in a daze, saw the two bars on the pregnancy test stick, and instantly came to his senses, and immediately sat up, stared at the pregnancy test stick and looked at it, dancing happily.
Zhang Jianguo immediately got up and said to buy delicious food for Yu Fangfang.
On the way to the supermarket, Zhang Jianguo bought another pregnancy test by the way, and gave his parents a special good news. After returning home, I asked Yu Fangfang to test it again.
The next day, Zhang Jianguo took Yu Fangfang directly to the hospital in the city, took blood, and did a test, and Yu Fangfang was also tired after a trip, and this time the progesterone and HCG met the standards. Seeing this result, Yu Fangfang felt a little comforted. After a while, I did B ultrasound according to the doctor's instructions, and when the test results on the B ultrasound sheet said that there was a fetal heartbeat, Yu Fangfang breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, hoping that this time it would be good.
In the evening, Yu Fangfang called Yu's mother and told her about her pregnancy, and Yu's mother said that a few days ago, she dreamed that the eggplants she planted at home grew very well, and there were several big eggplants on each eggplant seedling, and she thought that Lili was pregnant. Yu Xiaowei and Yang Lili have also been married for several years, and they have never had children, and the two parents have been urging, for the sake of the children, both of them have not returned to their parents for a long time.
Yu's mother knew that Yu Fangfang was pregnant again, and she was also very happy, she told her to let Yu Fangfang be careful in everything she did, but don't make it a habitual miscarriage, when she is older, Yu's mother began to talk about Yu Fangfang's late marriage and late child, but now she is too late to give birth, and she is frightened.
Yu Fangfang had no choice but to listen to her mother's complaints.
Yu's mother began to talk about Yang Lili and Yu Xiaowei having children again. Yu Fangfang heard Yu Xiaowei say before that he both wanted to make a breakthrough in their careers and planned to have children. Yu Fangfang relieved that Dr. Yu's mother was also very busy every day, saying that now Yang Lili's career is on the rise, and he will definitely want it after a while.
Yu's mother had no choice but to sigh helplessly, after all, her daughter-in-law is not her daughter, as long as her son-in-law has a good relationship.
The next morning, when Yu Fangfang and Zhang Jianguo were cleaning up the house, Zhang Jianguo suddenly said: "Fangfang, do you think this child will lie to us like last time?" ”
Hearing Zhang Jianguo say this, Yu Fangfang, who was immersed in the joy of pregnancy, suddenly paused, and unconsciously made a sound in her mouth: "No, I have done so many examinations this time, and the doctor said that there is no problem." ”