When He Yi heard the news, his heart instantly rose to his throat, as if he had no time to grasp a relationship, and suddenly went away with the wind. She didn't know how to answer, she only knew how broken and reluctant she was when she heard this sentence.

He's going to England and meets Beryl's England.

"W-when." Her voice trembled.

"Tomorrow, an early flight."

"To see Beryl?" In addition to this, He Yi couldn't find a second reason.

"It's not. Official business. The other side of the phone was silent for a few seconds, his voice a little low, and it seemed that all his strength was used up to say this.

Official business?

"How long will it take?"

"About three months."

"So long?"

"Hmm...... Xiao Gardenia, take care of my parents for me, for a long time, my parents are not very supportive of me going to the UK, but I can't help myself. ”

Not supported? It can be seen that Uncle Song and Aunt Liu seem to know about Song Pingsheng's breakup with Beryl. But the reason ...... He Yi was curious but didn't know.

The breakup did not make the Song family's parents so resistant to the UK, so what is the real reason? I'm afraid only the parties themselves know.

"Okay, then you stay safe."

He Yi simply explained a few words, and then hung up the phone. The heart has not yet settled, and the body can't stop trembling.

She knew very well how deep Song Pingsheng's feelings for Beryl were, and if the two of them rebuilt the old relationship, she really wouldn't have a chance at all.

But...... Song Pingsheng said that it was a business matter, so what reason did he have to keep him?

He Yi has always been worried, and he is not in the mood to eat, so he drove to Song's house after work. As soon as she parked, she looked up at the Song family's house and stared at Song Pingsheng's room, staring intently.

When night came, the sky gradually darkened, and it was pitch black, and Song Pingsheng's room also left pale yellow lights. He stood by the window, staring at the moon in the sky, and stared tirelessly for a long time.

He seemed to have noticed He Yi's car, his eyes narrowed, his brows furrowed slightly, as if he was thinking about something, and then gently picked up his mobile phone and dialed He Yi's number.

Receiving Song Pingsheng's eyes, He Yi looked a little flustered, and couldn't think of what to do for a while, the phone rang suddenly, she was startled, and hurriedly took out her mobile phone from her coat pocket, her tone was a little weak and a little trembling.

"Hey ......"

"Gardenia? Are you downstairs in my house? ”

He Yi looked up at the window of Song Pingsheng's room again, and saw that his eyes had been around her car, she sighed softly and admitted, "Yes, it's me." ”

"Wait for me, why don't you come in?"

The figure in the window left, and there was only a rustling sound on the phone. Soon, Song Pingsheng walked to the driver's window, hung up the phone, and gently knocked on the car glass.

He Yi's eyes have always been on him, and he wore a simple white shirt with black cropped pants today, which highlights the proportions of his body very well.

He Yi opened the car door and stood with his head down after going out, helpless, his teeth clenched his lower lip, and his face was unusually pale. Song Pingsheng noticed her abnormality and said softly: "Xiao Gardenia, what's wrong with you?" What's going on? ”

"No, nothing happened, I just...... I want to come over to help you pack your luggage, I'm afraid you'll forget about it. He Yi lied.

Song Pingsheng chuckled, "Don't worry, my brother has packed up and is measured." ”

Since childhood, Song Pingsheng has always been a very careful person, and I am afraid that only He Yi himself has forgotten everything.

"Have you had dinner?" Song Pingsheng asked again.

He Yi shook his head.

"Then let's go to the house for a meal, Mother Wu cooked boiled pork slices tonight, which is very delicious, haven't you always liked to eat it?"

After Song Pingsheng finished speaking, he turned around and turned back three times in one step, "Let's go?" ”

He Yan followed closely, suddenly stopped, and took Song Pingsheng's hand. Song Pingsheng's body stiffened, turned his head in a daze, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" ”

"Pingsheng, can you ...... Don't go to the UK. ”

It's called Pingsheng, not brother.

Song Pingsheng looked at the girl who was bowing her head in front of her, her face was slightly red, she bit her lower lip tightly, and she was spitting. No matter how much you stay, you will inevitably see something different.

"Gardenia?"

"I don't want you to go to England, so can you ...... Don't go? He Yi looked up at him, and his wet eyes were particularly cute.

"Xiao Gardenia, my brother is really going to the UK on business, this project is very important to the company, and my brother must go." Song Pingsheng held He Yi's shoulders tightly and lowered his head to look at her.

He Yi met his gaze, "Song Pingsheng, do you know why my target is Cambridge University?" ”

Song Pingsheng looked at her with a dull gaze.

"It's because you told me that you would wait for me at Cambridge."

"I study hard, from outside the 50th grade to the top 10 in the grade, from the top 10 to the top 3 in the grade, I try to get closer to you, just to reach the top 1%-2% of the province, and then be admitted to Cambridge University, there is a reason to be closer to you."

"But you didn't, I was disheartened when you brought Beryl home in my sophomore year, I painted the University of Cambrid on the walls, on the table, and in the books, and I was so confused during that time, I cut off all contact with you, and I only wished I could cut off my thoughts."

"I thought that time passed, and I would gradually forget you, I tried to pay attention to other boys and accept their advantages, you can see, look, everyone I compare you with them, compare, I gradually cried, I haven't contacted you for a long time, if I grow up early, it would be good to step into Cambridge with you sooner, and show my heart to you earlier, will there be hope, even if the hope is slim, only one percent."

"Later, you went back to Liangcheng, and you said that you broke up with Beryl, and I thought I had hope, but you would rather be a lonely smoker for her than try a new relationship. You lied in front of your colleagues for me, how I hope that lie is true, we ...... can really be a suitable pair in the eyes of others, but no, you keep emphasizing that you are an elder brother and a younger sister, let me be bound in a blood relationship, and don't let me cross this line, but Song Pingsheng, your surname is Song and my surname is He, not a real brother and sister, and I don't want to be your sister. You always like to look up at the moon, whether you're waiting for the bus or in your room, and I know, know you're thinking about Beryl. ”

"I used to think about it, what a touching love story this will be, it can make Song Pingsheng fall like this, once that sunny boy, gradually become a taciturn man, I try my best to get closer to you, but I feel that I am drifting away from you."

"You have fulfilled your Cambridge dream, but my dream has not yet been opened."

"Later I learned that not all likes will have results."

After He Yi finished speaking, tears kept falling from his eyes.

She once read a passage: When you can't help but shed tears, keep your eyes open, don't blink, you will see the whole process of the world from clear to blurred, and your heart will become clear and clear the moment your tears fall...... It's like being born again.

This is how it feels at the moment, she seems to have grown up, from that cowardly and inexpressive girl to a strong woman who can bear everything, and she can show her heart to Song Pingsheng in a bright and bright way.

Song Pingsheng froze in place, his mouth opened, but he didn't know what to say.

Perhaps silence is the best way to respond.

"Haruki Murakami has a saying, 'I tell you that I like you, it doesn't have to be with you, I just hope that in the future, when you encounter a low point in life, don't be discouraged, at least someone has been attracted by your charm, has been, and will be.'" So Song Pingsheng, I tell you that I like you, not to be with you, I ended the regret of my youth, and I want to start again. ”

"Xiao Gardenia......" Song Pingsheng said softly, looking at the girl in front of him with pity.

"Before leaving, can you let me hug you, not the identity of brother and sister, but the identity of ordinary men and women." He Yi wiped his tears and choked up a little.

Without waiting for Song Pingsheng to speak, He Yi took the first step, stepped forward and hugged him tightly, she listened to Song Pingsheng's heartbeat and felt very relieved. This is a long-standing wish, how many years have I thought about it...... This heart-warming hug.

"Goodbye, Song Pingsheng."

Goodbye is not only Song Pingsheng, but also the youth of the past ten years. Ten years of youth, because of him and radiant, but also because of him and lost, so many years, only self-pity......

After saying this, He Yi fled in the wilderness and fled from this place in a car, she didn't see Song Pingsheng's expression, she only knew that she had never been more relaxed, no longer afraid of no chance, and no longer afraid of missing opportunities.

Ten years of painful struggle, it seems that at this moment, it can be easily let go.

Song Pingsheng stayed in place like this, watching the vehicle leave. He looked up at the moon in the sky again, he had never realized that he loved the moon so much, he only knew that when he looked at the moon, he always thought of Beryl. Because Beryl once said that he wished he could be like the moon, appearing in front of him every day, quietly watching him. If you see the moon, it proves that there is a girl named Beryl, who misses him deeply in the distance.

He didn't know how to respond to He Yi's relationship, ten years of youth, but he didn't expect it to be related to himself...... Hearing this, it is more of a melancholy and heaviness in my heart than a joy in my heart.

There were countless confessions he received, and he refused them one by one without changing his face, but he couldn't bear to reject He Yi.

Song Pingsheng stood for a long time before leaving, and before leaving, he looked up at the moon in the sky again.

Maybe you really ...... It's okay to accept a new relationship.