Chapter 201: Addiction
The more Lu Wen listened, the more chilled he became, and he realized that the current situation was all caused by his trust in Gong Boyuan too much. I was very angry that the Gong family broke their promise and used the distance to deal a heavy blow to the Lu family.
She didn't care so much, and she didn't know about the changes within Emgrand, so she went directly to the company to find Gong Baiyi, and said with disappointment in her eyes: "If you don't want to cooperate, you can just say it, there is no need to use such shady means behind your back." Now that my dad is angry and goes to the hospital, Lu has suffered a lot of losses, are you satisfied? ”
Gong Bai also knew that it was all his father's handiwork, but in the final analysis, it was all because of him. Sweeping to the side, someone seems to be secretly monitoring this side, not wanting his father's impression of Lu Wen to become worse and worse because he pays too much attention to it, which can only lead to Lu Shi's suffering.
deliberately showed a very indifferent attitude.
He said coldly: "It's a big no-no to rely too much on partners in business. I don't think my uncle should have made such a low-level mistake. Now what does this consequence have to do with us? ”
Lu Wen thought that he would give a reasonable explanation, but he didn't expect Gong Bai to treat this matter with such an attitude, feeling extremely ironic and ridiculous. His eyes were overflowing with sadness.
"Okay, that's what you said, don't regret it!"
After saying that, he resolutely left.
Seeing that the eavesdropper also left, Gong Baiyi's mind was full of Lu Wen's sad and helpless expression just now, and he pretended to be strong, feeling very distressed but unable to show it. I privately sent someone to help make up for the company's affairs.
Gong Bai also looked at the location of Gong Boyuan's office, thinking about the next step to break the situation.
Stripe returns home dejected.
Being treated indifferently by Gong Bai also felt sad and depressed that there was nowhere to release. I opened the wine on the table with my hand, and after just a few sips, I felt that the previous feeling had come back, what the hell was wrong with her?!
Lu Wen subconsciously thought that there was a problem with the wine, and struggled to reach but didn't catch it, looking at the sharp glass slag all over the ground, Lu Wen couldn't control her urge to self-harm, she trembled and picked up the shard, looking at the clearly visible blood vessels under the skin, the desire to pierce and see the blood gushing out became stronger and stronger.
The pain from her skin slicing through it temporarily suppressed the painful torment. But then came an even more uncontrollable pain and thirst.
Things in front of me gradually blurred.
Then she was unconscious.
……
The next day, Lu Wen woke up.
The pain in the arm is the first to be transmitted.
Lu Wen unconsciously touched it, and when he saw the shocking wounds on his arms and the bloodstained glass shards, he was instantly stunned in place.
She was actually self-harming?
Lu Wen desperately searched for the symptoms, trying to figure out what was wrong with him.
But the only thing she could think of was depression.
Could it be that she is suffering from this disease?
Lu Wen endured the pain and treated the wound, and cleaned all the glass slag. At this time, Xuan Xuan came out rubbing his sleepy eyes, and Lu Xuan's first reaction was to cover the wound on his arm, but he had already been seen by Xuan Xuan.
Xuan Xuan ran over anxiously, holding Lu Wen's arm, tears were about to come out.
Lu Wen's heart was sour, depression would evolve into suicidal tendencies, even for Xuanxuan, she couldn't become like this.
Squeezed out a smile and comforted Xuanxuan: "Mom was accidentally scratched when she came back, it's okay."
Xuan Xuan looked at these wounds distressedly, and ran to the room to take out his small medicine box: "Xuan Xuan bandaged his mother, it won't hurt."
Lu Wen looked at Xuan Xuan and did all this with a serious face. I was really afraid that my mental state would affect the child, the Lu family was now too busy to take care of herself, she didn't want to make trouble anymore, so she wanted to send Xuan Xuan to Gong Baiyi temporarily, and prepared to go abroad for treatment for a period of time.
Gong Bai also heard that Lu Wen was going abroad again, and subconsciously thought that she couldn't wait to take care of Yun Zhen, and her original guilty attitude towards the Lu family also became indifferent, her eyes were stained with anger, and she sarcastically said coldly: "You don't even want children for Yun Zhen now?" I don't think you need to fight with my dad for custody, anyway, Xuanxuan is just a burden in your eyes now. ”
Lu Wen already felt helpless because of his illness, but when he heard Gong Bai sneering, grievances and anger surged into his heart together. Holding on not to show his fragile side, he shot back: "I never said that, can you not be so vexatious." If you don't want to take care of Xuanxuan, I'll find a way, no one will force you. ”
As he spoke, Lu Wen's tears flowed down uncontrollably. Gong Bai also saw the change in his indifferent expression, and realized that what he said was a little too much. Just thinking that Lu Wen still had to go to Yun Zhen, he couldn't keep calm.
"Xuanxuan, I'll pick it up."
Miyaya.
Gong Boyuan looked at Cheng Qian's bulging belly and said casually: "The due date should be soon." It just so happens that I know two doctors who are very experienced, and you will check on the fetus in two days. Our family's bloodline must not have any losses. ”
Cheng Qian's smile stiffened for a moment, barely coping with it. Sooner or later, her fake pregnancy will be exposed, and if she is temporarily found to be lying, she can't stay here, and her mood is getting more and more unhappy.
On the surface, he is still very docile: "Then I'll take care of my aunt first, and I haven't given her medicine today."
"Thank you for your hard work."
When she arrived at Bai Qiutong's room, Cheng Qian's expression immediately became gloomy. She is used to taking Bai Qiutong to vent her anger when she is not in a good mood, but she can't sue anyway, so she took the needle next to her with ease.
If he thought that the fake stomach was in the way, he directly ripped it off and fell to the ground, and he didn't forget to step on his feet.
Whining viciously, "Isn't it just a child! Why am I so uncompetitive? ”
She's in a state like a madman. There is only endless hatred and obsession in my heart.
Although Xuan Xuan usually doesn't care about Cheng Qian at home, he can feel that Cheng Qian seems to be a little abnormal after getting along for a long time, and often stays in his grandmother's room and locks the door and can't come out.
Xuan Xuan was worried that his grandmother would be tortured by this crazy woman, so he sneaked into the room while Cheng Qian was not paying attention.
Carefully picking up Bai Qiutong's clothes, and carefully inspecting them, he found that there were many small pinholes on his grandmother's body that were not obvious, and there were scars in some places. Xuan Xuan saw it very clearly, realized that Cheng Qian was abusing her grandmother in secret, and silently wrote down all this and decided to tell Gong Baiyi.
Just as he was about to go out, he bumped into Cheng Qian.
Cheng Qian saw Xuan Xuan's frightened eyes, and understood that he had already discovered what he had done, and he couldn't hide his panic, and his voice was trembling.
"Who let you in?"
Xuan Xuan ran out directly, Cheng Qian went to chase him to stop him, but suddenly stopped when he chased to the stairs, thinking that since the pregnancy couldn't be hidden, it was better to do it first when there was still room for it, so that at least she could stay first with the guilt of the Gong family.
Thinking like this, Cheng Qian deliberately stepped on the air.
With a scream, he rolled down the stairs.
Hospital.
Cheng Qian leaned on the hospital bed, tears streaming down her face, looking pitiful. Pretending to be very guilty, he choked up and said to Gong Bai: "I'm sorry, I didn't protect this child well, he almost came to this world."
Seeing Cheng Qian so sad, although Gong Bai didn't trust her very much because of the previous incident, he was also very sympathetic to Cheng Qian's experience. Staying by her side didn't say anything.
Cheng Qian's eyes were red, and she was still holding the prepared small clothes in her hand. Very weakly pleaded: "I feel very uncomfortable, can you hug me?"
Before Gong Bai could answer, Xuan Xuan rushed in directly from outside the door, eager to tell him the news of his grandmother's abuse.
Cheng Qian's eyes were obviously flustered, and in order to stop him, he cried even more sadly: "I'm sorry, as soon as I saw Xuan Xuan, I thought of our child..."
At this time, Gong Boyuan happened to come and immediately pulled Xuan Xuan away when he saw this scene.
Because of Cheng Qian's miscarriage, Gong Boyuan was more enthusiastic about his only grandson, greeted Xuan Xuan, and arranged to take him to play.
Ke Xuanxuan overheard everything Gong Boyuan did secretly at the Lu family, and his attitude towards him was very cold, and he pushed him away resistantly: "You are a bad person, I don't want to play with you."
Gong Boyuan's face was instantly bad, and he put all the blame on Lu Wen in a fit of anger, thinking that she deliberately instigated and provoked the relationship between Xuan Xuan and the Gong family.
……
Lu Wen was depressed because he might have depression, and he didn't know who to talk to express his depression.
You can only survive by hurting yourself every day.
On this day, Yun Zhen called outside the door for a long time and no one answered, and found that the door was not closed.
Through the crack in the door, Yun Zhen could see that Lu Wen seemed to be ill, and she was trembling and picking up the knife that cut the fruit and preparing to harm herself. Yun Zhen didn't have too many surprises, Lu Wen's current state just showed that all this was under his control.
When Lu Wen couldn't control himself and wanted to scratch himself, Yun Zhen rushed in and grabbed the knife in her hand to stop him. He looked angry and yelled, "Do you know what you're doing?"
Lu Wen's consciousness seemed to be much more sober, seeing that he chose to self-harm again, he hugged his knees helplessly and cried, and told everything that happened to her under the guidance of Yun Zhen.
Yun Zhen's expression was very solemn, and he was silent for a while and said, "You don't have depression. Instead, he was infected with addictive powder in the house of the man with the gun that day. ”
Lu Wen stopped crying, it was indeed a symptom that had only appeared since that night, and he believed Yun Zhen's words without doubt. This left her with a deeper fear, she had not seen how terrible the addiction was, and the pain could be strongly felt just by looking at it. Once it is infected, the person is ruined.
Stunned, he said, "Then what should I do..."
Yun Zhen saw that Lu Wen was completely convinced, relaxed and comforted her: "Don't worry, it's not that there is no way to get rid of it, I will accompany you until you completely quit."
With Yun Zhen's encouragement, Lu Wen began to quit the drug powder with difficulty, and the process was unimaginable pain for ordinary people.
Rouge was completely stiff, and she removed all the furnishings from the room, leaving nothing behind that could be used to mutilate herself. Once the drug addiction kicks in, ask Yun Zhen to lock the door of the room from the outside until she survives and can open it.
When Lu Wen was about to lose his ability to hold on, and his desire for medicine reached the extreme, Yun Zhen deliberately pretended to be very entangled next to her and said, "If I try it, I may be able to formulate a medicine with his kind of ingredients, and you won't have to be so painful."
Although Yun Zhen said that she was very excited, she still chose to refuse without hesitation in the face of such a temptation, her cheeks had sunken in because of emaciation, but the light under her eyes had not faded in the slightest, and she said firmly: "I can quit."
Many people said this to him, but in the end, without exception, they all obediently compromised and became slaves of this medicine. But Yun Zhen looked at the resoluteness in Lu Wen's eyes, and had an intuition that she might really be able to do it.
Yun Zhen walked out of the room through the glass, watched Lu Wen curl up on the ground, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, and he gritted his teeth and endured it. He naturally knew how powerful this medicine was. He had enjoyed watching the process, but it didn't work here in Loop.
Unexpectedly, he found out that he would have feelings of distress and pity for another person, which made him feel a little unaware of himself.
Just outside the plan, he relieved Lu Wen's pain a little and helped her quit.