16. There is never any forgiveness that does not forgive (2)

The end of September in Beijing is autumn, and when Cen Yanya woke up, she still felt that her back was wet with sweat, but she didn't expect that she should have taken care of Fu Zitong last night, but she was taken care of by Fu Zitong when she had a fever in the middle of the night.

Fu Zitong held his drowsy head and took a towel to cool Cen Diya physically, but it took him more than half a day to settle Cen Diya.

Fortunately, Cen Yanya sweated and had a fever. Fu Zitong was also relieved, the feeling of a drunken headache that she ignored suddenly hit, and she followed Yu Fu back to school at seven or eight o'clock in the morning.

Anyway, Cen Yanya is taken care of by Zeng Chuxi and Fengqi, and she is not worried. This must be a girlfriend, yes.

Cen Diya looked at the time on her phone, ten o'clock, sure enough, she was still better able to sleep when she was sick, but she didn't know why she had a fever......

"Bang bang bang", suddenly there was a knock on the door of the hotel room.

Cen Qiya rolled up the quilt tightly, "Who?" ”

"It's me." Hearing Fengqi's voice, Cen Yiya breathed a sigh of relief.

She cleaned up the bed a little, then put on her clothes and went to open the door for Kaedezaki.

The moment he opened the door, he saw Zeng Chuxi also standing beside him.

After a while, Feng Qi hurriedly broke the slightly embarrassing atmosphere: "Xiaoya, are you feeling better?" If not, I'll take you to the hospital. ”

"It's okay, I'm still in good health."

"Okay, I'll send you back to school now." Feng Qi almost forgot that there was another person beside him, and he was secretly pulled by Zeng Chuxi's arm before he changed his words: "Oh yes, why don't we have breakfast together first." ”

“……”

Eventually, the three of them went down to the second floor of the hotel together and went to the restaurant for dinner.

Kaedezaki said that he had something to do temporarily, so he left first.

As soon as Kaedezaki left, Cen Diya received a message from him.

"Some things have to be made clear, come on."

Sure enough, Fengqi was premeditated, and he would ignore Cen Yanya's loveless face just now.

Cen Yanya turned her head and turned back into a passable face, but she still felt embarrassed.

Zeng Chuxi began to apologize sincerely: "Aya, I hope you won't be disgusted that I call you that." Every day in the past, I regretted it, but I don't know what face I have to see you, but now that you're in Beijing, I hope I can apologize to you and say sorry for what happened two years ago. ”

When Cen Yanya heard this, she felt that she had no appetite for breakfast.

She never felt that Zeng Chuxi had done something wrong, but felt that she had been running away, she didn't want to face two people who were obviously secretly in love, and they cared about each other very much, but some of them chose to betray.

When did she decide that Zeng Chuxi liked her? Probably because of the repeated speculation day after day, on such a beautiful night, when the scent of stars was all over the rooftop, when he held his hand and faced the media as if he was going to fight the whole world together, she actually heard him have the same heartbeat as herself.

It was only later that she figured out that the relationship between herself and him was called liking.

However, she always pretended not to hear his heartbeat, and did not think about the relationship between herself and him.

She also pretended to be willing to believe that Zeng Chuxi had made the most correct choice between her career and her.

Now Zeng Chuxi began to explain that all this was a misunderstanding.

"My agent doesn't want me to be with you, she's going crazy after seeing my affair with you, I've never seen her like that, it turns out that I don't know her well enough, but I'm still grateful to her, it's she who has made my career develop to the point where it is today."

"She is a very ambitious person, and she doesn't allow me to have any defects in my image in front of the public, so she tricked me into inviting you to the party, in fact, she single-handedly organized the finale banquet, and also invited the media, deceived everyone, and made everyone think that I and you are cousins. has clarified the scandal and is still in the heat, you know that artists need heat, not to mention that I am still an idol. ”

“……”

"So, you didn't deliberately lie to me in the first place, saying that you went to your party just to have fun, but really just to have fun?" Cen Yiya subconsciously asked, and now she suddenly found that she thought that Zeng Chuxi had made a choice between her career and her, which was actually a joke.

Where does she deserve to be compared to his career?

"So, have you forgiven me?" Zeng Chuxi looked expectant.

"Actually, there is never anything that is unforgiving." Cen Yanya sighed, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she just seemed to feel that something was wrong with her body.

"Then can I add your WeChat?"

“… Yes, let's ask for Kaedezeki. Cen stood up, "I think it's time for me to go back to school." ”

"I want you to give it to me personally, otherwise I think you still haven't forgiven me." Zeng Chuxi also stood up.

Cen Diya reluctantly took out her mobile phone and opened the WeChat QR code.

Zeng Chuxi scanned the QR code with his mobile phone, and an information page came out, and he clicked on Add Friends and said satisfied: "I'll send you back to school." ”

As soon as Cen Yiya wanted to say no, Zeng Chuxi's mobile phone rang.

Zeng Chuxi glanced at the caller ID, and the note was Xiaoyue. He glanced up at Cen Yanya: "You sit down first, I'll answer the phone." ”

Cen Yiya sat down patiently again, and Zeng Chuxi relieved himself when he saw this, turned to the side to answer the phone.

"Hey, what's wrong, Xiaoyue?"

"Brother Xi, come back quickly. Sister Hanyun is angry again......"

"Okay, you persuade her first, don't provoke her, I'll go back immediately." Zeng Chuxi frowned, thinking that he still had to send Cen Yiya back to school first.

When he turned to look at Cen Diya, he found that she was gone.

The WeChat prompt on the mobile phone sounded, and Zeng Chuxi hurriedly clicked on it to see that it was a new message sent by Cen Diya after agreeing to his request to add friends: "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." Good bye. ”

Zeng Chuxi breathed a sigh of relief instantly, she should have forgiven him. He replied, "Okay, see you next time." After that, I rushed to the company as soon as possible.

After Cen Diya returned to school, she didn't find Fu Zitong, and later learned that Fu Zitong was still with her boyfriend, and it was estimated that she would not return until evening.

Boyfriend... Cen Yiya remembered that if the relationship between herself and Zeng Chuxi was as simple as an ordinary person, would it also develop into lovers.

But as long as anyone wants to ask for forgiveness, the words of explanation can be hastily solved in a few words, but love cannot.

He just didn't deceive her, and this explanation was two years late. But the damage that should have happened still happened, those memories are indelible, and those injuries will not go away on their own.

Cen Diya returned to the dormitory and began to sort out the textbooks needed for the next day's class, in fact, for the current Cen Diya, there is no actual difficulty in English, but it is not invincible, after all, language is always an endless course to learn, depth and breadth are opposite, in addition to the need to listen and speak more, but also need to see and feel more.

Cen had learned a small language online before, and in addition to English, she had always been interested in German. When I came to Beiqing Foreign Language Institute this time, I always had to go to the German Department to have a look.

Cen Diya looked at the campus navigation on her mobile phone and came to the German Institute in the Eastern District. A school building tucked away in a ginkgo grove at the end of a tree-lined path, with a minimalist style that fits the floors of the German Institute, exudes a unique attraction from the inside out.

Yan Che originally planned to take a double degree, majoring in English and minoring in German. When Cen Diya went to visit the teaching building, she happened to run into him.

Yan Che came out of the office on the inner floor with a book, and when he saw Cen Yanya, he greeted her: "Why did you come here?" ”

"No, just take a look."

"Are you interested in German?"

"Well, I taught myself a little bit of German online."

"That's right, if you don't dislike it, come here with me to take classes in the future, but it will reduce the rest time."

Cen Yiya nodded, which was considered to be an agreement, and then asked, "Did you just get out of class?" ”

"No, the teacher also wants to take a normal vacation, so he will not give special classes to students outside the department. I just went to ask a German teacher I know a professional question and asked him to answer it for me. ”

"Oh, I see."

After chatting with Yan Che for a while, Cen Diya walked in the direction of the West District.

On the way, they also talked about studying, in fact, Cen Yanya and Yan Che got along, and there were no big ripples in each other's hearts, but they just met a close friend with the same major and interests.

Yan Che sent Cen Yiya back to the dormitory and left.

Cen Yanya entered the dormitory, said hello to Yi Shi and Fang Yue, and went into the bathroom to take a bath.

The hot water on her body felt like washing away the fatigue of the day, and the heat covered the bathroom mirror with a layer of fog, and Cen Yanya couldn't see her face clearly, nor could she see her heart clearly.

She always seems to be forgetting herself, and it seems that Cen Diya who lives in front of everyone is not herself.

came out of the bathroom and found that Fu Zitong was back. came back with the fruit that Yu Fu bought for her. Fu Zitong shared it with her roommates, and when she saw that Cen Yanya had just come out of the bathroom, she hurriedly pricked an apple piece with a toothpick and stuffed it for her.

Cen Yanya said vaguely with apple slices in her mouth: "Do you still know to come back?" ”

"What did you say?" Fu Zitong smiled sheepishly.

Cen Yanya chewed the apple pieces and swallowed them, and said, "Do you know how sad I am when you left me alone in the morning?" ”

"Oh, I'll rest assured that you're standing in front of me intact, don't you see you're standing in front of me intact?"

"But ......"

"I know what you mean, you can rest assured, even if Zeng Chuxi doesn't like you, don't you still have Fengqi?"

"......" Cen Diya wanted to roll her eyes.

"What, Zeng Chuxi?"

"Kaedezaki?"

Fang Yue and Yi Shi incredulously brought themselves over, pricking up their ears to listen carefully to the gossip.

But forced by the presence of the person concerned, Fu Zitong had no choice but to say: "Oh, it's okay, don't look like you're making a fuss, and when Aya is angry, or when she is not there, I'll tell you secretly!" ”