Chapter 80: Farewell without saying goodbye
But the road is narrow, Simeng went to the toilet between classes, because he kept his head down and was half-hearted, when he passed by the door of Class 6, he accidentally collided with Zhan Haoyang.
"I'm sorry!" Simeng didn't look up, just shook his head slightly, and continued to pass by slowly.
The students on the road kept looking at her with a smile, and a little surprised, looking behind her, Simeng felt that something was wrong, turned around slowly, and found Zhan Haoyang with his hands in his pockets, following behind unhurriedly, panicked for a while, and ran into the toilet quickly.
Why did he want her to make a fool of herself again and again? Simeng was a little angry, wasn't it the breakup she proposed? But it was clear that he misunderstood her first, and it was his refusal to forgive her that he was forced to separate.
Simeng got out of the toilet and found that Zhan Haoyang was leaning against the wall at the door of the men's toilet, this wall is equivalent to the windshield wall of the men's toilet, the entrance of the women's toilet is facing the corridor of the teaching building, and the turn to the right is the short walkway into the men's toilet, Zhan Haoyang is standing in the short walkway, and the people in the teaching corridor can't see him.
"Simeng." Zhan Haoyang's voice made Simeng nervous, especially since he was different from what he had seen in the morning, as if he was no different from before.
Simeng was struggling inwardly, whether to stand at the door of the toilet stupidly or walk away immediately.
"Concentrate on your studies!" Zhan Haoyang said, the tone was the same as when he used to supervise Simeng's study.
Simeng stood at the entrance of the women's toilet with his back to Zhan Haoyang, looked into the toilet, and pretended to be waiting for someone.
"Are you mocking me for not wanting to study for you?"
"yes, that's not like your character!"
"Hmph, you're thinking too much, I'm just not sleeping well......" Speaking of this, Simeng suddenly found herself jumping into another pit, isn't this just saying that what happened last night made her not sleep well? His cheeks began to heat up, and Simeng coughed in embarrassment.
"So you can live well without me, right? Like before you met me. Zhan Haoyang didn't think much about it.
"Of course! I'm a Xiaoqiang who can't be killed, and I can live well without a mother, so don't worry about you looking for death and life when I leave, and be your eldest young master with peace of mind! Simeng left angrily, and when he passed by Zhan Haoyang, he suddenly took a step forward, and at the same time, a palm fell on the top of Simeng's head, and his hand pulled her inward with a slight force.
"Then I'm relieved." Zhan Haoyang's voice gently surrounded her ears, and his person had already walked out of the bathroom.
Simeng thought about his actions for a long time, and finally thought that he was actually underestimated by him! I was so sad for such an arrogant guy for so long, and I was laughed at by him! Simeng was annoyed.
What is said is that she was not living well alone before he appeared, there is no need to be decadent again and again in order to turn around the guy who holds the beauty, the college entrance examination is close at hand, and the blackboard behind it has a countdown, so you really shouldn't waste your energy on this lost relationship.
Moreover...... Now that he's doing well, he's on what should have been his normal track, maybe this should have an end, right?
Simeng worked hard to adjust her mentality and focus on studying, and soon she found that only when she was soaking in the endless test papers and thinking hard about the problems she encountered, she could temporarily forget about Zhan Haoyang.
The school posted the time of the first national mock exam in the third year of high school, Simeng, in order not to be looked down upon by Zhan Haoyang, nervously added some preparations, studied late at night every day, and got up early to memorize English, which can be described as deaf to the outside of the window, and only read the sage books, and the tight learning environment made her feel a little relieved.
Since entering the state of studying, Simeng has rarely had time to be with Haiyan, and every day after school, he carries his schoolbag home to do his homework.
But this is also just convenient for Ah Xiong and Hai Yan to get along alone, every day after school, Ah Xiong always waits for Hai Yan at the staircase on the third floor on time, and then takes her to the place she wants to play, or sends her home, Hai Yan always looks reluctant.
On this day, Simeng didn't make a question, so he walked late after school for a while, and waited until the handwriting was not clear before packing up his things and preparing to go back, but he saw Ah Xiong standing at the door of the classroom, looking at Haiyan's vacant seat with a gloomy look.
Simeng was a little puzzled: "Ah Xiong, why are you still here?" Haiyan went down as soon as school ended! ”
"Really? Maybe I was one step slower and missed, right? Ah Xiong smiled, a little bitter.
"Have you waited so long? Why didn't you come up earlier? Haiyan went out with Xu Weihan, and when she heard that she was going to play, she always didn't care about anything. Simeng said good things for Haiyan, firstly, she didn't want Ah Xiong to have an opinion on Haiyan, but in fact, it was because she couldn't bear to see Ah Xiong's disappointed expression, and she felt some sympathy for him in her heart.
Ah Xiong seemed a little embarrassed and lowered his head: "She doesn't like me to come upstairs." ”
Simeng also remembered that Haiyan said that she was the least interested in boys younger than her, maybe it was for the sake of face that others would see the second-grade coming to her.
But because of Ah Xiong's affectionate singing at the school celebration, they soon walked side by side again, who in the school didn't know that she Haiyan was the one Ah Xiong liked? Who doesn't know they're in love, is it necessary?
"I called and asked where she was?" Simeng said and took out his phone.
"No need, thank you, Senior Sister Simeng, I don't want her to feel that I control her, let her play if she likes it."
"Ah Xiong, you are so good, I really wronged you with Haiyan." Simeng found that his balance began to favor Ah Xiong, because he loved too hard, although Hai Yan agreed to try dating Ah Xiong, but she seemed to be really holding the mentality of trying, and she didn't look in love at all.
Ah Xiong smiled and said, "It's like Senior Sister Simeng was once with Senior Zhan and was willing to suffer so many grievances...... I'm sorry! Ah Xiong suddenly realized his mistake.
"It's okay, it's like that, let's go back."
Simeng locked the door and went downstairs with Ah Xiong.
"Do you know that Senior Zhan hasn't come to school recently?"
"What does it mean to not come to school?" Simeng asked in surprise, she hadn't heard from Zhan Haoyang for many days, maybe she didn't pay attention to her studies.
Now that I think about it, it is true that since she said goodbye at the door of the toilet, she has never met Zhan Haoyang again, thinking that he was deliberately avoiding her, so she didn't pay attention.
"It's just that I've been absent from school and I don't see anyone...... Join...... Zheng Jiajia is the same. Ah Xiong said cautiously.
Hearing Zheng Jiajia's name, Simeng felt ridiculous for the worry just now, he had Zheng Jiajia, when would it be her turn to care, and it was two people who were absent from school at the same time......
"Really?" Simeng's heart was sour.
"Some classmates rumored that the two of them were planning to study abroad together! So...... I guess it's better to let you know......"
Simeng came home in a daze, and his mind kept wandering about Zhan Haoyang going to study abroad, it should not be back for several years, did he break up, and even the previous agreement to take the university in City C together didn't count, did he really break off contact with her?
Is there no need to even tell her? Still is...... That night's kiss was a kiss goodbye? And the conversation in front of the toilet was not his ridicule, but a farewell to her?
Why tell her in such a way? Can't you just say it? Even if she is mentally prepared to say cherish him!
He's been gone for a few days, where is he now? Could it be that you have already gone abroad?
The heavy grief crashed into it again suddenly, Simeng couldn't accept it, and the fighting spirit that had just been ignited died.
It turned out that invisibly, she was taking Zhan Haoyang as the motivation to struggle, as the goal, in order to achieve what he said to be in the top 50 in the school, in order to complete the agreement with him, to be admitted to Chinese Language University together, and at this time he left, the goal she wanted to achieve was meaningless, what should she use as motivation to struggle?
He would leave the city quietly like this, Simeng didn't believe it, and when she woke up from her grief, she immediately called Haiyan's phone.
"Haiyan, where is Haoyang?" Simeng asked.
"What's where? Isn't the squad leader at home? Didn't we finish the course, Xu Weihan said that the class leader had to review at home and didn't want to come to school! "Haiyan's side is messy, there is a crackling keyboard sound, like an Internet café.
"He's reviewing at home? Didn't go abroad? ”
"What kind of country are you going out, can you tell you when you go abroad?"
"Whew, that's right." So Zheng Jiajia doesn't come to school to review at home together? Lonely men and widows together......
"Ah, Simeng, I won't talk about it, I'm playing a game, hang up!"
"By the way, why don't you tell Ah Xiong when you go back today, he has been waiting for you for a long time!"
"I didn't see him, Simeng I'm really hanging, bye-bye!"
Hai Yan was afraid that he would hear Simeng's rambling in a second, so he quickly hung up the phone, this speed can really be compared to a person...... Forget it, Simeng shook his head, as long as he knew that he didn't go abroad, there would still be the possibility of meeting, and he was inexplicably relieved.
Haiyan, who reacted half a beat slower when she played, pestered Simon the next day and asked her why she suddenly remembered to ask Zhan Haoyang, since she let Simon drink last time and it was self-defeating, she didn't dare to mention Zhan Haoyang in front of Simong, so Zhan Haoyang didn't come to school and didn't tell her, who knew that Simon himself asked about him.
"Are you so worried about the squad leader going abroad? Does it mean that you haven't given up on the squad leader? Haiyan chattered around a topic, just to make Simeng admit that she still had Zhan Haoyang in her heart, in fact, anyone with a discerning eye knew that she really couldn't let go, but it was a little difficult to say it from the stubborn Simeng's mouth.
"I'm just asking by the way, the farther he goes, the more relieved I am, and I don't have to worry about running into him every day!" Simeng's mouth is really not ordinary.
"Yes! I'll pass it on to the squad leader, and I'll try to persuade him to run out of the country for your sake! ”
"Okay, okay, just say that to him!" Simeng glared at Haiyan.