Chapter Forty-Eight: Would You Rather?

After the May Day contact, the contact between the two became more and more frequent. We would basically talk to him for an hour every night. In the daily comings and goings of you and me, plus the original acquaintance, so the relationship is getting better and better.

After chatting, we talked about our previous affairs.

At the beginning, when I met you, I didn't have much communication and didn't know much about you, but I just felt that you were very open

Lang, very lively, more busy can speak. Next, by chance, the two of us sat together, slowly got acquainted with each other, and communicated more, and I found that you are a very good person and a very righteous person. So I have a good impression of you, so I especially like to chat with you.

When I was in high school, I didn't think that much about your pursuits at the time. I just don't think I should have been in a relationship in high school, I shouldn't have thought about it. This kind of thinking seems to be like a kind of rule, and I dare not break it. I always felt that falling in love in high school would delay my studies. So I always impose this view on you as well.

This is the principle that I set myself to myself at the beginning, I didn't fall in love in high school, and then you didn't give up after I rejected you, and you were still good to me as always, in fact, I was quite moved. But you treat me well one after another, or you move me occasionally, I don't know why I'm so sensitive. And then I became bad-tempered and lost my temper with you all the time. I know a lot of the reason I shouldn't have done this to you, but I couldn't help myself at the time.

Later, "roommates, and classmates in the class, who are with me" began to talk about me all the time, and then I couldn't stand it, I kept losing my temper with you, I was at fault, but this also has something to do with your pursuit style. I understand that you can't be blamed for this. So, I always lose my temper, but you are very tolerant of me, so that I feel that I am too bad for you like this, but after a few days of small conflicts, the true form is revealed. Maybe I have to be too demanding of you, or I have unconsciously become accustomed to you being good to me and you are tolerant of me. Unconsciously, a feeling in my heart that I can't say to you.

When I was a freshman, you said to me, "Would you like to be my girlfriend?" "One sentence: I do, you have been happy for a long time. You told me you hadn't slept all night, and you called me early the next morning to find out if we were boyfriend and girlfriend. I smiled and was moved by your stupidity and said, "Big fat man, yes, I agreed, you are not dreaming." "We got along really well for the next month. We started with it clearly.

After we were all officially settled, I was happy when you came to me for the first time, but I couldn't speak after seeing you. After we were together, we had happiness and quarrels. But these have made it clearer for me to get to know you.

Yours is very good to me, and you are someone I should not be disappointed. As the relationship came and went, on the National Day, we had a conflict. I know it's me, but I'm horrified by what you did to me. I think the saying "what you can't get is always in turmoil" is true.

Then come back, no matter what, thirty-seven, twenty-one, I'm going to break up with you. After that, I thought about the bits and pieces of the National Day, and the conversation when you came to me, I felt that I was too impulsive, how could I say it casually when I broke up. So, in the end, they reconciled again. Then the second time I broke up, because I saw "ask someone else to help you find a girlfriend" on your phone. When I saw this, I collapsed. Although I quarrel with you and am annoyed with you, I trust you 100% and have never doubted you. That day, I was really angry, the kind that I couldn't coax. Later, when I came back, I cried at night, and my roommate asked me what was wrong, but I didn't say anything. I just don't know you anymore. There are also very few words every day. I don't see each other for a long time or something. But during the winter vacation, you touched me again, and when I went home, it happened to be snowing that day, and I saw you anxious for me and ran around for me. My heart doesn't want to know how warm it is.

I feel like I should be nicer to you, better. You are the one who will never give up in my life. When we got home after that, we didn't talk much. You're also busy with work during winter break. As a result, there was not a single word of blessing on Valentine's Day. I'm a little lost. I don't think I want much, I just want to hear you say "Happy Valentine's Day". But you didn't. As a result, I started to think that we were a problem in the first place.

That's why I raised the scorer with you. I'll admit I'm impulsive, I shouldn't be. But in the air, I couldn't control myself. Always thinking about what you're going to do. And after reconciling, I also thought about it, what kind of virtue can I make you die to me like this.

I'm actually used to you being by my side, but I'm hard-mouthed, and I won't say this kind of thing that I can't leave or fall in love with you. However, I am really slowly changing, although after meeting you, I started yelling at you, it was because I was too close to you. That's why I dare to say anything.

I don't care what happens in the future, I hope that I love you and that you are by my side.

For your sake and for my own sake, I will change some of my petty tempers and attitudes towards you.

I'm so lucky to have you who have been so good to me. Thank you for always accommodating my bad temper every time.

I love you and am terrified of losing you. It's just duplicity, I can't say such things.

There are so many things I want to say to you, but in the end I can't say them.

Wang Yuhao said with a smile: "Thinking about it now, it feels really precious to recall the past." ”

I've been chasing you for so many years, and I'm so happy to be chasing you now. Wang Yuhao's face flushed a little and said shyly.

After we got better, the big guy Wang Yuhao immediately sent a message to say, announcing everyone, I caught up with the person I liked, I have been writing for three years, and finally drew a perfect sentence.

In the Internet era, it can be said that it is changing rapidly, and it is good to say that people all over the world know about us.

Then a few minutes later, Zhang Yanan called and said, "Yiren, what's your situation?" ”

Yiren pretended to be stupid and said, "What's the matter?" ”

Hey, I'm still pretending to be stupid, Wang Yuhao sent a message saying that it was about you. Zhang Yanan snickered.

It's mine? I blushed, as if I had guessed what he was saying. He lowered his head and smiled, "That's what you're talking about, well, we're fine."

Hee-hee-hee, hee-hee-hee, it's not good to chase you for so long in high school, but it's okay now. Zhang Yanan looked at me and said as if sarcastically.

Yiren expressed the reason: "I was all about studying in high school, and I didn't think about the love between men and women at all. ”

Later, after chatting for a while, Zhang Yanan saw that I had nothing to say, so he didn't continue to ask.

As soon as Zhang Yanan's phone was put down, Wang Qiang and Sun Jinbo also called me when they heard the news.

As soon as he opened his mouth, he teased: "Yo Yo Yo, it seems that the Joy people have finally been planted in the hands of the big fat man." ”

You guys? Why can't you say something nice? What to plant? Iren said with a dark face.

Forget it, I hung up without saying a word.

There are constant messages and phone calls on my side, and the same is true for Wang Yuhao, who used to know our high school classmates, and some people blessed and some lost.

As soon as a group of calls were answered, Wang Yuhao called. Let's go, or I'll take you to meet these people officially.

Don't, don't. Seeing this, I can't say that we are dead.

Later, after such an incident, the fact that the two of us were together spread in high school.

The next day was Kumon Writing Teacher Meng's class, just as the Qingming Festival was approaching, and they asked us to write about our feelings about the Qingming Festival in class. But there's so much I want to say to sum it up.

For the Qingming Festival, the world may think that he is synonymous with sadness, but I have different feelings about him.

Indeed, the Qingming Festival is full of sad atmosphere, remembering too many memories that have long been dusted, memories that have long been buried deep in the heart, depending on all this can only be vented with tears. Perhaps because of this, class has become the deepest memory of Qingming in people's eyes.

But tears often have different interpretations, but people often think that Qingming is infused with nameless sadness and gloom. Maybe they're right, and the Qingming and the like are sad. But what is the meaning of recalling the painful memories of the past for us now, it is better to think about why we exist, and think about the outline of the future.

Qingming should not be a remembrance of the royal family, but a vision of the future. Imagine if people are blindly immersed in the remorse, helplessness, and self-blame of the past, how many people in the world can grasp the light of the present and look forward to a better future. Then the world will become a place of sorrow. If Qingming is just an opportunity for workers to vent, then I agree. I'm used to seeing a large pair of people crying on the Qingming Festival, but how many people are moved to that?

Now there is no "rain in the Qingming Festival, and pedestrians on the road want to break their souls", whether I am too sensitive, or people's feelings have long been numb. The shouting on the road is still the same, and the tourists laugh endlessly.

People are numb, there is no catharsis of feelings, there is no recovery of the past, and there is no prospect for the future.

Now the Qingming Festival is a happy time for us to play, as long as it is a holiday, people are swaying their youth. People are wondering where to go for three blissful days. Qingming, most people are stepping into spring, and I am no exception, sitting the same thing as most people.

But what makes me different from them is that I went to a relatively old place - Yuci Old Town. And most people follow the romantic atmosphere of cherry blossoms and peach blossoms to step into spring. I reminisced about ancient architecture. This trip has a unique flavor. You can enjoy the classical and solemn architecture during the day and the bright lights at night. It gives people the feeling of a spring dream.

At the beginning of the Qingming Dynasty, visit the old city of Yuci, which is the starting point of the golden route of Jin merchant tourism. The eight main scenic spots such as the county government and the city god temple have their own characteristics; Colorful Chinese folk art performances give the old city aura and vitality; The filming of more than 50 film and television dramas has gradually made it the largest film and television city in North China. In the meantime, the thoughts of the ancients, the soul of the people, the vicissitudes of history, the destiny of the nation, all kinds of emotions arise spontaneously. At the same time, the ancient nature, history, humanity and art of Jinzhong are skillfully integrated. There's a sense of stepping back in time. Its magnificent momentum, exquisite art, and complete functions are rare in the country. On the second day of the Qingming Festival, I went to the clothing city with my friends and felt the depth of friendship. We tried on a variety of clothes together, ate a variety of snacks, and felt the power of "love". At the end of the Qingming Dynasty, I slept until I woke up naturally, and I felt tired. I washed my clothes, sorted out my things, and felt the beauty of life.

Qingming is not only a memorial to the deceased, but also a kind of spiritual communication, the transmission of love.

And this Qingming trip was also accompanied by Wang Yuhao. Then our relationship became warm again.

I used to dislike her for being short and fat, but now after getting better, I find that I really offend and rely on him more and more, and like him more and more. The so-called: "In the eyes of a lover, indeed, I feel that there is such a thing."

Would you like it? I do. Then began the love life of the two of us.