In fact, since I was a child, I didn't like the atmosphere at home, the more people I didn't like, and my family is very large, every day when eating, there are a lot of people around the table, I usually try to stuff the food into my mouth as soon as possible, in order to get off the table quickly, and then the elders said that it was rude, so after that, I had to sit awkwardly at the table after eating, listening to them talk for a long time, occasionally interjecting a few words...... As a result, I don't like home even more. {with}{dream} щ{suimеng][lā}

I didn't know why I hated this environment so much...... Now that I've grown up, I still don't know. And after I entered the hospital, I quickly began to hate this hospital, because all the people in my family are in this hospital, a small city, so many people know me...... I'm even a little scared to see them.

It's just fear, there's no reason.

Maybe I'm just such a freak.

Of course, this personality also taught me to hide my emotions naturally.

Well...... This paragraph is written with a bit of Lao She's flavor. Not bad.

……

Just now, there were only 6 people at the dinner table, which was usually a small dinner.

My uncle asked me, "You're still working on your creation." ”

I tugged at it...... "yes. ”

"Then what do you plan to do in the future?"

I said, "Keep writing." ”

I've tried hard to downplay it, but ...... The table was still quiet.

The conversation that follows is simple.

He said, "You're a doctor."

I said, I know.

……

I've always shown an obedient image, so they may not be able to accept my stubborn side.

I'm eating this meal faster than ever.

I know I'm on the wrong track, in the path they think I should be on.

It was just a few words, but I could feel their disappointment in me.

When everyone in the family, at a dinner table, is disappointed in you, it's a bad mood.

And there will be no rhetoric similar to Xiao Yan's rhetoric when he quit the marriage, in reality, he can only be silent and pretend to be nothing. Although I promised that I would not delay my work, it still didn't change anything. And I'm getting lazy and lazy.

Like they say, I'm not a good doctor.

Dreams come at a price. And it seems to be much more expensive than the kind of punch that Ri punched out.

When I got married last month, the master of ceremonies asked me about my profession, I said doctor, and she added a sentence next to him, he is still an online writer, the master of ceremonies was stunned, after all, in this kind of small city, writers are a very rare thing, but I subconsciously quickly waved my hand and said...... Don't write this.

He was surprised and asked why.

I didn't know how to answer at the time, so I smiled and said, don't write anyway.

Well...... Footsteps, my mother is coming up, thank her for understanding me, thank you to my wife, and finally hope that everyone can have a dream and can achieve it.

Don't learn from me.