Chapter 135: Eruption
Gong Bai also took Xuan Xuan to visit Gong Boyuan in the hospital, and when Gong Boyuan saw Xuan Xuan, he immediately smiled, and his serious and old-fashioned expression on weekdays also relaxed.
"Xuanxuan, come to grandpa."
Xuan Xuan showed strong resistance, hiding behind Gong Baiyi, unwilling to approach Gong Boyuan.
"I'm going home! I don't want to see grandpa! ”
When Gong Boyuan heard this, a smile froze on his face, and the surprise in his eyes turned into obvious disappointment.
"Xuanxuan, you can't do this."
Gong Bai's patience was almost exhausted, and he forcibly endured the irritability in his heart to guide Xuan Xuan.
"Grandpa is sick, it will be sad for you to say this. Listen to Dad, can you go and pour a glass of water for Grandpa? ”
Xuan Xuan hesitated for a moment, the look in his eyes was struggling, and asked, "Then can you leave after pouring water?"
Gong Bai also saw that Xuan Xuan's attitude had loosened.
Happily said, "Yes, Dad promised you."
Gong Bai was also looking forward to watching Xuan Xuan walk towards Gong Boyuan step by step, thinking that things would get better.
Gong Boyuan took the cup and whispered to Xuan Xuan: "Xuan Xuan slow down, be careful not to burn your hands."
Xuan Xuan deliberately poured the freshly boiled water, not into the cup in Gong Boyuan's hand, but specifically poured it on Gong Boyuan's arm.
"Ahh
The cup in Gong Boyuan's hand shattered in response, his arm was burned red, and the cup shattered to the ground.
At this time, Gong Boyuan was still enduring the pain, and asked Gong Bai to take Xuan Xuan away, afraid that the glass slag in this place would hurt him.
Gong Bai also reacted and immediately called a doctor.
The pent-up anger these days finally erupted at this moment, and he yelled at Xuan Xuan: "Gong Haoxuan, look at the good things you have done!" How many times have I told you, grandpa is not a murderer. You don't listen to your mother, if grandpa is really a bad guy, then he will be arrested by the police. He's your relative! You can't hurt others unscrupulously just because they love you, right? This is who taught you the truth. You've really disappointed me. ”
Xuan Xuan listened to Gong Baiyi's scolding, aggrieved, clenched his little fists tightly, stubbornly didn't want tears to flow, and turned his head not to talk to Gong Baiyi.
Gong Bai also looked at Xuan Xuan with disappointed eyes, he didn't expect Xuan Xuan to be so stubborn, and recognized that Gong Boyuan was the murderer. His efforts to untie Su Wen's knot were enough to exhaust him, and now he couldn't bear to have another child.
Let Xuan Xuan's misunderstanding and hatred of Gong Boyuan continue to develop like this, I don't know what the consequences will be. Will this family really form a situation of fragmentation...
Gong Boyuan wanted to open his mouth to dissuade him, but he heard a familiar voice coming from outside the door.
"Not necessarily."
Coco Su stood outside the ward, saw Xuanxuan's aggrieved appearance, and rushed in distressed to protect him behind him.
As soon as Xuan Xuan saw Su Wen, his tears suddenly burst into tears, and he hugged Su Wen and cried, crying breathlessly.
"Mom, will you take me home?"
Su Wen touched Xuanxuan's hair: "Okay, you go outside and wait for your mother."
Waiting for Xuan Xuan to go out, Su Wen glanced at Gong Boyuan, who was being bandaged on the hospital bed, looked directly at Gong Baiyi's complicated gaze, and said to him indifferently: "It's not impossible to live out with the Gong family, and I won't give up my suspicion of the Gong family until the truth comes out."
"And you don't have the right to force your child to accept all this, he will suffer more than you think. Today's matter, Xuan Xuan did a bit excessive, I apologize to you on his behalf. If you need compensation, then go ahead and ask for it. ”
Su Wen put on a mocking smile, looked at Gong Boyuan and said, "Don't you think this solution is very familiar, isn't it your usual method?" Unfortunately, even if you are compensated, your wounds may be scarred, and the dead will not be able to come back from the dead. I hope that one day you will be able to truly understand my feelings. ”
Gong Bai also felt that such a Su Wen was particularly strange to him, Su Wen's indifference and ruthlessness, and every word of ridicule were mercilessly widening the distance between them.
The tone was a little weak, with a tiredness that could not be concealed: "Su Wen... Can we have a good chat? ”
"I'm sorry, I still have to take Xuanxuan home."
After saying it coldly, Su Wen pulled Xuan Xuan and left.
She originally heard the news that Gong Baiyi took Xuanxuan to visit Gong Baiyi in the hospital, and she had a premonition that there would be a conflict, so she hurriedly rushed to the hospital.
Unexpectedly, what she heard was Gong Baiyi's accusation against her, which caused her to rebound.
She didn't want to hold grudges all day long, but forgetting it would be too unfair to the dead.
Their positions are different, and there is no one right or wrong at all, but fate dictates that such a difficult problem will be tormented and tested for them.
Maybe they really can't go back.
Xuan Xuan tugged at the corners of Su Wen's clothes, his little head hung down, and his voice was full of guilt and self-blame.
With apologies, he asked Su Wen in a low voice: "Mom... Am I doing something wrong? I just wanted to teach him a lesson, not knowing that the water was so hot... But he is a murderer, he is the one who killed my aunt and Uncle Meng, and I can't accept his kindness to me. ”
Su Wen squatted down and saw tears flickering in Xuan Xuan's eyes, and couldn't bear Xuan Xuan to carry a burden that didn't belong to this age.
Knowing Xuanxuan's age, it is the time to shape values. If you are blinded by hatred, you will not be able to discover the beauty of this world with a pair of clear and innocent eyes. The simplicity he possesses should not be tarnished by the dark side.
Today's incident is also a warning to Coco Su.
I am afraid that if this continues, Xuan Xuan's resentment will become deeper and deeper, to the point that it cannot be resolved.
decided to face the problem head-on and make it clear to Xuanxuan.
Su Wen said gently: "Xuan Xuan did something wrong today, the death of Aunt and Uncle Meng was an accident, the police are just ordinary speculations about Grandpa, there is no actual evidence to prove that Grandpa is a murderer." You see that grandpa is so good to you, next time you have to treat grandpa well. Remember? ”
Listening to Su Wen's comfort, Xuan Xuan's face instantly turned from cloudy to sunny, and his heart was a lot more relaxed, and he nodded vigorously.
"Mom, I remember! Then I won't hide from my grandfather next time, and be kind to him. ”
Su Wen touched Xuan Xuan's hair with emotion.
No matter what the truth is in the end, she will not let Xuan Xuan intervene in the conflicts between adults, the resentment of the previous generation will stop there, and it is enough for her to bear it alone.
"Xuanxuan is really good, let's go home."
Coco Su knew that it was the right thing to do, but the bitterness in her heart couldn't be expressed.
At night.
Gong Bai also smoked on the balcony.
The cold wind of the night could not soothe the irritability in his heart, one after another.
Su Wen watched from behind, and couldn't help but go up and take the cigarette from Gong Baiyi's hand and extinguish it directly.
The coldness in his eyes was uncontrollably stained with a layer of worry, and said: "Smoking is not good for your health, don't smoke."
Gong Bai also heard the hesitation in Su Wen's voice.
Obviously, the two of them are within easy reach, but they feel separated by thousands of rivers and mountains that cannot be crossed. They are all each other, and they have never stopped hurting each other, and they are tormenting each other all the time.
The bright light outside sprinkled on the two of them, but unfortunately this light could not shine into their hearts.
Gong Bai also stared straight into Su Wen's eyes, feeling as if he would lose her in the next second. There was uncertainty and a bit of sincerity in his tone, his voice was slightly hoarse, and he asked seriously, "Coco Su, can you tell me what you think?" You... Do you still love me? ”
Su Wen couldn't help but avoid the strong gaze cast by Gong Baiyi, the injury and expectation in that gaze were mixed together, and there was no usual pride in sight. She almost compromised on the slightest more look.
But what was left of her sanity kept reminding her that she couldn't let go of the hatred in her heart and devote herself to this emotion without any scruples.
She didn't want to see the tragedy happen again.
Su Wen looked at Gong Baiyi with a smile, and that smile was full of desolation.
"I was speaking to you in my study at that time, and I can tell you that I still love you, probably more than you think. But at the same time, I hate you, I hate why you didn't take care of everything at home and provoke me! Otherwise none of this would have happened! ”
Tears flowed down the corners of Su Wen's eyes.
"I hate myself too, why do I still love you until now... So painful. ”
Gong Bai also listened to Su Wen and himself revealing his heart, and hugged her tightly in distress.
"Now all the obstacles are gone, as long as you can let go of the knots, everything is solved, and our family can be reunited. Isn't that the result we've been striving for? I can accompany you until the day I let go of my knots, okay? ”
These words were heard in Su Wen's ears, and the light in his eyes disappeared little by little until they were blank again.
Coco Su smiled self-deprecatingly, laughing at her own innocence.
She wants revenge, and wants everything to fall into place and give justice to her aunt and Meng Jianghuai.
In Gong Baiyi's eyes, she couldn't let go of this stubbornness.
She thought that Gong Bai would understand her.
Now it seems that she was wrong.
Su Wen pushed Gong Baiyi away, his emotions could no longer see any ups and downs, and said to him: "It's not that there are no obstacles, these two lives are much more serious than the obstacles in your family, I can't accept it." Since our positions are different, even if we are together, we are just in the same bed and have different dreams, and it will be very tiring to persevere, and it is destined to not last long. ”
Gong Bai also tried to continue to persuade Su Wen, but Su Wen was resolute, and the contradiction between the two seemed to be unsolvable.
Looking into the distance, they were at a loss for their future.
……
The next day.
Bai Yao came to find Su Wen on purpose.
looked at Coco Su and was a lot haggard.
Worriedly, he asked, "Are you okay these days?"
Coco Su smiled: "Well, it's okay."
"What about the Gong family, what is their attitude?"
Su Wen looked at Bai Yao and said self-deprecatingly: "As compensation, Gong Boyuan promised me to marry into the palace family."
Bai Yao's eyes widened when he heard this.
"Really? Did you say yes then? ”
Coco shook her head.
Seeing the regret in Bai Yao's eyes, he asked, "Do you think I should agree?"
Bai Yao could understand Su Wen's hatred for the Gong family now.
But after all, things are in the past.
"Coco Su, I said this because we are friends. Although the deaths of your aunt and Meng Jianghuai were indirectly caused by Gong Boyuan, you want to confirm that it was indeed his hands and feet, there is no actual evidence, maybe it was really just an accident, I know that you can't easily forgive him, but you can't not love Gong Baiyi, and Xuan Xuan can't lose his father again, if you continue to be entangled like this, it will only be you who will be hurt in the end, and I can't bear to see you hurt again. ”
Bai Yao continued: "The Gong family can make such a compromise, which should be their biggest concession. There is no better choice for this matter than for you to bow your head and accept it, and I believe that my aunt and they must also hope that you can be truly happy. ”
Coco Su knew that what Bai Yao said was all the truth.
Indeed, it is the best choice to let go of the obsession of revenge and marry into the palace family, but she just can't cross this hurdle.
She didn't want to trade the lives of her loved ones for her marriage.
Without avenging them, she will not be able to forgive herself in this life, nor will she be able to start a new journey in life.
"Thank you."
Bai Yao sighed.
Knowing that once Coco Su recognizes something, it is not so easy for others to be convinced.
At the same time, he was also worried about whether Su Wen and Gong Bai would be able to achieve positive results and overcome this obstacle.