CHAPTER XXXVIII

Song Pingsheng stayed in the United States for three days and left, the project was urgent, and he was forced to do so, but he still couldn't let go of He Yi in his heart, and only after everything was arranged safely did he get on the plane with peace of mind.

Since Song Pingsheng got drunk, He Yi inadvertently knew that he missed someone, and then she began to suffer from gains and losses, and was extremely insecure, especially the moment Song Pingsheng stepped on the plane, he couldn't wait to break through all the taboos and throw himself into his arms.

may be afraid that in the vast sea of people, he and Beryl still have that one percent of the fate and meet again, or it may be that she is extremely lacking in the relationship between him and herself, she firmly believes that she can love Song Pingsheng for the rest of her life, but she can't guarantee that Song Pingsheng will stay by her side for the rest of her life.

In this relationship, she is obviously not a meddler, but she is more tormented and uncomfortable than the meddler.

On the first night Song Pingsheng left, she lay on the bed with the light on and stayed awake all night. The scene of Song Pingsheng smoking suddenly appeared in his mind, smoky, with a maturity that did not belong to his age, obviously only in his twenties, but at that moment, he seemed to have ten more years.

From the first time they met to the present, He Yi has been looking for his shortcomings in his mind, trying to find a reason to escape from him, but thinking about it, it seems that there is none, and it seems that he is against her, racking his brains to come up with one, but he will always come up with various explanations to whitewash the peace for him.

In her world, Song Pingsheng has always been a gentle person like water, gentle, careful and considerate, taking care of her, and even being able to stand up when she is bullied, who would be willing to give up if she dares to love such a person? At least she wouldn't.

I remember one time, Shen Qianqiu squeezed her eyebrows at her, "Sister Xiao Yu, tell me quickly, in your heart, is it Brother Pingsheng or Brother Qianqiu?" ”

Song Pingsheng looked at him with disdain, and snorted, "Aren't you making yourself unhappy?" Why do you still want to ask something so obvious? ”

He Yi didn't dare to respond, just looked at Song Pingsheng beside him with a crimson face, and clutched the hem of his skirt tightly with both hands.

When Shen Qianqiu saw her like this, she was so angry that she was about to vomit blood, and gritted her teeth and said, "Little girl, you still dare to blush, how can you like that kind of beast!" That beast also has a nose and a face, what am I missing? ”

Song Pingsheng: "......"

Later, He Yi learned that Shen Qianqiu, who had been chasing for a year without success, ignored him, but scratched his head in front of Song Pingsheng, laughing and trembling, he was depressed for a long time, and even planned to cut off Song Pingsheng and forget about each other in the rivers and lakes, he took his sunny avenue, and he took his single-plank bridge.

Of course, after Song Pingsheng found out about this matter, he was willing to let him be in a pit and it would be calm, every time he mentioned this matter, Song Pingsheng would squint his eyes and ask him retaliately: "It's all noses and mouths, why do you just miss her?" Is it the girl in our class who is missing the nose, or the girl in the next class who is missing the mouth? ”

Shen Qianqiu crossed Erlang's legs, pouted and said, "It's about your, and it's not that I miss you." ”

Later, Shen Qianqiu gave up his career of chasing love to concentrate on his studies, and he heard that he fell asleep for three days after fighting a case of beer at home, and then went back to school with a large information book, and changed the goal of an ordinary undergraduate university to a 985, when others asked him, he always said disapprehantly: "Lao Tzu just wants to go to the best school, find the best girlfriend, why should he wronged himself for her." ”

That ordinary undergraduate school is the target of the grade flower, and when she is addicted to her, of course Shen Qianqiu will ignore it, her IQ will always be 0 in front of her, and all the love tricks are small skills in front of her.

When you love someone, you will think that you can do everything for him, become a very great person, give up your favorite city for him, give up your favorite university for him, and even give up your hobbies for him, rest assured of your strengths.

But Shen Qianqiu is obviously not such a person, and after being stupid once, he is even more not. You may question his feelings for her, but how much love? No one knows, only Shen Qianqiu really knows.

Shen Qianqiu gave up the chase and concentrated on preparing for the exam, and finally realized his dream.

He has always been a free and easy person, and he will never be a person who only falls under a tree, he makes He Yi very admired, admired to the ground, but he can't learn a little bit of skin.

He Yi is willing to give up her favorite dipping sauce to cater to Song Pingsheng's taste, she is willing to go to the soup for him, she is willing to pursue progress and strive for him to go upstream, and she can also go to a university for him that she once dared not think of, she can even be stupid, obviously he is pretending to be another person in his heart, she is still willing to stay by his side.

Is it stupid? Stupid, but who made him Song Pingsheng......

When you fall into a dilapidated world, when you are on the verge of despair, and suddenly a person appears in your world, radiating light in your world, and makes you suddenly see life, then you will not be able to escape for the rest of your life.

Eternal life and eternal life, never forget.

Just like when I saw Song Pingsheng for the first time, I was a self with a broken family and homeless, and suddenly met a gentle, kind, and sunny boy, how could such a person be easily forgotten when he appeared in his own world.

In He Yi's impression, Shen Qianqiu was once included in the list of scumbags, just because he usually spoke like a child, and he was so skilled that he picked up his sister to the point of outrageousness, but he never knew that this man, after the college entrance examination, stepped on the train and traveled to many provinces, just to realize the desire of the class flower to travel around the world.

Sometimes he can be more sober than anyone else, but once he gets confused, ten cows can't pull it back.

Later, I heard that the college entrance examination was abnormal, and I was admitted to an ordinary second book, and I married an alumnus as soon as I graduated, and I hugged my child after a year. She lacks ambition and only wants to be a housewife, but she never thinks that she will be betrayed by her husband and get a divorce, no work experience, no beautiful diploma, and her life has plummeted.

Later, everyone didn't know where she went, only that she worked in a bar and did housekeeping for others when she was divorced, and then she disappeared from the city overnight, and no one saw her again.

Many people always think of Shen Qianqiu when they think of this woman, but everyone knows that Shen Qianqiu will definitely live better than her in a corner.

Whether it's true or not, and how does anyone know? No one is the protagonist of anyone's or anyone's life, only in their own world can they distinguish where there is darkness and where there is light, and the protagonist can only be himself.

He Yi ended her work in the United States, and several colleagues who had been with her for a long time came to invite her to visit the United States for a day, after all, there are so many days here, and the work is oppressive every day, where is there still leisure and elegant attractions. Chesie also warmly came over to invite her to her home for a meal, but in the face of these invitations, He Yi refused them one by one, hurriedly packed her luggage, and caught the plane to China.

At this moment, she didn't have the intention of visiting attractions in her heart, she just wanted to hurry into the warm embrace that made her warm.

The work ended a day early, but she didn't tell Song Pingsheng the news, saying that she wanted to surprise him, which was one of the reasons, and the most important reason was that she didn't know what way to face Song Pingsheng now.

obviously wanted to see him, but her heart was very blocked, like tens of thousands of ants crawling on her heart, so she couldn't help but just want to squat in the corner and lick her wounds alone.

She knew his mind, but what she didn't know was how to face him. So that the first thing she did when she got home was not to call him in a hurry as before, but to help Li Yumei with her hands and watch TV series, so she spent a simple day.

Zou Yahui was a little surprised when she saw her, and only asked her when she was in the room at night: "Why did you come back so early?" What about Song Pingsheng? Does he know you're back? ”

When it came to Song Pingsheng, He Yi's mind flashed the scene of him getting drunk, and he said a little unnaturally: "I'm tired, I rest as soon as I get home, how can I have time to see him?" ”

Zou Yahui obviously didn't believe it, "It's rare, is it past the love period or what?" Before, he looked like he had to be in Song Ping's life, and he wished he was glued to others every day, but now he has a long backbone. ”

He Yi: "......"

He Yi just wanted to say in his heart: Let's two pounds and eight taels.

"How's it going?" He Yi obviously didn't want to talk about the topic just now, so he casually talked about other things and passed by.

"It's kind of a fall." Zou Yahui replied, "Whether you can become a regular depends on your work ability." ”

"Have you seen Mo Chengyu in the past few days?"

"He's so busy, how can he have time to see him?" Zou Yahui's voice instantly became a little lower, "I see, if you still want to see him again, it is probably time for you to marry Song Pingsheng." ”

"He's been in the hospital all along, can he still run away?" He Yibai glanced at her, "I think it's because you are not mentally prepared, and you blame others for being busy." ”

Zou Yahui: "......" embarrassment

You can't be so straightforward......

"When I packed up my things and handed in my resignation letter, when I came to Liangcheng in a hurry, wasn't it quite beautiful and backbone?" He Yi began to damage her, "Why did you start to be a turtle with a shrunken head in front of Mo Chengyu?" ”

Zou Yahui was embarrassed again.

Holding back the act of using a pillow on her face, Zou Yahui gritted her teeth and said, "He Yi! You've been a turtle with a shrunken head for ten years, and you dare to come and talk to me? Is it that Song Ping dotes on you too much in his life? Do you still kick your nose and eyes? Believe it or not, I'm strangling you in your room. ”

He Yi: "......"

Well, she does have this heroic feat, and she is indeed at fault.

I can't figure out my own affairs, and I still ask about other people's things......

After thinking of Song Pingsheng, she really didn't have the leisure to care about Zou Yahui anymore, but this night was destined to be a long night.

She suddenly realized that it seemed that without Song Pingsheng's company, she would be extremely insecure and become Sister Lin.