The wind can't blow away the warm memories, the rain can't disrupt the touching melody, there is always a little warmth lingering in the heart, and there are always some warm moments surging in the heart.

I remember that time in physical education class, I took a leave of absence because it was a menstrual period, and I lay quietly on my stomach in the classroom, there were few people in the classroom, most of them were female classmates, probably because I didn't sleep enough at noon, and I fell asleep after a while.

I didn't even notice when my male god Xu Chong came in, what woke me up was not the sound of Xu Chong hitting the table and chair, but the sudden faint pain in my stomach, followed by bursts of sharp pain. I clutched my stomach, my face was pale, my lips were bloodless, and my brow was furrowed.

Maybe it was my painful moans that caught Xu Chong's attention, "What's wrong with you, did I wake you up, I thought I was light." ”

I ignored him, and he seemed to see my discomfort, "Isn't it uncomfortable?" Sick? Would you like to go to the school doctor's office? There seemed to be a hint of concern in the words.

I waved my hand and said, "It's okay, no." "Even the voice of the speaker is weak, how can it be okay?

As soon as I looked up and grinned, I showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, "I'm fine, it's just that my stomach suddenly feels uncomfortable, it's not a big deal." ”

I thought that he still didn't care as before, except for studying and taking care of his grandmother, and his care was only symbolic. So I couldn't say more, and besides, he was a boy, and although he had been taught about it in biology class, I still didn't want to tell him about my situation.

Xu Chong looked at my pale face, and was also startled, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you, does it really matter?" The concern in his eyes was even greater.

At the same time, a classmate shouted at the door, "Xu Chong, come to class, the teacher called you." ”

"Oh, okay, I'll be right here, you go first."

"I'm really fine, you can go back to class...... and finally he didn't even have a voice to speak, and his head fell like this.

The sound of footsteps faded into my ears from near and far, and it was the sound of him leaving. I couldn't help but feel a little lost in my heart, I was expecting him to care about me, I thought I was just a reserved and told him that I was okay, and that a fool could see that I was okay. He just left, and he was so concerned about the question just now.

I don't know how long it took, just when I was about to die or live, suddenly there was a glass of water in front of me, it was dark, and it was steaming, and the sweet smell was spreading, how could anyone still drink hot water in summer. Just when I was wondering, a warm voice suddenly sounded from above.

"Hurry up and drink it, doesn't it have a stomachache?" Who else could there be in this warm voice besides Xu Chong.

"You, why are you back again, aren't you going to class? What is it? Looking at my look of surprise and doubt, Xu Chong smiled slightly, and said again, "You're like this, can I still leave you alone, hurry up and drink it while it's hot, isn't my stomach uncomfortable, I know what's going on with you." ”

"Thank you." My face flushed slightly, not because of how touching his words were, but because I scolded him in my heart for some unknown reason just now, and I felt a little ashamed.

Pick up the cup of brown sugar water and drown my shame in it, along with my blush. The warm sugar water went down the throat and warmed my stomach, and the abdominal pain was relieved a little, my face was slightly better, and my heart was a little warmer.

"Does my stomach still hurt so much, if it's okay, I'll go to class. Rest well. "By the time I came back to my senses, Xu Chong was already gone.

Looking at the empty cup, I suddenly came back to my senses, how did he know that I was the one who came, and where did he get this brown sugar water? The doubts in my heart came out of nowhere.

Anyway, I finally made some progress with him, didn't I, and my heart began to sweeten like drinking sugar water.

Recently, the relationship between Xu Chong and Zhang Yanan has become closer and closer, which makes me jealous.

Xu Chong, you are obviously mine. Yiren thought to himself.

Maybe I'm thinking too much, but I'm not going to give up.

It is said that a person who is in love is a fool. I felt like I had fallen into a honeypot before I was in love.

Is that what it feels like?

When I returned home in the evening, I sat in front of the window and lay on the table, under the dim light, I was alone stroking the cup that my father had just brought in, and the cup was rippling with my favorite grapefruit tea.

The TV outside the door is still on and ringing, showing all kinds of life.

Through the mistle floating above the glass, I could see the time: it was almost ten o'clock. It wasn't summer yet, but the weather was getting hot again, which made me sweat with droplets of water on my forehead.

Outside the window, there is a quiet world. All you can hear is cars speeding by on the road in the distance. His gaze wandered back from the window.

On the table, a cup of hot tea. The cup stood quietly, but his thoughts drifted to the past time.

When I was a child, I felt that I had very few memories of my father: it was late at night, and the person who came in with a small plate full of fruit was not him; The figure who got up in the morning and was busy for me was not him; After the tutoring class and the special class, he drove to pick me up, not him; On his birthday, the person who sends the "Happy Birthday" wish is also not him.

Where is he? It's the one who went out to socialize and came back late; It's the one who sometimes I've fallen asleep and haven't come home; It's the guy who works overtime until the wee hours of the morning and sleeps in the office; It's the guy who is vague about his daughter's grade; It's the one who doesn't like to talk once he gets into something; Is that the ......

But I don't hate him, and I don't hate him.

He will bring us happiness too. Whenever that happens, I'm very satisfied, very satisfied. He was my father after all, the man I loved and loved all my life.

I picked up the slightly hot teacup, and a sweet fragrance came to my face, and the scorching heat made me gently close my eyelids. Carefully sipping the pale yellow yuzu tea, the rich sweetness and a hint of bitterness permeated the mouth, and with that mouthful of hot liquid, it reached the bottom of the heart.

I remembered the dispute between my father and mother just now: "Oh, you put so much hot water, and it's so hot, she can't drink it right away!" Mother said angrily. Ah!

You don't care! Dad stirred with a spoon as he walked towards it with a steady pace. Putting down the tea, he turned around and went out. I can't eat something cold, so this hot tea also has an explanation. Just because you don't ask doesn't mean you don't care. It's like this cup of tea, speechless, but warm.

The heat rising from the cup moistened my eyes and warmed my heart...... Is that what it feels like?

I gained a lot this summer, I have nothing to do, and I recently chased a movie.

Recently, I watched a movie called "The Most Beautiful Time to Meet You", which tells the dream of a young girl. In high school, the heroine Tan Songyun didn't know how to dress up, but she often had teenagers write love letters to her.

Because she didn't think she was particularly good-looking, she didn't dare to reply to him. She hopes to meet the person she loves at the most beautiful time. So, after the college entrance examination, she went for plastic surgery and whitening, and after doing it, she really became beautiful. And her dream of being a girl is about to come true. met her male god - Guo Yang at the most beautiful time.

Their love began at this moment, after which they lived a sweet life. But happy times are always so short-lived. Since the two of them don't go to school together, the female protagonist often goes to the male protagonist's city to find her and get together with her. However, as the days go by, the female protagonist's dependence on the male protagonist becomes deeper and deeper, and the male protagonist cannot tolerate a little resistance. The female protagonist went to the male protagonist's school three times and twice to find him, making him feel that he didn't have a little personal space of his own. And the heroine can't study with peace of mind after returning to her school. Her dependence on Guo Yang is getting deeper and deeper.

In the end, it led to the ending of their breakup. When they broke up, Guo Yang became very indifferent, while Tan Songyun was very painful. Although this is just a small plot, the heroine's experience is enough to awaken our peers. We can dream of being our princesses, and we can imagine in our own world that one day you and your own Prince Charming will meet, meet, and fall in love. But please don't rely too much on others. Love yourself a little more and don't let the sweetness turn into pain!

The more quiet the years, the more ruinous it is, don't rely too much on one person, because of dependence, so expectation, because of expectations, so disappointed. There are always things that we don't want to happen, but we have to accept them; There is always something that we don't want to know, but we have to know; There are always some people that we can't live without, but we have to learn to let go. Thinking too much and overthinking can lead to very negative thinking.

It felt like I had been through so many mortal worlds, and I had thought so much. As I think about it, I'm just a high school student.

I bowed my head and meditated. In fact, each of us knows the "truth", but few of us can put it into practice. A few words of understatement, a few lines of words spoken by ancestors, I suddenly woke up a little.

Friend: "Seize the time, it's not too late" Don't always wait for the time to pass, you will regret it alone, and be a nightingale singing every night in that night. As the old saying goes: "Knowing mistakes can be corrected, and good is great", even the ancients can abide by the truth, how can we not understand it?

What's more, today I watched the popular movie drama "The Most Beautiful Time" last summer. I also understand a lot.

After the summer vacation, I didn't take Xu Chong as my center every day, and I started to study hard.

Wang Yuhao's change also made me gradually see myself clearly. The scenery in the distance is the scenery, and the life is in the distance. No matter how much you change, you can't make everyone like you, so it's better to be the person you want to be.

In this world, don't rely too much on others, because even your shadow will leave you in the dark. Life often jokes with us, who you expect, who will be farther away from you; Whoever you cling to will hurt you the most. Sometimes the past has to be passed. In this way, we have room for new things to come into our lives.

I feel like I'm about to become a writer, and I sigh every day.

Alas!